im tired

Now lying down on the sofa typing, gg to ko soon, actually just now alrdy ko.. lol.. so sian.. nth to do !!! Bored. Today morning blow dry my hair half way till i fall alsp, then my mothe wake me up, almost late for skul. Lol. Then in a rush i forget to bring my file, today mark a history, first tym my bag feel so light..lol.. Then alina met a siao keng in skul, lol.. that one was really scary.. lol. Yep, gg out with alina, marilyn and shalini on thursda, gg to watch movie. haha.. lol.. scary, just got a call from my bro ncc teacher.. lol.. Today very sunny sia, so hot!! lol.. really bored till i want slp liao, so ciaos.. lol..

lamers

Haha, now in computer lab waiting for the teacher to come. Lol. Today very funny, cos i was passing ard the attendance list, then cos the row in front of me there was nobody til the next row, and i was calling out to this guy, but i dunno the name, so i jus say :" The guy playing psp pls respond leh".. Lol, finally the guy heard me.. Eh, lol? Haha. My hp really sucks, there was absolutely no reception whereas my class peeps have.. Why my hp so lao ya one.. Lol.. Now got another problem.. Now 2 problems on my hands, one of it i will get to the bottom of it, don worry, i will clear my name also. The other one, hmm, haven find a solution yet. Lol.. I find my class now very interesting. A lot of laughter, lamers.. Lol. Finally the teacher come after 26 mins.. lOl. Ciaos..! haha.. lol..

Where are you

So tired!!! But cant do anything, cos i want to complete my stuff.. Not much time left. First test on week 6, and my life still unorganized.. Have to adapt quickly.. And also have to get used to waking up early.. Tough life indeed when school starts. Though Im tired in class, but i tried not to sleep. So when i become quite quiet in class, means im feeling slpy alrdy, or i keep yawning. I have to find some really minty sweet to freshen me up jus like wad huda used to do to me, when i feel slpy at work.. Wonder he reached home le ma.. Hmm.. Will he be tired tmr in school? Few hours of slp is it enuf for him? Hmm.. Ciaos, gtg back do my stuff then head to my cosy mattress.. and i pray o lvl faster end, i want my bed back!!!

happy 3 month anniversary. =)

Just now had a talk with my dad about cpf scheme all these.. Now i have another goal, earn more money for my cpf O/A so that the account may have money to sponsor for my studies and also can buy house.. lol.. Finally bought a cardigan, bt not a black one, cos black too ordinary so i got a blue one for myself. And bought one top also. Lol. Bought the stuff i reserved at accessorise when i paid them a visit on saturday.. Lol..
Today our 3rd month le.. Hehex. Really so happy to be with him, all the secure he gave me.. i just love his smile and laughter, and also i love his hug.. Not forgetting his jacket.. Hehex.. I wan to be with him with my entire life.. =)
This saturday gg malaysia with the touch community..Lol.. Sure gg to have loads of fun.. My bdae coming in 15 days, and its like so fast.. Then after mine is dar dar de bdae.. Hehex. lol.But there nothing to be joyful abt when i am only 17.. i want to be 18 then 21. haha.. lol.. ciao.. gtg to study.. lol.

this teacher sucks!!!

Currently in electric circuit lesson.. This teacher completely sucks.. He so naggy and keep hogging on the same stuff.. Freak!! First time nvr listen in this lesson and was slping just now. haha. lol. but actually who cares about this teacher.. My class are so steady, they all bring lappy, dont intend to listen to the class. Hah.. Obi quek to the teacher.. Lol.yEaay!!~ n half an hour we are all free from HIM!~[my fren]haha.. Faster end this torture to our ears!! Lol.. Haha.. Today unlucky day for me again. In the morning, my daddy opened the door to go for work, then got this old ah pek slping in front of my hse de door step. So freaking shocking. Then my father called the ah pek and spoke in hokkien. The old man don want leave at first, then my father keep scolding till the ah pek leave. But the ah pek left his plastic bag. alina just said to me the plastic bag contain urine.. Haha..[wah lAO eh!!~] so hilarious.. Lol.. Later also contain shit. Haha..Lol.. [imagin tOO muChh!~ muS bE watch alot of Lame shOW!!~] I learn from alina one.. [kANAsai!~] Haha.. lol.. Dont be shy.. lol..[eHh u nOOE. mE sO lONg i wHEre goT shY wAn.. U want to saAY DUn uSe mE as eXcusE mah DuH!~] hAHA.. LOL.. i just realised one thing why we dun use our mouth to talk.. haha.. instead we talk on blog? DIAO!!Dotz.. Lol..[cAUse the bloody alien teacher*who u say he was..* dIDn't want to HEAR a SInglE noISe!~-.-] I feel like go k him..He talking oso making such a din.. We so guai, he is the one who keep disturbing us with his alien language.. Lol..

Sry tat i made you angry

Practically hate the weather today. Its freezing cold.. These few days make me realise what i actually want for my future for my life.. Got some inspiration from what my parents said about me, and of cos a serial drama. Now I just wan to treasure wo shen bian de ren.. =).. Can say tat I have grown. Lol. Ah bu also say. She look at my last time de pic when i was playing badminton. She said that i really look like a SMALL KID!!! . lOl.. Lucky now doesnt resemble much. haha. lOl. Really imagine when you are 50 years old already and you still look like a small kid, it kinda awful.. Lol. Haha.. lol.. NOw my module de lecturer very fierce, already start to give warning letter.. So fast lo, it like only the second week of school. OMG.. Something is not right.. Lol.. Sian.. Keep drawing the circuit. Drew finish but kinda of messy.. Lol.. Who cares. Ben ren de zuo pin who dare to comment.. Hehex..lol.. Only the teacher.. I scared.. Lol. Haha ciaos..

so stress

So stressful, new modules new content, fins it difficult to let those info get this dumb brain of mine. This sem must really buck up cos there wont be any study break. And have to buy those books soon, so that i know wad is the lecturer talking about. When is my next pay? A lot things i need to do with it,when i get the pay.. How I wish many years have passed..lol..

lol.. finally can see dar dar lo..

Lol.. Today school was a bit funny. Lol. Becos of the lecturer keep saying hor.. lol..I think I today wear till very lap sap. lol. I want faster wear shoe to skul.. I need to buy new pants.. lol.. after that incident so ps de lo.. finally can use lappy, lol.. got to do a lot of things.. ciaos..

i dun wan see dar dar so xin ku

Before i go slp, just wanna blog..
Im tired, no mood to do anything.. these 2 days had been wrking full.. wrking is tough, but for me is ok, cos i on holiday. But dar dar gg to wrk part tym when skul starts, mean he will get lesser slp, more stress, not balance meal.. Ai yo, think le xin suan, when telling him to take care of himself, dunno why just dunno why i... how i wish money will drop frm the sky then dar dar no need wrk. but i know im dreaming..

=)

Finally uploaded the pictures that i took at my ah gu wedding day.. the rest of the pic i waiting for the part time reporter give my auntie back at the press holding, then give my family.. lol.. Bought a white skinny jeans and one heel. Lol.. bought one wallet for my mummy also.. lol.. bought a carigan for my bro, haven bought anything for my sis and dad.. lol.. uk boss is coming today. lucky i off. haha.. lol. nana poo poo.. ytd wrk full till i abit ki siao, then chat woth yati till crazy.. keep laughing.. then ah bu was on the phone with zhi wei, ah bu den msg me say i laugh till very loud and scary.. of cos la, so funny de stuff mus laugh.. haha.. lol.. hehex. so happy ytd dar dar come and pei me for my break.. finally can see him.. hehex. though nvr say out how i was so elated to see him.. hehex..lol... so happy to see him de lo.. hehex.. i know he will be seeing this, so hehex, wo zhen de so gao xing, zhong yu ke yi kan dao ni le.. bleahx..

i miss him does he knows?

Yep, my pay day is today.. Hard earn de money. First tym work so hard, some more work for so long.. Why do i perservere for so long? cos I got a goal, is to use my first hard earn de pay buy smth for dar dar, but haven decide yet..Uk boss is coming, hope i odn make any blunder.. I think rfc is beginning to hate, I keep bumping into those prongs, the prongs keep poking me, then kena bump into the table or bump at the edge of the table. Then kena kiap by the door. A lot of bad luck..Sigh, nvr xin guan jiu hao. More memories of my wrking experience. wrking sure is tiring, nvr get enuf slp, keep dozing off on the bus or mrt.. Some more smth is missing.. haiz.. but today i very guai, nvr get tempted.. Cos I want to keep my promise and i don want dar dar to be angry.. =)

Fucked up

Just quarrelled with my mother and sister.. She always use o lvl that tym de stuff to compare me. Some more she said I occupied ,my room table all the time. Hello! I studying. ** .. I study also cannot ar. I that time o lvl where got everyday use lap top, even if yes, i was doing my art reasearch. Now my sister want to use lap top for watching videos. And she gg to have her o lvl soon, why she nvr scold my sister. Wad the ****.. Pin her hope onto my sis, also not need to be bias. Just tell me u don like me la, then i will just leave the house and don ever come back , then u no need to see me this failure in the house.. Every time like tat. They never even think wad i was saying is reasonable a not. Freak!.. Thye better watch it, next time when i get rich or become some body to be recognised, they better don suck up to me..

sry dar dar for crying

On the 29th, finally attended my ah u wedding dinner. lol. Ah gu and bo miao so sweet, so xing fu.. Suddenly at that moment, i just hope time flies. lol. Haha. Really one thing that make a girl life memorable is the wedding day itself, and perhaps the proposal also. lol. Will be uploading pictures soon as soon i has the time.
I'm a confirmation to be working at raffles shopping centre.. Shift is irregular but i dont mind. Dar dare will be working soon also, that means we wld be seeing each other lesser. Hmm.. Miss him alot.
I feel im to be blamed for being such a cry baby. I just hate my past. I asked ah bu whether I changed for the better, she said ya. She said I become more open, finally dare to go in those bra shop. lol. After I saw that name appear in the message, i dont knw why i felt piss off with myself, and also heart broken cos of the message.But im glad its now over. But really i dont want to think of the past, seriously my past sucks to the core, I totally ahbor it.
I just want to treasure the present, treasure all my friends, my family and of cos my dar dar. I want to thank him for always being there for me, thank him for changing me into a better person too. =).. I just love him loads.