da ben dan dar dar..

This friday is comm skil presentation. Haha. Lol. Now trying to improve my slides, and going to prepare my speech soon in a couple of days perhaps. Next week is common test week. Stress ar. Lol. My friend said I look old and mysterious in my current hairstyle. I was like -_-.. Lol. Then I asked again is old or mature. The answer is still old. Sobx. Haha. Lol. I aging fast. Lol. I found a twin for my brother. One of my classmate resemble my brother. Even my classmates alina and brenda said so. lol. I no need find a twin for myself, I've already got one.. =x.. I weigh myself yesterday morning, I was surprised and shocked, I lose one kg. Hmm. I need to eat more definitely but I scare later my tummy become bigger. Hmm. Have to do sit up again just like in the past every night soon. Today after school as usual need to tutor my mei. heard from daryl that debbie was hospitalised. Hope she's fine. Hope she recover soon. My wai gong neh, have no recent news of him since my mummy never tell me any. Lol. My mummy bought 4D using my bank acc no, and she strike 2 times, she gave me a hug and I was stunned!!! It's so unusual for this behaviour of hers, cos she never hug me before.. Only 4D ma, need to be so .... Lol.. Haha. This saturday gg out with bro, sister and daryl. Buy clothes for ah gu wedding dinner. my sister say prepare earlier first. Lol. Then after that go watch the national day preview near the fullerton hotel there. I want watch fireworks on national day. My sister said it would be very interesting and beautiful as she had seen it for herself le. Hmm. I was wondering about something, something that maybe will give a shock to my relatives? But I dont know whether can a not leh. Hmmm.. See first ba.. lol.. hee.
I feel so xing fu..=D.. some of the words he said really touch me a lot, it really made my day.. =).. Always make me happy de.. hee.. lol..=)

Hope my wai gong is alright, hope the operation will be smooth. Heard from my mother two days back, the operation could be quite dangerous, bbcos its a delayed injury and plus my wai gong is old already, the body might not be able to take the long ardous operation. Tmr is cp1 presentation, hope i fare well. Lol. Then next week is comm skill presentation. Lol. This weekend have to alter my pants, then compare to the skirt, see which one nicer. haha. lol..

it all about da ben dan

Tmr maths test. I can't say tat I'm prepared for it, but at least I did study a bit. Just hope I can stay consistent for my grade. I want pass my maths again, perhaps trying to make up for the past. So shag, now a days I was tired, can't really focus well. Head was going to burst any time, too much formulas for almost every module. But hey, I'm going to hold on, grit my teeth, and pass this exam. Lol. I'm going to win this battle. of course I also hope my classmates and friends can win this battle. Stopping here. Ciaos.

I just love him

Decide to sit up and blog, cos if I just lie on the sofa for a longer period of time, I think I will slip into my lala land. Yesterday got to witness the whole ROM of ah han gu, and bo miao. Was kinda sweet yet mushy. Lol. And I was mistaken by ah han gu and ah hua yi that I had a boyfriend. I was dots. Just becos i was messaging, they came to this conclusion. Haha. Lol. Never mind. Haha. lol. Cycled with my fellow cousins. Then went back to the buanglow cos raining. Overall, I had a great time. Was so shag today. During physics class, I was like already half dead, then francis say that wo xin bu zai yen. Of course, I was like dunno who i am wad i am doing already. Cant even think. Lol. After school, no other stuff to do le, then initially heading towards home, but never.. Haha. Lol.. go meet him then go home together.. =)Then he sent me home. I feel very happy.=). But I just hope he doesnt mind that i very lame.. Lol.I just hope the bus will suddenly break down. lol. I just feel like nothing before. Like wad karen said I am different from last time, see sms wont laugh one, now wil laugh or smile like i'm one crazy person. Haha.Lol.hmm.. Got to do my stuff already.. ciaos.

Da ben dan**

Me And Cao Yu taken during sot dian cher class

Our class during break time.

Daryl and Karen said I look punk.lol.

Tats roughly about my formal wear

Wonder how it look like with pants instead of skirt.

Tying up my hair. lol

My new haristyle

I have nothing better to do.. haha

So kawaii. haha. lol..

Seriously i have no idea why i look like this. lol.

Firstly, happy birthday to jia yun and daryl. Lol.

Comm skill presentation is coming, common test and exams are coming too. And the major thing is ah han gu wedding is here on sunday. haha.. Now a days i feel so happy. Karen called me crazy when i can smile and laugh to myself when smsing. Haha. lol. Perhaps i'm really crazy. Haha. Finally meet up with karen. So long never see her. haha. lol. Today went to daryl hse with karen, then daryl mother treated us with kfc. So delicious de lo. Haha. Lol. Played monopoly, singing out loud, Karen laughed like hell when I do some funny actions which looked like I'm just a girl who have a IQ of below 10. lol. Haha. I'm so looking forward to next thursday class gathering with my class to watch movie. haha. And this time its almost the whole class going, not like the previous outing. Haha. Rmb dont sit behind me, beware of flying pop corn. haha. lol.

formal pants

Tat's Cao Yu. Lol.

Near my house there de void deck

Trying to see whether I can still tie hair after the hair cut.

I'm just trying to act stupid.. lol..

Today went to buy my formal pants. Have to alter a lot. Met Jia yun pass her bdae present. Then me daryl and jia yun went to eat, then waklk chat then went home. I can only say i was veyr tired today. Today gonna sleep early liao.. Yawn

I feeling better cos of you..

This is one of my comm skill project

Karen and Daryl outside kovan mac

Its me, I have nothing better to do

Me and Cao Yu


Me And cao yu again

Went to tutor esther mei just now, in the mean while do the comm skill project which was due tmr. And is like we have only few hours to complete, my group did not time to discuss, and also not yet complete the slides. Omg. everything so rush.. I feel better le, after occupying myself with work, sms everything.. Lol. And I'm so glad that today lab test was postpone. Now I every tuesday will go tutor esther.. I still cant figure out how to go her house and how to walk back to the mrt. As I said before, I am poor at directions. Lol. Maybe I should tie some string along the branches to mark the route.. Lol..

Hm.. I dont know wad to say, perhaps its another point in my life that I should learnt how to be strong, how to keep myself clear-minded instead of being lost. I also dun know why I go slash myself, such a foolish act. I know.. Now I just want to escape in reality live in a viryual world of mine. Although I know that there had been friends and impt person who been cheering me up, now it just a matter of time.. Give me some time to cool it off. Now it the lowest peak. I will be okay, jia hwei will be back soon. she just needed a break.

I'm glad tat he is ard

What had occur yesterday i wont say much about it, just hope it won't happen again. It really left me worrying, panicking. It's the first time I encounter this kind of stuff, it's like so dramatic.I only saw these type of scenario in serial drama, never I did know it will happen to me one day. Let's all these be history, never to let it happen again.. But at tat time I'm really glad tat there's someone to cheer me up on, even it's by sms, but i'm still glad.. Once again, congrats to me for being left alone in the house again.. And also stupid air con man!!! Just called my bro, he not coming back so early, so I no nede to wait for him to help him open the door. Lol. Then after I go bath I can go settle my dinner lo. haha..I'm now so bored at home. Why am i always the one being left alone in the house during weekends.? I hate being alone in the house siia, There's nothing interesting to do. Unless I go install all the games once again, then play to slack off time. But I scared i will be addicted and neglect my studies.. I'm going bonkers. My house is too quiet!! Blasting the music out loud and singing out loud doesn't help at all. Oh ya, I just realised that these few days i had been talking to strangers. Like yesterday I was taking a cab, I dont know why i will asked the driver how long he had been in this line, then chat with him about political stuff. Lol. Like a new expressway linking from geylang to paya lebar is going to finish work. Sia la. I think I should really admit myself to the mental hospital liao.. Lol.

aint smooth at all

Now having elep elab. I'm using lappy to blog and i use the school com to do my quiz. Haha. Kinda of boring during the lecture. I can't catch a word that the lecturer is talking. his speed of talking is just like machine gun or maybe a turret. lol. Today gonna stay back and do comm skill group presentation. These few days rarely online, either is i'm too lazy or i might be dozing off somewhere in the house, or the most usual one, my sister is hogging on the lappy. lol. One more week to ah gu ROM.. Looking quite forward to it. These couple of days had not been going so smoothly for me. Yesterday what had happened really gave me a scare. So instead of taking lrt from punngol station to home, i walked home. I tot it could just calm me down, but who knows i quite regret walking. It was like such a sunny day, and I was wearing jacket and walking under the scorching sun.. I am going to be a roasted horse. By the time i had reached home, i was almost half dead.. Bathed, then i had a few hours nap. Woke up, eat then start to revise a bit before going to sleep. Lol.. bb

Yesterday I completed my ae project with the help of many people. Eg, hui ping, him*, both stayed till 9pm like dat in school to help me with my project. Then with the help of raymond, helped me trouble shoot. Although my hair accidentally got burnt by the soldering iron a lot of times, hand being scalded by the iron, perhaps its all worth it? Lol. Seriously, I am so lucky and really is touched.. * =).. Always there for me.. supporting me, care for me.. =) lol.. After all the hard work, went to bishan with alina. She went to print some photos for her comm skill. Bought markers at there, and there no A3 size cardboard. Hmph.. Now I trying not to sleep in class. Forced my eyes to be wide open, but there keep yawning. Lol. At least I had some progress in my attitude of studying. Lol. Now struggling with comm skill. I don't know what to write about me. And my decoration for the board is like so ewww.. Yesterday went to kovan to change my watch strap, the shop tender said that he can't change for me. Then I went to hougang mall, the shop tender of the watch shop said that he could change it, but cannot pay in nets. So I called daryl to lead me to the atm machine. His friend too. After they brought me there, they left and i was there queueing up to withdraw. Then I felt something missing, one by one, lef without any cash. So i asked the person in front of me, she said that no transaction can be processed, so I tried to find another atm. Digging up from those memories. Lol. After withdrawing, went back to the shop, initially the price was $6, but he said only leather strap had the length of my watch. So no choice i paid $15.. But at least it wont become rusty. Lol. Have not yet to change the batt yet. Lol. Then went back popular to buy board. Then after that went to compass to wait for bus, while i was waiting for bus, got this auntie asked me what time is it. Then she said she scared she cant make it in time for he 9 o clock show. Then she asked me whether did i watch that show. I said no, i said i watch hk serial drama only at you tube. She asked online? Then she said about her son. Whole conversation is about her son. Then had separate seats with her. When I was alighting I cant believe i actually said bye bye to her. Lol. And half way through the journey at bus, my hp went flat. I should really bring hp charger to school next time.

Today I went to vivo city. Took mrt there, saw one ang moh and another ang moh gal. They both pulled up their shirt and see each oher belly button. I was like wth. Lol. Then alighting de shi hou, the ang moh guy took off one shoe and held in one hand and walked ard. Then at the escalator he sniffed his own shoe.. WTH!!!! Eww.. Intention to buy my formal wear. Went to Topshop, Espirit, River island. All no my size or too ex.. In the end saw it at hang ten. Lol. Then after tat went to study at macdonald.. It was freezing man..Then go meet vikinesh to pass him the circuit board jiu go home le..Now going to continue with my circuit. I sure can do it de with the energy support. Haha. Lol..

I'm so damn happy today. Went down to sim lim tower with daryl, a pity karen can't come.=(. Bought my laptop charger. Finally, can use my lappy. Muhaha. Then after tat went to buy projects components. Lol. Then after went to bugis to buy art figurine. Then we walked back to little india, instead of to bugis mrt station. We are saving transport fee. Lol. Then we went to vivo city. I bought my lappy case lo. We bought the tickets for Die Hard.. Lol. As there still time, we went to burger king to study a bit. In the end, I'm not progressing much cos most of the time I'm playing daryl's ds lite cooking mama. Lol. The movie was damn exciting, could say that it's an action-packed movie with a lot of close shave to hell.. After tat daryl and I ran to the mrt, cos we scared tat we have no mrt. Lol. But luckily we made it just in time. Went to kovan, played cooking mam again, then helped daryl drew his course stuff. Then after that cabbed home. My father bought FRIED WORMS from thailand, and I'M GOING TO TREAT MY CLASSMATES!!! Haha. Fear factor for them. i ate it already and it actually taste quite close to ikan bilis. Haha. Lol. These days I have been home early, which made my mummy quite surprised. Haha. ,But it's a great start for me, at least I have more time for my study and more time for my friends. Bondage are tighter in this way. I'm trying to organise some gathering for all. Lol. And also a small class gathering plus miss ng to visit elizabeth. Hope she recover fast.. Take care elizabeth. =).. And for me, I accidentally ate some fried stuff, and my cough had phlem now. But I still on the way to recovering. Perhaps few more times of medication, I wil be fully recover. Lol.

I'm now in computer programming lesson. There's practically nothing to do now. My lecturer helping one of my classmates for the project. Lol. After today, i can proceed to my cp1 project part2. Which is somthing so complex dat when I see it I feel like commiting sucide. Haha. I just got to know that I have to do a conversion of decimal to binary using c++ for my part 2. Haha. Lol. Nvm. Caoyu, Alina and Han Xiao.. Lets Jia you together. haha. Those are my group members. They rock!! haha.. lol. Sian.. My cp1 common test got BF. My analog get BF. My elep get F.. All fail. Nice grade.Now waiting for eng maths to release the result.But also BF de. Haha. Lol. Have to work double hard already. Lol. Sleepless night soon again!! Lol. I'm on my way to recovery. haha. Lol. The ah choo-ing had reduce. Lol. Then the cough also reducing. Yeah. After I ercover I want to eat many food. Haha. Lol. Paradise of food awaiting for me. I'm a glutton. haha.Lol.hee hee.. I now addcited to digimon song called butterfly!! It totally rocks. Haha. Lol. I still trying to master the lyrics. Haha. My father will be back from thailand soon, in a couple of days. He said he bought me a bag when I smsed him whether he found the mp3 i wanted. Lol But he said its too ex. so he bought me a bag. Lol.. nvm.. Haha. At least better than nothing. Lol. So now no mp3, then i have to save money buy. My priorities list: 1-buy clothes to attend ah han gu wedding.. 2-Buy formal wear for comm skill presentation 3-Buy mp3.. 4- Save money for hk trip.. Lol. Seriously I miss my laptop charger!! No lappy charger means no lappy. Then I cannot transfer pic inside. Must wait till my father come back then can buy.. Sobx. I miss using my lappy althought it sucks. psst: it's a lousy brand with a litle red dot on it..

Celebration of shahidah and karen bdae

The doings of the flash..

I was not ready for the shot!!

Karen zi lian-ing


Daryl

Karen again

Don't look at my dark circles..

Me and daryl. Oh ya, I help him spike his hair de.. lol

Me and karen



Ghostly daryl and karen

What that expression..

Ghostly me

They look so happy

Daryl trying to act cute.. lol.

Candid shot

Karen!! Don't kill me. ! Argh Terrorist attack!!

One word: Delicious!

daryl smiling so evil

So fierce siia





2 bdae gurls

They are both 17 now!!

The peeps

Say cheese

They look so lovey, i also want.. lol.

The bdae cake

Trying to light up those candles

What with that knife?

Yeh

They look so sweet..

Yesterday,2nd of july. Daryl and Karen came my house at 9 plus pm. Daryl helped me solder my circuit board. Initially i was to meet daryl at his house but I was sick. So he decided to come over my house. He bought me liang cha to drink. Then they stayed at my hou se till 11plus pm. We were hungry so suggested to go downstairs prime mart 24 food court to eat. I treated karen a meal. Lol. Chatted.. Then about 12 plus midnight nearly to 1am, daryl and I send karen to her door step, then I accompanied daryl to take a cab home. After that I walked home in those dark empty streets. Aint scary at alll . Haha. Lol Quite exciting.















Today, 3rd of July.. When I woke up I found out that I had lost my voice. Oh damn it. Then went to school. After sitting in the lecture hall, I had flu and a blocked nose. Then for the rest of the day I had a very weird voice and a bad flu. When can those ah chooing stop!! ? lol. Then after school, daryl and karen came my house again while I prepare the bag and the stuff. Then took a cab to east coast park. Went to meet farhana, shahidah and uma.While walking to meet them we rent bike for $5 for 3 hours!! Cheap aint it. Then the uncle scorpion siad that whenver we come to east coast park must come find him. Lol. Ate mee hoon, while the three ladies went to take a shower. Then me and daryl cycle for a while. Then head back to the meeting area. Borrowed 2 lighters from one malay guy. Then sang song asked one china lady to help us take a snap shot. WE cant finish the cake.. Then we had a good way not to waste those cakes. Haha. Lol. We gave it to the malay guy who lend us his lighter. haha. Lol. After a while, farhana, shahidah and uma left. Me, daryl and karen still stayed on. Me and daryl sabo karen with flour. Daryl dragged her in to those murky waters. Lol. I wasnt the bdae gurl but I got sabo by daryl!! By the time ew used up the flour, me and karen looked like a ghost. Lol. Then we went to take a shower. It was weird to shower in a open place( of course nt nude). Normally I shower alone at home. Then at east coast park the showering area is a open area. So after I had my shower, I went inside the cubicle to change my clothes. I keep ah chooing. My flu got worse. Took 43 home. I was sleeping so shu fu. Haha. Lol. Then went kovan to eat. Eat le jiu go home. Ha..Lol. Had a great day!!!

Last time de me..

I so damn sick now. Symptoms of chicken pox? Hope not.. I have a sore throat and headache now. Perhaps it was all the doings of many matters which stress me out or make me so frustrated.. But thanks for my friends who had been advising me and supporting me. Tuesday going to shahidah bedae celebration. I'm so excited to see my friends again. Looking back at the times when we mugging hard for art. haha. lol. We always got stained by paint. And not forgetting frequent trips to buy cups of drink. Lol. An excuse to go out of the class room to have a breather.. The pic above.. Hm.. I want change back to that hairstyle..

watching transformer..

Random Pic Of Me

Me And My Brother

Daryl And Me

Daryl,Me,Brother


Tday had a great time. Went out with daryl and my brother.. lol.. We went to many cinemas before we found a early ticket. Was so relieved.Watched transformer today. We watchde 9.45pm one. By the time the show end, its ard 12.. Then we took cab home. Haha. Lol. The show was damn nice, guys if anybody thinking whether want to watch it or not, i insist gong to watch. It's a worth. Lol. Why poly does not celebrate youth day!! I can't even get a day off. haha. lol. I had to go to school while i see some of my friends enjoying their day out. lol. Wednesday going sentosa!! Haha. Lol. Going to have sun tan. Miss sun tanning. lol. I just love the beach, the sand , the breeze, the rustle of the waves.. lol..