Cb

My brother used the laptop. And a msn window pop out.

My brother told me that someone asked me to watch out

And my dumb brother close the window before I could see who is the person.

I WANT TO KNOW WHO IS THE PERSON

Hey the person who asked me to watch out.

I don't care who you are, you better explain to me IN PERSOn why you asked me to watch out.

I am already very good to address you as a person and not insulting words

If you don't dare to confront in person, nvm, talk to me and explain in msn

You think that i will let go easily or I would be scared. Then you are damn wrong.

You don't know who are you messing with.

You will regret once the matter blew up. You not gonna like it.

What you meant. Watched out for what.

Watched out for rainy days is it.

I will not be piss off or affected by this. Why should I waste my efforts and time to be angry when I can choose not to.

One last advice to that person, although I am petite, you better don't under estimate me.

A kindred heart.

TOday is an interesting day.

Media day. Miss Ng was in a commercial on tv to publicise the recruitment of teachers.

While me, I am going to be in the strait times newspaper tml.

Verdell and daryl toO.

Haha.

Early in the mOrning, ether gave me foOd, cause I nv eat during recess.

But then I still never eat during recess.

I ate the bread about 5 plus.

While waiting at the library for the strait times reporter cum photographer

The teachers were having contact time.

And oh my god, they are actually just as lame and crazy like us

Haha. only me verdell and daryl knew what its like

Today art had been quite a accomplishement

I finished the crayon colouring and painting the child.

Very nice I would say.

Before I left, Miss Ng asked me bring home anither two boards to finish.

While waiting for us at the bus stop.

Saw jian hao and geng hong.

Geng Hong asked me to chat with them

Jian Hao and geng hong esp are very hilarious..

Then after that my bus came, then I bid farewell

reached home. Tired.

My shoulder and hand pain. cause the board is SO HEAVY!!!

Verdell want me to ask Mr Lee for the existence of the chocolate, before she give the chocolate to me

I WANT MY CHOCOLATE

When I can stOp mugging for art?

Morning, those 'smart' ones were being called up.

And while Mrs yOga checked my wOrk, she alsO asked me tO wOrk harder.

Yes, I will definitely wOrk harder.

Today, befOre Mr Lee leave the classroom, I went up to him and pass up the essay.

At first, he was reluctant.

But then later he gave in and toOk in. Haha..

We are wOrking hard, so yOU must mark, so that we can learn our mistakes and do better.

haha..


Pe lessOn was replaced by chemistry practical.

Recess, i did not eat once again.

Later Juan Hui came up saying that my gan mei looking for me, said that my gan mei want to buy bread for me to eat everyday

cause I did not eat.

so good of my gan mei. Thanks a lot

Also must apologise for unable to go out with her as cuz of her birthday

After school , went for english nsp

Then went down to the cateen to help collect the art student'lunch

While helping out, I got scalded. No ointment for me to apply. Sigh.

Verdell want me to ask Mr Lee question before she give me the chocolate that Mr Lee give.

After english asp, went to art nsp

Helped daryl cut his sword, and taught him the colouring skill.

Lucas make for me a sculputure consisting of my name using wire,

Very nice.. If he chanced upon my blog, wanna say thank you to him.

Then glen colllect all and took picture.

Douglas asked whether my infection is better.

Yup.. Thank to his alcohol drip. Thank you.

After art, went home alone.

Street was dark, walked back the old lane

Again make me remind of ... Sigh.

Muggling with art again. I still have to do pOa.

Have tO pass up tml.

Have to pass up 3 units of maths on monday.

Now lesser time to sleep and rest

Sigh.

Oh ya, still got one more person to thank. Verdell

Thanks for correcting and editing my compo.

Still also must thank shahidah

for lending me that Panic! At the disco cd.

OMG!!!!

Oh my god.

I believed it now.

I am convinced.

But I think its ridiculous.

Verdell and Karen called Mr lee just because they want to see him.

And Mr Lee took the time to really come down, and just gave a chocolate to them

Karen said that Mr Lee thought that I was with them initially.

He also had chocolate for me.

Then karen also said that her chocolate and verdell one are halved.

They both shared one choclate.

Then Karen said that mine was ferroro rocher, three in a row type.

They was jealous of me.

Haha.

I am starting to change my impression of Mrs Ang.

She really care about her students and made an effort to understand despite of her busy schedule.

She came into the poa class, stating that she was going to learn poa with us.

So that she knows our thoughts when we are doing poa roughly.

She so thoughtful. I really was impressed by her actions.

After school, had poa test.

I am also starting to change my impression of Miss Boo.

Despite she being fierce, I think that she concerned about our work.

Example, She walked beside me, asked me whether I understand the question now, which was i think that she had the student welfare in heart.

She made sure that we understand what we are doing.

She reminded me that I should draw lines and do the adjustment first before i proceed to do the final account.

Next Mr Lee, he was patient with us, despite he had teached us the chapter cuople of times, yet we still don't understand.

He made an effort to really explain to us. He was sort of like the key to our doubts.

He repeated the format, the correct way of writing the essay many times.

Despite that one should feel irritated that if the doubts were asked repeatedly, he was not.

He was sure patient.

He encouraged us to strive further.

Now lets talk about my class.

I am really glad that I am in 4G with all the cool dudes, which brought joy to the class.

My whole class went for humanities nsp, except for one i think.

Hey teachers, see the change in our attitude?

Yes? Marvellous

Don't underestimate my class. We are deadly now and posed a threat to other classes.

Lets us strive together, dudes.

Now for me what had I done, hm...

I never watched tv for a period of time. So less distractions

Plus my hp is spoilt.

Another distraction gone.

Now hoping that my internet will spoil.. Haha..

I went for a hair cut to trim my fringe since it was like long, and was covering my vision.

Now I looked fresh.

Although my hair is standing up, I guess it look not bad actually.

Gonna mug for maths now.. And then later study humanities.

To be honest, no matter what he will be the first in my heart..

roller coaster

I just finished revising part of poa.

Getting ready for tomorrow poa test.

After I type finish this entry,

I will do my maths.

I want to torture myself.

To see whether my heart is cold or warm.

I don't know. I just know that torturing myself is the only way for me to strive myself.

Just now almost faint. But luckily I did not.

Just that suddenly my eyes are blurred.

My head is dizzy.

I felt like the world is spinning

DOn't care, I still forced myself not to rest, and study my head off

Mood swings here and there.

Emotions that twirl like a roller coaster.

I thought of him again.

I was so foolish I guess.

Tears streaming down my cheeks.

Despite verdell's lecture.

I still am reluctant.

I still can't get him off my mind

I guess he should be very happy now without me as a burden to him

Happy with his life.

While I am here suffering on my own. But in my own opinion,

I guess its worth it?

Now I just have to bury myself in stuffs, books, giving me no room to think of other things.

Tire myself, so that I wont have the strength to think.

Fake a smile so that ppl wont be worried for me, esp my buds.

Putting up a brave front,

to show that I am not easily defeated by this setback.

But I dont know how long it can last.

I feel like I dying some sort.

Putting my health at a risk.

Seeing myself growing thinner everyday. I guess by now, i should be severely underweight

Yet I still dont want to eat more.

Haha.

My eyelids are heavy siia.

I am going to doze off soon,

Gonna brew myself a cup of coffee.

I DON BELIEVE

I DONT BELIEVE YOU, VERDELL AND KAREN.

I don believe that you two really asked LHH out.

I dont believe you saying to him that I am the one who asked him out.

I don't believe about the chocolate thingy.

I will make my stand here.

MUHAHAHA...

At most, I will be pushed into the shower as many times as you two would want to.

And treat you two eat KFC.

Run thr courtyard for 10 rounds.

Hahahaha......

Its better if I win.. lol

No. I must win , and I would definitely win.

Just now blog got some minor problems.

Today a hectic day.

I am so worn out.

I am glad that my class' attitude towards study had changed tremendously.

Even Fung Lao shi say so

Told karen about my dream of him. In the dream,, it was so sweet.

But come to think of it, its hurtful in reality.

Why must I dream of him

Today I did not eat during recess, stayed in class while verdell, karen and jOey went to the canteen to eat.

I was writing my diary when I notice myself keep turning to the right, looking out to a classroom.

I was so damn bored in humanities class.

Can't take in a word what LHH say.

During chemistry practical, I accidentally smeard chemicals on to my skin.

Tml have pOa test after schoOl.

After schoOl, went for biO.

Got 5 mins break, so I went dOwn to the maths nOtice board to see were Mrs Yoga class is located

Then upon returning, I went to the wrong floor.

So dumb of me.

Then aafter bio, went for maths. then after maths went for maths briefing.

So tired. No energy cause I nv eat. Then yesterday sleep only 2 hours.

I think I am going to faint soon.

Later going to stay up late again and do maths.

Gonna pass up to Mrs Yoga on thursday morning.

gonna fall sick soon lo

so hectic and worn out.

I am so worn out. Today had been a hectic day for me.

I'm glad that my class attitude towards studying had improved.

I can say that we are much more focused now.

Must thanks to the lecture given by those teachers.

It sort of waken us a bit.

Today Fung lao shi also say that our class's attitude was good too

During recess, I did not eat, just consume a bottle of drink.

After recess, is LHH class.

Then chem went to the lab.

And I accidentally smeared the acid on to my skin..

After school, went for bio.

Then got break, i went to the wrong floor.

Stupid me.

Then after bio went for maths. no break

I can concentrate better in Mrs Yoga class.

I understand what she was explaining.

Then after that went straight to the library for briefing.

whole day no rest, never eat.

One day I am surely to faint.

Plus I 3 plus then sleep.

A gone case.

Today the dont know who, sec 2 de guy.. shucks forget his name.

Suddenly say hi to me siia.

haha. scare me..

Gotta study off my head now.

I dont care if I did not have the time to rest.

Have to do my maths and let Mrs Yoga sign in thursday morning.

Gonna sleep late again.

Die aar

I am so worn out.

Today had been a hectic day for me.

I'm glad that my class attitude towards studying had improved.

I can say that we are much more focused now.

Must thanks to the lecture given by those teachers.

It sort of waken us a bit.

Today Fung lao shi also say that our class's attitude was good too

During recess, I did not eat, just consume a bottle of drink.

After recess, is LHH class.

Then chem went to the lab.

And I accidentally smeared the acid on to my skin..

After school, went for bio.

Then got break, i went to the wrong floor.

Stupid me.

Then after bio went for maths. no break

I can concentrate better in Mrs Yoga class.

I understand what she was explaining.

Then after that went straight to the library for briefing. whole day no rest, never eat.

One day I am surely to faint.

Plus I 3 plus then sleep. A gone case.

Today the dont know who, sec 2 de guy.. shucks forget his name.

Suddenly say hi to me siia. haha. scare me..

Gotta study off my head now.

I dont care if I did not have the time to rest.

Have to do my maths and let Mrs Yoga sign in thursday morning.

Gonna sleep late again.

Why does he have to appear in my dream.. Sigh.

I am so worn out.

Today had been a hectic day for me.

I'm glad that my class attitude towards studying had improved.

I can say that we are much more focused now.

Must thanks to the lecture given by those teachers.

It sort of waken us a bit.

Today Fung lao shi also say that our class's attitude was good too

During recess, I did not eat, just consume a bottle of drink.

After recess, is LHH class.

Then chem went to the lab.

And I accidentally smeared the acid on to my skin..

After school, went for bio.

Then got break, i went to the wrong floor.

Stupid me.

Then after bio went for maths.

no break I can concentrate better in Mrs Yoga class.

I understand what she was explaining.

Then after that went straight to the library for briefing. whole day no rest, never eat.

One day I am surely to faint.

Plus I 3 plus then sleep.

A gone case.

Today the dont know who, sec 2 de guy.. shucks forget his name. Suddenly say
hi to me siia.

haha. scare me.. Gotta study off my head now. I dont care if I did not have the time to rest. Have to do my maths and let Mrs Yoga sign in thursday morning. Gonna sleep late again. Die aar

yeah

Changed my url. Cause I grew tired of the old one.. have been using that for many months already.

I rushed my english homeowork during assembly and standerdised lesson.

Mrs sng came to the art class for some sort of inspection.

After school went back to class to get hold of my humanities results.

Verdell and karen told me that

Lhh told them that I always either got do SBQ, then nv do SEQ.

Or I got do SEQ, then I nv do SBQ>

Then say why can't I do both

Juan Hui also say so.

Then went to the library, search for the chocolate book.

Copied some recepies. and decide to do over the weekend.

I never tried baking cake before, only bake before cheese bites and cookies.

During chem asp, I gave attitude to the cher.

Untill Joey stop me from countinuing to give attitude to the cher.

But not my fault.

The cher like miss fong like that. Talked so boring too

make the whole class sleepy.

From morning till 6plus evening, I did not eat a single thing.

The only thing i consume is milo shared between verdell and I.

I have shed 2 kg again. I seem to be growing thinner everyday.

Don't care.

with regards to my results

I still have no idea how to break the news to my parents

beside I am getting my prelim result card on monday

And Mr lee say that all parents must come down.

I am in deep shit.

Gonna prepare myself for some caning.

Later helping glen do his art board.

Yesterday sleep for one hour. now very tired.

But i cant sleep.

I miss him

I don't know what am I doing.

I just can't settle myself and start doing my eng hmw.

I felt so lost.

This had never happened to me before, after I lost a loved one.

Why does it had to happened nw.

I felt so hurtful.

I on the verge of breaking into tears.

Is there any remedy that can numb my emotions.

Or get me a blindfold, or a ear plug

Or send me to a virtual world.

So that I can escape from reality.

Verdell where are you ar.. I need a listening ear

I am sO blOated

Just came back.

I am feeling bloated.

Today I watch the animal planet at my auntie house.

The animal planet was broadcasting the steve irwin memorial service.

I am so sad.

They did a song call crocodiles are crying.

And a poem.

And so on and forth. very touching.

Ate a lot of stuff.. then later play arcade.

Then sat in the car listening to the car stero.

I was deep in thoughts.

Then I rmb this song.

Heaven Knows-Rick Price

She's always on my mind
From the time I wake up 'till I close my eyes
She's everwhere I go
She's all I know

And though she's so far away
It just keep getting stronger everyday
And even now she's gone
I'm still holding on
So tell me where do I start
Cause it's breaking my heart
Don't want to let her go

Chorus
Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cause heaven knows

My friends keep telling me
That if you really love her
You've gotta set her free
And if she returns in kind
I'll know she's mine
So tell me where do I start
'cause its breaking my heart
Don't wanna let her go

Chorus

Why I live in despair
'Cause wide wake or dreaming
I know she's never there
And all of this time I act so brave
I'm shaking inside
Why does it hurt me so

Chorus

Heaven knows
heaven knows

I quite like this song. It's soothing. and it completely relax one's mind.

I was brooding just now.

Why did I bother to still look out for ... in school.

and why i still keep thinking about

i just cant get off my mind

Just kill me...

So that living in this world wil not prolong my suffering.

with regards to anything.

My sister just slapped me.

Own biological sister just slapped me!!!!

I am sO pissed off.

Later auntie going to bring my brother and I to a japanese restaurant for dinner.

In the mean time, babysit my cousin.

I have another blOg right nOw. I think only a couple of m best bud know.

I rarely use my hotmail acc for msn now. I used another type of msn.

Sometimes I would use both.

I never study again. Actually now after I saw my results.

I already had given up hope on my studies.

So my mindset is those kind don't give a damn.

Gtg. OUt to jap restaurant.. yeah

I told myself to study, but yet I did not.

I was toO bOred to study.

So I gave up the opportunity to study

Decided to double the study tomorrow.

Oh ya. I nearly met a mishap on friday. I was nearly hit by a car.

Whereby I was thinking about something, and I don't bother to watch out for the road.

And the car just drove in front of me.

What a close shave.

I am too engrossed in my whole world of thoughts, perhaps?

I watched I not stupid 2. The drama was so hilarious.

And the guys. I'm sure when girls see them, they would be so gaga over them.

I ate potato pasta for my dinner.

I slacked, singing together with my sister to her friends over phone call in msn.

And her friends said that my singing was marvellous.

I felt so sastified. Words of encouragement.

I guess the training of my vocals did help.

But I guess I don't have the need to train my vocals anymore.

Since there will be no more ppl appreciating my vocals.

Then later we were guessing the tittles of the songs.

Then we guess the riddles.

Now my sister was talking to her friends over the phone.

And I just merely sang the song 'grow Old with you' by adam sandler.

I was being praised. haha.

Yesterday verdell was chatting to me that how unfair about the words said to me.

She said that it was though that I am the only one who will only be blamed for this tradegy.

Of course, I did defend. But she said that it was not worth defending.

I had a website for myself. But I think I am going to delete it. Since it not worth my time now.

I reflected just now, and came to a decision. I want to study later on. So I will start studying at 2am.

Then end at 4am.

Then turned in for the day.

Wake up at 8am to study again.

But that appears to be having some minor problems.

Which is I don't know whether I can really wake up punctually.

Never mind, I will set 4 alarm clocks to wake me up.

I am a heavy sleeper. Oops.. hehe.

45 days to O lvl. JIAHWEI!!! Stop Brooding And Start Your Revision.

Told myself continuously, but it seems that my mind and brain rejected it.

Just like a bone marrow, there's a risk of rejecting a new transplant.

My brother not back yet. I don't know when he wll be back.

I have a sudden craving for coke and H20.

But if anybody was to offer me any drinks, carbonated water.

I will be grateful. that person will be my benafactor.

I was being asked to go out with san yuan yesterday.

But I didn't. He sure to have a lot of patience.

5 years already and he is still waiting.

This entry post is sure to be a long one.

I am getting the texturer for my workpiece on monday.

I am excited. The texturer was interesting. I grew a fond of it.

So if I finished my texturer, I would have complete my workpiece.

One burden less.

Then let miss ng to approve 4 out of 8 boards.

If i pass the round, I would start to write my elaboration on the board. and do the rest of the boards (4).

Decorate it. Make it as impresssive ai i want it to be.

I want to make the cambridge examiners to utter nothing but wows and praises for my board.

Get a distinction, it would be the best. Then it would be a great help to get a distinction for my O lvl for my art.

Gambate for me.

Then once my art is completed, I would have utmost focus for the rest of my subjects and of course art paper 2.

I don't want to regret. And I would want to leave the country with only happiness.

Jingly bOred

Yesterday after I came back at arOund 11 plus.

I bath and then online.

Chatted with Ching Chuan, Verdell and kOr.

Intended tO change blOgskin, but then my tagbOard appear tO be having sOme error.

So gave up eventually.

Today woke up at 10 plus.

Read the newspaper. A lot of interesting news tOday.

News about taxi drivers. About their best, worse and strange encounters

So on and fourth.

Studying during evening time.

Now nO moOd tO study.

I still dOnt knOw hOw to break my prelims results tO my parents.

So I finally came tO a decision, nOt wise thOUgh, but its wOrth the try

I hvae nO intentiOn tO telll them.

AnOther Day Had Passed

Got a scOlding frOm Mrs Tan. Sigh.

I was gOing tO dOze off while hearing the nags.

Poa. Did the cat caught Miss boO's tOngue?

First, she was scOlding sOme of the dudes.

then later she kept silent all the way.

Write instructiOns on the transparency instead of verbally.

Recess, Geng Hong and Manfred was sO funny. Just because I was standing at the railing.

They asked me nOt tO jump dOwn. Haha.

I ate 2 siew mai. Then karen saw Mr Lee at 5A class.

She suggested that we gO over tO get hOld of our humanities results.

So we went. While walking up the stairs, Mr Lee came dOwn.

Karen, Verdell and Joey surrounded him. Pleaded with him tO let us knOw our results.

First he let karen and joey know.

Then he asked for my register nO. then said jia hwei what happened. you did very badly leh.

You have nO time tO do your essay? you only write 2 sentences only you know.

I just smiled.

Then I know my marks for history section A only. Cause Section B Mr Lee haven mark yet.

Then all of us plus Mr Lee went dOwn, he asked me why did I write only 2 sentences.

I smiled and said that I don't know hOw tO do.

Then he asked whether did I study? I said yes.

Then karen suddenly said teacher you perfume smells really nice.

Mr Lee: is it? really arh

Karen: ya. even jiahwei say it smell nice.

Mr Lee: turn and look at me. you also think its smell nice a.

Me: smiled and nodd my head.

What a very funny conversation.

After schoOl, went tO koufu. Joey ate noOdle. I just bOught a drink.

Then returned back to schoOl. went art roOm.

Then start tO dO my art.

Kai Ming and lucas came. Kai ming very poOr thing.

His shirt was stained with acrylic paint and he helped us till he very tired

I did not know lucas wear spec. lol.

Got 2 artist came over also.

My ear infected liao. I must really borrow the drip from doug.

GOing tO get a scOlding again,

First lets talk abOut the bad news first.

Class 4G is gOIng to get a scOlding tomorow again by mrs tan.

Why? GoOd questiOn.

Because we never dO finish the mOck paper which was given out during English asp tOday.

How dO I knOw? Thats very easy tO answer.

When the gang and I was walking intO the schoOl, we waved and greeted mrs tan.

But she was hOstile. She scOlded us and asked why our class did nOt finished our mOck paper.

We kept silent. Then she said that our class was the only class whO did nOt dO finish the mOck paper.

SHe said that tomorrow after flag rising, our class is to proceed tO H1-01.

We are sure in deep trOuble.

We still haven gOt back our humanities paper.

Today we gOt back our maths paper 1. Damn it.

I got 1/4x80+3. over 80.

During pe, I do my pOa.

I did nOt eat during recess again once again. And yesterday when I weigh myself in the weighing machine.

Guess what. I shed 2 grams.

Got back my chinese. I guess I am the highest in class for my compo?

Anyway, teacher say that I can get an A for my chinese.

After english nsp, went kfc located at cp.

Do pOa and ate BanditO pOcket.

did not realise zhi xin sat beside karen till yong yu sat there.

Haha.

Play zong ji mi ma.

They gonna push me into the shower in skul cause i nv eat the digusting, gross and reek of onion smell cheese fries.

Secret ingredient, plus coke.

waited for ah gong so long. then he asked us to go skul first

Reached school, they chased me. Then I ran and ran.

Then they sat down at lhh there,

lol.. haO peng yOu. hahahahahahahahaha

after chem, they stood at the door. grabbed me.

I struggled, break free from their grasp. haha

Lastly haha papa send dell tamaguchi game.

ART ART ART

Took the chance tO blOg again while I am printing research fOr my art.

I feel like staying overnight outside, no intention to gO home.

Today, Karen and I went tO cOmpass pOint. Verdell did nOt jOined us.

Never wore my specs and I put eye linear when I went out of the hOuse.

Karen and I went tO basement upOn reaching.

Saw my primary schoOl friend.

We brOwsed thrOugh hps, then later on decide whether what we want tO eat.

In the end, we chOse yOshinOya.

We ordered chicken set.

But the counter gave us chicken bOwl.

So we asked fOr an exchanged.

First attempt. I can say that the noOdles was chewy. But there nOt much ingredients in the sOup.

Karen's milO had nO sugar in it. sO it taste quite bland.

Then after that we went tO the new established watsOn shOp at the 2nd level.

Then we went tO pOpular, I searched fOr english o lvl bk.

But tO nO avail.

So in the end I searched for cOmbined humanities, published by Redspot, which lhh recommended us tOday.

Bought verdell's burger, then headed to the interchange.

Walking, saw daryl. He said that he was waiting fOr eugene.

Passed by the mama shOp, whereby there was this old wOman whO claims that the shOpkeeper cheated her because her phOnecard was $5 and had a cartoOn character on it.

While the other customers paid $9 and had nO cartoOn on it

I felt ridiculous. Bargaining over a trival matter.

Joined uma when we reached the schoOl.

Karen and I do our pOa while waiting for verdell's arrival.

Blah.Blah.

Then Mr lee came. Verdell said a remark that make me erupted into laughter.

She said eh cher you got change clothes ar.

Haha. What a lame remark aint it.

Bought coffee from the vending machine.

OMG!!! IT"S SO BITTER!!

It had a different tate from the previous comsumption.

Doug was cracking jOkes. He wanted a pin to pin up his hair.

Lols.

After nsp, me karen verdell and jie min went to cp to slack our time of for a while before heading home.

WHen I reached home, saw my sister dOing her art toO.

So tired nOw. gOing to 11pm.

I want tO buy the roller blade. Quality checked. 100% sastified.

Optical Mouse $29.90

CD: stacie orrico. and classic RnB

Better do my stuff now. I want to sleep early.

Its over

Today, verdell upset with sOmeone in the mOrning.

4F and my class was being sent to the library to have a talk from mrs ang.

Took back my biO paper. A sudden shOck tO me. I failed.

I did nOt eat during recess. For these few days had nOt been eating much or never eat for recess.

My pOa paper 2 only a single digit over 70 marks.

Expected.

Karen hand is swollen sO as mine finger.

Two injured girls.

What the hell.

I failed 3 subjects. Tml getting maths. I will definitely fail my maths.

So is 4 subjects.

I don't know what am I doing.

Juan Hui knew my results, she beat me. Lecture me.

Sigh.

Later going to schoOl to do pOa. Before that, gOing cp with karen and verdell.

Nothing mOre tO say.

My prelims results was a horrid

Today, I had gotten part of my prelims results.

I can say that it's a disgust when I saw my results. Horrid.

Before I go intO my results, lets look back.

After school, I had science practical. I was closing the metal door.

I put my hand into the gap of the matal doOr unknowningly.

And I just slammed the door.

Imagine a fragile little finger being slammed in between of the gap of METAL doOr.

My finger. Ouch. then my finger swelled up.

When I pressed my finger, it had a painful sensation.

Just now I was doing poa, I can't write properly. Cause my finger was pressing against the paper, making it hurts,

Had no choice but to put a band aid arond my finger.

First, we gOtten our english results.

And the teachers were there condemning our class, stating that our class was under performing and it's the worst in the cohort.

Guilt was written on our face. Our heads were dOwn.

I pass my cOmpO, but it was being pulled dOwn by my comprehensiOn.

So in the end, I failed my english. Gotten a D7.

Sigh. what a shame.

Mother tongue : I have only gotten back my paper 2 sO far for my chinese.

I can say that it was nOt my best, there is roOm for further improvement. But I passed with a B3 or B4. Can't remember.

My chemistry. For my prelims chemistry practical.

I had gotten 11/15. I am quite sastified. But I can't be toO complacent.

There is still roOm for improvement.

But for my paper 2 theory paper I failed.

Now waiting for my paper1, then i will tally, to check whether i passed my overall.

Miss widayah was very upset with our class. Another teacher once again.

Hopefully, I will pass.

Poa, need nOt to say, I failed once again for my paper 1. but I am sure that I would fail my paper2 toO.

Miss boO was also upset with our class. One word, pathetic

Tomorrow getting my biO prelim paper. I am excited.

But I can't be toO confident of passing.

Over confident leads to a negative side.

All the best to me.

I did nOt tell my mOther about my results. I am scared to tell her.

Gonna revise my chemistry practical later on.