A great time alone.

Yesterday i am very lucky. I got the whole room to myself. But it's not my room, is my brother room. Every night i have to listen to music, write diary , then have to switch on the table light. My sister complained to my mother. But luckily yesterday my brother sleep in my parents room, so i went to my brother room to sleep and do my things. Nobody can complained. haha. Blast the music. Talked on the phone till 4 plus in the morning. Nobody can scold me for being noisy. Haha. It's so nice to have the whole room to myself although it's just for one night. Hope my brother sleep in my parents room today. So i can have the whole room to myself again.

i am flying..

I am diagnosed with high metalbolism rate.. Not terminal illness.. Is just that my body burn food fast, that's why i am so skinny. The doctor asked me to put on 4 more kg. Can't you believe that. 4 more kg. I think i cannot make it. Gaining 1 kg is already a miracle for me. Then i made a stupid suggestion to the doctor. I said that if i eat already, then go sleep, don't do any exercise, will this make me fatter faster? I feel stupid to think of it now. Now i am done with my medical examination, enrolment online. Now the last thing i have to do is to send those document to nyp. I just cut my fringe. Initially i asked the person to cut till eye brow there. Cut finish liao, i got a shock of my life. So short., Then the person say not her fault, is my hair bouncy. Then bounce up, make it look like very short. Okay, i forgive you. I will go blame my fringe. Haha.lol. But now i think i look more like pri school kid. Dont snatch my lollipop. Haha.lol. Several days back, i watched twins effect. I embarrassed myself man. Throughout the show, i was the only person in the house who keep screaming, getting shocked. What the hell.

A Sad Day..

Today i was kinda emotional. I send my grandparents off to the taxi. They are moving out. I send thenm off with my own eyes. But that does not affect me at all. Till I saw my grandmother in tears. Then my sister started crying. I tried to hold back the tears, cause i already made a vow that i won't cry anymore. But once i reached home, i cooped myself in the room, and tears just flowed down my cheeks. I miss my grandparents now. I cried till i depleted all my energy. I never see my grandmother cry before. Sigh. But like russell said, they will leave me one day. They cried cause they love me and my siblings. But what shocked me is that when i reached home, when i saw my parents face, they looked happy and not at least affected at all. I was wondering whether my father has no feelings. I will visit my grandparents soon. Can't wait to see them. By then i think i will also cry, tears of joy. My house now seems to be more quieter. From a family with 7 members to 5 members. Hai.. Today my parents went to pay me school fees. Then i went to the clinic, but too late, the registration close. I must come back on monday. Saw my pri school mates, ester and gavin.

Contented..

Today is the official day that my grandparents to move out. Actually is on the 22nd, but there are still a lot of things that they had not cleared, so they postponed till today. I will miss them. My grandparents left me and my sliblings a set of tv. left me street directory and bus directory. He knows i am very blur at directions. And ah gong left me a book on the places that we can find good food in singapore.. Cause he knows i am a glutton in the family, the one who always eat. Lol. My grandparents also left us stationaries, chair, tables. Now when i see the refrigerator, it is almost empty. My heart also feels empty. There will be no chance that i can steal food from the fridge that belongs to my grandparents. There will be no smell of fruits from the fridge anymore. There will be no more mee sua. I guess i have to start adapting to the life without them. Oh ya, and i will miss their naggings. I receive the admission letter from nyp already. I think i will enrol into nyp. The course althought its a engineering course, but the course is quite good. I saw the info on the nyp web. Somemore i can work for cisco or the navy. Or even in the biomedical sciences industry. But heard that those studets who go into nyp, must take a body check up. Lol. Now waiting for my father to come back, cause i want to see the letter. I think i can forget about the admission to shatec and ite liao. Althought i already went for the interview and paid a non refundable 50 dollars.. I must go huan yuan. Thanks god.. I also learnt a lot from this lesson of not studying hard. So peeps who are secondary students dont follow in my footsteps. Must strive hard or else will be like me. Luck does not come by easily. And there is something i very proud of. I never quarrel with my parents anymore. Last month and this month, no quarrels at all. Can you believe it. Lol. I want to thank daryl, karen and russell who always lend me a listening ear and a helping hand. Give me advice when i am troubled.. Thanks man.. You all are the best.

Emo

This would be quite a emotional post. These few weeks i had been staying at home doing my own reflections, calming myself down. And practically i did not quarrel or talk back to my parents these few weeks. Because i choose to be happy. But although i did make that choice but i am not at least a bit happy. These set backs made me feel inferior. Now i detest going going out for entertainment. I detest the way i used to be. I have totally changed into a different person, a person who don't like to talk, don't have a keen of fun. Because of my past habits, splurging on those stupid stuffs, smsing too much, hogging on the laptop which don't know wasted how many tons of electricity. cause the bill to shoot up, my father had a debt to clear. So now i rarely use the laptop or computer. I did not talk on the phone at night, i never call or sms people like the speed of machine gun. I tried to treasure the times i have with my grandparents now. They are moving out soon, on the 22nd. Then i would be really left alone in this world. When ever my siblings went to school, my father went to work, my mother went to the market, there would be my grandparents at home accompanying me. But now when they are gone, i will be left alone in this house. I will miss the old days when my ah ma will give me kiam kiam, miss the days when my ah gong bring me out. How i wish to tell them not to move out. But i am only being selfish. At their age they should be relaxing and enjoying their life, but that were replaced by the fights between them and my parents. Sleeping on the floor is definitely not for them. They did not have a even proper table to eat their meals. Speaking of meals, they are always eating canned food, eating take away, because they can't even use the stove. I have to let them leave, unbearingly. They are the best grandparents to me. With these set backs, i truely know what the terms of good friends are. They always be your side, cheering you on, helping to make a turn in your life. If there is a award for friends, i guess karen, verdell, juan hui and daryl should get it. With them, i can be myself with no worries. Cause they are pure. Which i don't mind making a fool out of myself in front of them. They won't make my actions a red dot. They won't aggravate.

Pic of appeal and sentosa

I was riding so the pic was taken so badly.

Walking to take tram

That's karen. I bet she did not know that i took this pic

Doraemon in compass point.

Shut up, i know that's me


Took in the sentosa express. nice scenery

I want to ride on that one day

Us, dudes again

walking along siloso beach

Near bicycle kiosk



me..

Daryl, me with daryl sunglasses.

Me with my sunglasses

cable car at the back

totally love this pic

Day of appeal, taking lrt home.

Karen, Me and Juan Hui

The bus is ours

Joey and Juan Hui

Us a gang at the bus stop.

I agree

I totally agree. Agree on what? Agree with the strait times that more of those ppl whol qualified for jc rather go into poly and in the end, those with average scores have to go appeal or even no poly to go. The only solution perhaps is to increase the intake of number of students? As a matter of fact, i am also a teenager, now a days whol like to sit in front of the book and hog for many hours. We are wild. If u asked us to sit for many hours without making a din, i think we rather skip school. Perhaps this may be another reason why many ppl want to go poly. Yesterday chatted with juan hui about the poly thingy. And we even arranged a time to go sentosa, since she never did go before. yo peeps, tomorrow is my big day. I am quite nervous about it. I hope the appeal is successful and i hope i can go into biotech. When i think of it, my heart almost skipped a beat. Scary uh. Can't help it.Pray for me dude. Oh ya, ever since my xbox spoil. Nobody ever care to play it. But now i announced xbox is retired in my house. My father bought the xbox 360 for my siblings and i. My bro had been hogging it for almost a day now. I want to play also no chance. Although i did play on the racing game. RAW very nice to play meh? Fight fight fight. See them do chokeslam. Lol. But one thing is i like seeing those small little dudes who cannot carry the big show. Haha. Cannot move him a inch. Cool uh, like reality.

Sentosa sun tanning..

Morning went to meet karen and daryl at compass point. Then went vivo city to buy something to eat. Then headed to sentosa. Went to palawan beach first. The weather was so perfect for the outing. But then cannot find the perfect spot at palawan. So we took the tram to siloso beach. While waiting for the tram, saw nadiah. Then reached siloso beach, we went to the place where there was only a few people. Walking along the bridge, we saw a weird looking long fish that was glowing blue and had a head like sea horse. Eww. Played with the water. I kept running away from those fishes. Okay, I admit that I am scared of fishes. lol.After a while, we went to bathe. Then went to rent a bike. Change bike with karen cause she want a shorter bike. So i got a higher bike. Then cycle. Then i cycled to a deep hole, and i fell. I stood up, my bag got caught, and i fell the 2nd time. I fell own at the worng place. There was a group of more than 30 tourists there. And they were just talking about the deep hole and they saw me fell down. All of them were laughing. Then they CLAPPED!! Are they teasing me or what? lol. I cycled veyr fast till i almost knocked down one little girl, but lucky she avoided me in a nick of time. Phew. Took a break. My leg a lot of scratches and wounds. And one of them was deep. I washed the wound while nurse daryl helped me sticked the plaster onto my leg. He also helped karen. Then I was thinking why everytime when i ride a bike, nothing good will happen to me. Lol. Then continued till almost time to return the bike. Then went back to vivo by taking the SENTOSA EXPRESS!! At first we thought whether papa got work today a not. But in the end never see him. The monorail was so cool and really comfortable. Reached vivo city, saw quan yi feng and the xiao tian shi. Quan yi feng was so slim man. And of course pretty. After that went to the open garden there, sat there for a while then go play arcade. Then went to safari. The dog there were so cute especially snauzier. My fav. Then went pasta mania to eat. Karen and daryl treat me. Thank guys. This time will be our last visit to pasta mania. Next stop will be ajisen. Lol. After that went back home. Just looked in the mirror, i thought i never got tanned. Then when i looked at my back , my body was red. Really red like a cooked lobster. Cool. I want go swimming soon.=)

Now at home waiting for the auspicious time to go out. Lol. Sounds conventional. Going to sentosa to cycle and of course sun tan. I just love it. And the sun is perfect. I want to be tan. Although cannot play volley ball cus got no ball. Then no freebis, lucky got the sea.. Lol.My watch spoiled. So i have to use the digital one. I am addicted to detecive academy Q. Such a nice anime. Those who like solving mysteries and homicides those kind, please go watch. Lol. Anyway i watch finish hana kimi. Lol. The ending not so nice leh. Now i wish my appeal would be successful.

I did not ask you to look at the height.
Main objective is we are standing in the middle of the road

We are for peace.

Karen cum here, we want cut your hair. Lol

We are super mighty gurls

that's the wallpaper in the bus.




Does that seems like daryl want to hold karen's hand?


Oops. Just kidding.




We are business partners.

kudos to our business

This is the k box lunch set. Are your mouth watery now?

Fun, yet tired, yet sastified.

Congrats to me, if u haven say congrats to me, say it to me now. Hah. I finally got rid of my insomia. Yesterday i slept at 9am and i woke up at 7.00am. Actually it's not that i want sleep early, it's because i was beat from all the activities yesterday. So what in the hell did i do? I went k-box with karen and daryl. And there was this lunch set, of course i wont let go of any food. Quite delicious except that i don't like the salad. The grapes were so juicy and sweet. I was the first to finish my drink, unexpectedly. Normally, i am the last to finish. Quit a turnout of events uh. After k box we went to pasir ris to cycle. As usual, during the journey i slept. When we reached there, we wrere trying to find another bicycle kiosk instead the one at coasta sand. We were walking from the far end of pasir ris to the other end. I think we had walked more than one kilometre. When we reached the end of pasir ris, we had no choice but to walk back. Finally we saw the direction post. Oh goodness sake, why it have to appear after we had walked for so long. Why won't it appear earlier. We cycled, then the weather oppposed to us by drizzling. But who cares, we continued cycling. So we are partly drenched when the weather is furious for the oppossition till it started raining cats and dogs, so we have no choice but to seek for shelter. Then after a long few mins of waiting, finally it revet to drizzling. Continue to cycle. Then at 5.15pm, we went to return our bikes. We went to the bus stop. Then we thought that there were no bus, cause it did not say that it was operating on sunday So we walked. Seeing the empty road, it gave me a naughty idea. LETS TAKE PICTURES IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ROAD!! Haha. All the excitment rush. Then we saw daryl relative. The should stop the car and let us lobang. Drive off like that. Ai yo. Then got one taxi came, took the taxi to pasir ris mrt, cause it was the furthest that the taxi driver could bring us to. He was in a rush. So the whole few mins journey cost us 50cents. Took mrt to tampines to eat pasta mania again. I ordered vongole. I regret adding in near 10 spoonful of cheese chowder. Saw wenling at pasta mania too. Then after that went to compass point walk walk. Then we went home. Me and karen was boarding and that moment when i hop onto the bus, i start to love bus. There was cool wallpapers, and the light was white-pinkish. And there was music playing. Got fei lun hai de. It was like the bus was publicising the music thingy, so the bus was changed into a music bus. So cool, i love that bus. Reached home, the bus was playing ai dao by fei lun hai. Then went home, bathe and then i turned in. I had absolutely fun except that again my right knee's tendon is hurting. I think if i do a hard jump, it will snap. Pray hard it will not.***

Gym, Sun Tan, Rollerblading??

I want go gym, i want go sun tan, i want go cycling, i want go rolllerblading. I want eat skul there de kou fu de laksa, i want eat jack's place, i want eat seoul garden, i want eat ajisen. Sigh.. lalalalalalalala.. I am very bored..