Honey's little boy

The vast Sky??
me and Me and ME
RAWR!!! I AM GODZILLA!!

I know it kinda of ridiculous.

Finally done with the ppt slides plus animation.

Now left with the speech.

I have to do mine and babys'.

I don't know where did I put my pants for my formal presentation.

My only last resort, the formal skirt.

And I have to ponder whether with vest or no vest.

I can't believe that I'm fretting over small stuff.

I feel like drinking honey red tea. With jelly.

And I want it to be very very chilled.

Oh my cravings again.

I will just buy one bottle of green tea on my way to school.

Or seasons ice lemon tea. Aww.. I want it so badly.

I want my baby too.

Baby sleeping alrdy.

Initially he wanted to wait for me to done with my stuff then we will head to bed tgt.

But baby too tired, plus i still got a lot of stuff to be done.

Sorry baby. Miss him like nuts now.

But yeah, I can hug him once I meet him to school.

School officially starting tomorrow.

I will look forward to each day.

I like school I like studying.

I want everyday to be like today

Its still not too late to say.

Happy 11th month anniversary baby.

Love you and love you loads.

But we didnt do much to celebrate it, baby was tired and i was having cramps due to that monthly cycle.

But it got better by evening. So dine out with baby.

Weekends, the malls are packed.

Due to many cravings of mine, still managed to settle down a place to eat.

Because that was the only place that was not packed with ppl, yoshinoya.

Bubble tea again.

and baby honey milk tea is really so milky.

Before I even taste it, I could smell the scent of the milk.

Upon tasting, I tasted milk too.

Upon few seconds, finally honey.

Mine? peppermint milk tea.

Too much milk and diluted.

I saw that person who serve us putting in three scopes of milk powder.

Omg?

I was pondering why do I like to hug baby so much everyday.

Now I know why.

Because, HE IS SO NICE TO HUG!!!

And only I have the privilege to hug him.

Just so sweet to be in his arms all day long.

And plus a short peck on my forehead would be nice.

I am still waiting for my team mates to send me their part.

I doubt that they had read my email..

I've done my part, but baby part not done yet.

My speech on the way? hope I dont get last min work.

Which is so dampening.

I like punctuality.

Schools starting soon.. and its real soon.

Hadnt got much time to have my fun yet, and now perhaps piles of work would be waiting for me.

I totally abhor it. Do I have a choice? Sigh.

Missing baby now. But he's asleep in his own lala land.

Boredom just finds into my way,

movie marathon for me tonight.

Currently watching wedding daze.

Comedy yet romance, catch it. It's worth the time.

I want nothing happen to you baby

CJ7.

Baby came to surprise me in school by reaching earlier than I expected.

Though I was not surprise, but I was freaked out.

But yeah, it's so sweet.

Went to eat our laksa, then headed to buy our bubble tea.

Along the way, we bumped into this cute litte toy machine.

Had my eyes on the tiger, though I nvr did told him.

He too set his eyes on tiger.

After we bought our bubble tea, he went on to try his luck.

And we got CJ7. I still love it. Cause baby did it for me.

So cute and sweet. No matter what he gave me, I will definitely adore it.

Though we did quarrelled on the way home.

And I still uoset about it, cause I still want that magazine badly.

I was still a little mad about it.

Baby's head hurting now, and I reckon that It was a brain concussion.

He sure must get enough rest, try not to move about.

Those I'm not a qualified doctor, but my advice is wise according to a medical book.

It's quite worrying. And baby talked alot about what if he left me, what if he left this world.

Should I say silly or should I say its a premonition or a omen?

I was upset till now since the day he asked me those qns which is few days back.

Everynight when I thought of those qns, I weep silently.

Wondering why he was to ask such upsetting questions.

Why does he have to say such sadness among the answers.

My heart aches till now. But I have to be strong.

I want to take care of him. I want those never ending sweet times spent tgt.

I'm just so depressed now.

I hate that the fact he talked about it,

I hate the fact he ponder over it,

I hate the fact that his answers to these questions.

I hate it.

It's all about baby

Had the sudden urge to go for bright colours.

Everyday what I was facing was so dull, black, dark blue.

It's time for some color changes.

Ain't it refreshing?

Let's mark the end of the common test.

Now its also the beginning of project and presentation.

Had to rush cost accounting reports and comm skill presentation slides and the speech.

There's so much work load. How could I cope with all that deadline rush?

Nvm, even If I skipped my meals, my baby will look after me. Right?

Gee. Tomorrow will be the mark of our 11th ani.

Time passing real slow. How I wish time would be faster.

And as precious was disussing b4, the prophecy was that the world end will be on dec 21 2012.

I wished it would nt be true, because I still want to spend the rest of my life with baby.

I want more sweet moments with him.

I want to become cloud

My eye lids were so puffy that my mum claim that it just got poisoned.

Dont even know what cause it. But the only thing I know is I can't open my eyes fully, just like something is blocking it.

You know the feeling? But now after I apply the soothing gel, phew its much better now.

Though my eyes look funny now.

I just flunk my maths, though the result is not out yet, but i just know it.

Hope the marker would give some mark to the incomplete answer because my working is correct when I tally.

Just let me pass my maths. I hate failing maths.

Totally a let down and a turn off.

And my mum, she dont bother to buy my food these days, cause she said that I always had been home ard 10plus to 12 plus night.

But It's not my fault that i want to stay out, had to do my revision, spend time with him, and it's all like my fault?

Common test period, I won't even think of reaching home late, because its a disadvantage to me. And at least I have some common sense.

Forget about all that anger.

Just revise my mp, I did understand the finding of SP, PC and calculating of timer and oh ya the LUT rougly.

Will I be able to make it through? Beats me.

Now rushing my accounts so that I can revise my mp again before I head to bed.

Sometimes how i wish i would live in a world with only peace, understanding, love, no worries, no stress.

That fragile heart of mine is more stressed than my mind.

And I'm facing hunger pang.

buddy buddy went to find me in school. His hair is being highlighted with a new colour.

He claimed that its metallic blue, but the colour has fade into ash green.

Ash green highlights plus blond highlight, totally awesome.

My classmates said that he is a charmeleon. -_-

Just updating for due to ???. very random. I also dont know why I want to blog whereby I should be concentrating in my accounts now.

Waste of my time.

Stressed out, i want massage

My cute sweetheart finally get a short hair cut. Though his right side length is still long to me.

and that ben dan eat so little now a days. I want to pull him to roller blade with me. Hope he falls, oops im so bad. Nah, i just want to be the hero in his heart. Zzz..

And me, what did i done to my hair? I getting my parting back, so I will look more refreshed.

And of course no obstruction to my vision.

Ytd went to my dental appointment, these few days had a pain in one particular molar tooth. Spend $100 for it. Dentist advised me to go and have braces made.

My mother was so so turn off at the heard of that sentence. Cause my sis spend almost 3000 plus bucks for her braces.

My mother is so reluctant to part with her money.

So I have to work for my own braces, my letter still with my dad, yes i have an appointment at the government dental, but I was being defered till I have the money. So oonce I have the money, i will call and re-arrange the appointment.

The first appointment I did went, think in my sec 3 entries, i did said 3 tooth was to pluck out.

no pain no gain.

Was busy lately stressing over studies. Thanks to the darn teacher who did not turn up ytd, i had 2 hours of revision in school. My classmates was patient, teaching.

Just now was doing the paper, not so smoothly, had some difficulties, but managed to figure out.

Esp the one which stated that '0' in multiplexing means to activate. Darn, I took half an hour to recall it. Cause I was watching tv too.

Lolx.Was watching the premonition, pulled my bro in to the room to accompany. You know, i was kinda scared. Lolx.

BUt I guess the ending anyway, and my bro praised me.lolx. How i wisj i could fortell the answer and question that are coming out for this common test.

Yeah, I know fat hope. Lolx.

Now currently taking a short break before I return to my microprocessor technology common test paper.

God bless me. I left accounts and indec, hope i can finish up in time.

Esp mp, hope i would not fail the test. And about Dnc, hope i can pass too. As the teacher claim that 50 per cent of students fail every sem. Really need to bless me.

And hope i can eat chawamushi. lolx. ANd to recover, still in the midst of recovery. But my nose is giving me prob.

Once i lay down on the bed, dang my nose is blocked. Heard that the air way was narrow thus easily block.

I got no one to talk to..

Boredness awaits me all night,

Loneliness knows me by chance or by fate?

Almost every night, I am back to square.

Anticipating someone was there for me,

but unfortunately, no one.

Buried in my books all day long,

to fill the emptiness in me.

Books are no longer my responsibilities,

they are my medicine,

they are my cure.

Too busy for me,

You never did notice,

the times when I really needed you.

I needed some support, and your attention.

Facing all the pressure I had when I'm alone,

where are you.

You were too busy.

I all alone in the dark.

Am I to be blamed,

For I cant be like you,

To stay out late at night.

Is past time more impt than love, support or me?

From a day to more frequent times.

I felt neglected.

Just like what I felt in the past.

Am I to be blamed?

For I am a person different from your world.

I am not into your past time, like you who had big dreams abt it.

I felt left out,

For I can't blend into your world.

I'm into historical, geography,art which you totally turn off at the sight of it.

You always talk abt your past time,

but never did notice the least i want to hear is that past time of yours.

I wanna talk about us, only us.

The interesting happenings happens in your day which I'm more interested in.

I wanna hear you talk more about our future,

the things we can do together, experiencing new adventure.

But you never.

Is there really no common topic we can share?

For now, just let me bear all this pressure and pain alone for I'm alone in the dark now.

You were too busy.

Another day for me

I'm bored, I am distracted. Was surfing net and doing maths.

Hopefully I can finish part of my revision by 3am.

Then head to bed, tmr class study in school.

Have to wake up at 7.45am. Darn early, but nth is much impt than studies.

My aim, yes, gonna aim for it.

I wanna go another rnd of roller blading, sun tanning, or just some other sports.

Itching for some action, some adventure soon..

But once i see the calendar, common test date is arriving.

Dampen my mood.

And I'm waiting for my tank top from mango. And I want to get rid of the wrinkle.

Get rid of the dark circles. Any remedy to introduce?

Working Hard

I wanna try wake boarding..



Perhaps if i got the money, I would take up wake boarding course.



Another adventure starting for jia hwei.



Finally I've started on my maths. Hopefully I can finish my revision today.



So i can proceed, then i would have enough time to have a final revision



I want to do well in common test, then pull up the rade in my sem exam, hopefully i can get a gpa of 3 for this sem..

Just a another day

Accounts report, haven done my part yet.

Comm skill presentation slides not done. Haven meet up with the grp mates to do yet.

Everything is lagging behind. My revision still stuck at only one module, haven progress yet.

My schedule had been tight. Everything is piling up yet untouched.

I dont know what had become of me..

Things just not been smooth for me, difficult times with ups and downs.

With perhaps only a corner for me to turn to, making me feel safe.

The tiny little corner whch i shut myself from reality, makes me feel better.

I will change, but time is what I need right now.

I just dreaming.

How I just wish he would initiate to take me out, bring me anywhere in sgp to the nicest scenery, to experience a whole new one.

I feel tired to be planning, whereby my hearts yearn for him to plan for for me, give me surprises when we are out. An organised day out.

I know i'm seeking perfection which will nvr be true. Nvm, just let me live in my world of fantasy that lies. Dream on , jia hwei. smiles.

I miss the times we had fun tgt

At sculpture park, the start of memories

Sheena roller blading, with ruo ping at the side

See how happy carmella is. lolx

This is mine. lolx. Very delicious. chocolatey taste

The texture like mousse cake but it isnt

Celebrated jesse belated bdae too

Make a wish

Candid shot before our set arrives

Sheena and Ruo Ping

The so call cake for carmella bdae

Carmella with the cake

Make another wish

Olivia and Sheena. How sweet.

Me and kc, i know i look ugly.

The blade im wearing

Finally make it to the jetty

The girls~

Part of precious went east coast to roller blade. Fun Fun and Fun I would use to describe the day. But I got so dehydrated that I was feeling headache and dizzy. But Im alright. Did'nt say it out though. Lolx. Once we went back compass to eat pizza hut, I was perk up at the sight of food. And whole precious turn up to have dinner tgt.

The bdae celebration for carmella and jessbelle was pre planned. Kc and sheena was down to collect both cakes and entrusted in to the crew in pizza hut. The crew will then present it at the right timing when sheena or kc cue them.

As we chatted about the good old days, some how we wished we were back in secondary school, whereby we always gather after school at guide den or other place. Always had fun, but some of us graduated first, we went on our separate ways, the times we had tgt is much lesser than before. We cant gather as much frequent as last time. Jia Hwei seriously miss the good old days.. =)

Tired

Finally a day off for me since the break has started.



Started my revision on theory for EG2120 alrdy. There is a lot of stuff to memorise.



But some how as i note down the impt points, I rmb them.



2 more chapters to go, then i would proceed to the tutorial, and lab sheet and of course the past year paper.



By tmr I can proceed to the next one alrdy. Nice progression.

But now i so darn bored. Lolx.

I now addicted to the song 爱情定格 and 不能跟情人说的话。

Been finding the first song for a long time. Lolx.

Accident

Though I never turn up to see your surprised face, still HAPPY BIRTHDAY VERDELL TAN!!!!

LOlx. Now currently in school doing accounts project.

There was a major accident along the route amk ave 5 to amk ave 6 which cause the roads to these route being cordoned off.

Thus I had to make a big round to amk interchange then take mrt to school.

Because of the accident, 86 had to take 159 route, skip yio chu kang then head to amk alrdy.

Other buses had to change their normal route also.

Want more updates, watch the news today. I'm sure there would be a report on it.

And I hate my life now. Don't know why, but I just hate it.

I gradually developed more and more phobia.

po po house

At my po po house,lying on the sofa.


At NorthPOint

While waiting for my sis to eat finish her meal

After my relative left for shops, its cam whoring time.

Actually my face doesnt look puffy in real life. really.

me and sis in changing room at espirit

Went to po po house for the last gathering at the house. Near po po blk, saw my aunt, doreen, my aunt da ah yi and lastly su po. Doreen ah yi asked us whether want to go north point.

Siblings and I was delighted, so we hop into the car, and headed there.

My ah yi brought us to eat first. She asked us what we want to eat.

She listed out some names, dunno what yaki, swensen etc.

Then i diao at her. She huh me. lolx. i was like -_-. She don't know what is diao. lolx.

Nvm, then i just suggested for yoshi. Feel guilty if we spent her money too much.

And because of my sister, she ate too slow, my 2 ah yi and su po went shopping first.

After eating we went up to find them, then we went shopping ourselves too.

Me and sis bought 2 tops form epspirit. My ah yi bought one bag and top.

Sis bought pair of flip flops. And total our bill is more than $140.

Lolx. Then after few hours head to po po house.

Watch cousin darren play cs and audition.

He created a room at audition, put 120 bps.

Then he tease those ppl who are ready. Lolx. He quickly change to 190 bps and click start.

First response from is wa lao. so fast. lolx. ROFL. And I really laugh till i nearly roll on the floor already.

Then he created a room again and named it for pros only, did the same thing.

The ppl response the same thing, and my cousin talked back to them saying that "didnt you all see the name? For Pros only." lolx.

Laughed till peng. Lolx. Then we went to eat our dinner.

With siblings, my cousin and I sitting around the table eat as we chat. Bo miao came in, she tot that we are having family meeting. Lolx.

Ate finish went to the living room to watch tv. The living room is so empty, left only the sofa the the tv. Lolx.

After a while, doreen ah yi sent me and my family home. Lolx.

will my memories fade away?

Everything alright now. But its hurting. Was making a dvd for him while we quarrelled. Spent the whole day to do the dvd. But glad it alright. Now the disc is ready. Just waiting for him to collect it.

Though it may seem not professional, because I dont have photo shop, i can't customise it further.

Tmr last day spending my memories at po po house. Then the whole house at blk *** is gone. PO po and wai gong moving out plus da ah yi.

I can't sleep in that cosy room that i slept anymore.

I cant stay overnight and hear the hovering of the fan anymore. The special sound which i got use to it. which i fell in love with it.

tmr will be an emotional day. have to take loads of pictures. my memories.. will stay for forever.

8 hours and still counting on

I am too mad to even update. damn it. I will rmb this day. Kept me waiting and waiting. perhaps he is sleeping so soundly.

The battle starts now

Signs of the world end:

Fog was gathered ard punggol area. Visibility level was low. The air was moist.

Picture as evidence, look at the first 2 pics. And lastly trees are wilting large bunch of flowers. Representation: death.

And by the way Im just crapping about the world end. Lolx.

And monday after night class, went jalan kayu with dar dar to eat. I ate prata. Lolx.

Then on tuesday went back school wait for dar dar to be released, then headed to funan to redeem my dad's preorder for NINJA GAIDEN 2 XBOX 360.

Thought that they would be a long queue, but to my surprise, no. lolx.

And i saw the receipt for the pre order- $79.90. Don't even know why a cd cost that much. Zzz.

and to summarise, its finally break time. But it's also time to study.

Had been knocking sense into my head. Soul and mind suffering due to fatigue and exhaustion.

Year 2 is tough. Sighs..

Let the flowers bloom again

Now watching the charity show for sze chuan rewind.

I have classmates from sze chuan, I never knew how drastic the consequences are because I had never experience earthquake before.

I never know the pain and worries they are facing, traumatised.

Just hope that there would be more survivors.

Going to start my revision soon enough I blogged finish and update my organiser.

I have set my mind, once i graduate. I am going into a private school to study interior design.

I've long to design my own home.=) other alternatives, tourism or medical. lolx.

Today ist of june, which means my dar dar will quit smoking from today onwards.

Other people want find company to smoke, better don call my dar dar, I will kill them.

Want to harm their health further, i wont stop them, jsut dont pull my dar dar in.. Hmph!!

Ranting my lungs out

婆婆just called, and had a short chat.

Promised her when she moved again, I would help her.

She said she going to find a flat with the block number starting with 8.

阿麽 living in blk number starting with 8 too.

Who knows 婆婆 would move near to 阿麽.

NOw printing common test past year paper,

I was just looking at the module maths only.

I nearly faint*

More and more formulas. More and more complex instructions.

Tabular, Euler, it was like the end.

I want to rant to the module coordinator. Why why why??

Why this difficult?? why??

I gonna scream countless of why to them str8 in the face. Except after that, hope that they dont debar me. lolx

Totally stress out. Where shall I start from?

Been sitting down and cpondering over this question like a silly chap.

Blah blah blah, yeah I'm going bonkers, thanks a lot dude.

At this moment, I would surely like to have a nice chilled drink to calm me down.

Jia hwei better dont faint. lolx.

Sick of blogger, should I swap to wordpress? or other sites? lolx/

Perhaps when blogger got to know this, they would give me incentives to make me stay

Yeah I'm day dreaming. Hey wake up jia hwei. Reality.

I'm sounding like I'm alrdy crazy, typing to myself.. lalala..

Nvm, i'm not like the mentally nut case X.

If you guys know who X is. lolx.

It'a always me

Currently viewing this movie online.

First exposure is from Alina.

Watched it in school. But can't managed o finish due to time constraint.

So after almost a year, I'm back at this movie to finish the unfinished.

I pratically gritted my teeth for the entire duration.

It was thrilling. Pending forward to each result with anxiety.

Totally bored, tired and weary.

No message for many hours.

Totally like I'm in my own world with only me.

Nvm, i can survive anyway. I don't need any message.

Everytime I had to prompt where are you.

I'm always in the dark, I don't even know his freaking whereabouts.

God knows what he is doing, where is he.

I seem such a fool, it's only one sided effort always.

Fine, I'm not going to do that anymore. I will just do it wen I feel like it.

when days get longer, it just make me realise the things i do is just perhaps like a peice of variation.

No initiative, no everything. I'm fed up.

It's getting on my nerves.

Later in the afternoon will be going out with sis.

It's the GSS, so I hypnotise my sister to sponsor me. Just Kidding.

She fork out $50 for me to spend on her own will of course.

What a great offer. I have absolutely no reasons to turn down the offer.