Chalet tmr

Happy 8th month.

Passed that ben dan the sketch book I made.

After reading he was suppose to tell me the answers.

And he was too shy to tell me, till he used the cushion to hide his blushing face.

Then after reading the so call "article" which I wrote for him, he teared.

Lolx. I guess what I wrote touched him.

And we spend the day by eating cup noodles at home, and I played psp, while he play his cabal.

Then for dinner brought him to the place that I think the laksa are delicious.

Then after that went to compass to see the coin machine.

Then we went home.

Reached home played psp again then I went to bed.

Now settling stuff for my class. Its really frustrating. Now I know why ray said this too.


Bbq settling. Activity settling, everything oso settling.

Random

Woke up at 7am like that. Early uh?

Cos I slept early.

But now I'm still yawning away.

Tmr is the day, but not celebrating.

Lolx. Couple more days, is ecc0705 chalet.

Wee~.

Gonna take pictures but of course not myself.

COs the motive was not myself.

is the fun and laughter that I am going to capture.

All the smiles appeared on the faces. lolx

Hurting Back-Sleepless Night

Back hurting again till I can't fall aslp.

But I'm really slpy.

It's like every minute, my eyes are getting heavier and heavier

What can I do?

The pain is hurting me.

I have no medication oil to rub my back.

Guess I will be having sleepless night.

And a board just fell on my head.

Good day today arh.

Lucky it's not a hard board, or else I would be landing in the hospital alrdy.

What if next time it's not just a board, it's some flower pot.

Hope I'm nt that unlucky.

But it seems I'm down on my luck.

Ben dan doesn't seem want to go dinner with me.

Fine, nvm, I will eat alone, maggie mee again.

Things are going to be fine . Right?

This is the gadget I had been playing with. My brother's psp th0ugh.

Been wondering how to spend my pay if I had one.

First ip0d nan0 for ben dan la0 g0ng.

2nd I would want to buy a new bag f0r school.

3rd new top and pants f0r myself.

4th topman shirt for ben dan la0 g0ng.

5th bring all my friends 0ut t0 have fun

6th bring ben da la0 g0ng t0 tsubaki restaurant to eat.

Tht's all I c0uld think of n0w.

Been lifeless t0day.

Slept for m0re than 12 h0urs.

N0thing f0r me t0 do.

Going t0 be plump so0n.

Had been sad lately, keep g0rging myself with fo0d.

Initially wanted to catch a m0vie online since I can't catch it on the screen.

But did't set my eyes on any movie.

He shld be still sleeping I guess.

Two days left, but the sketch bo0k n0t yet c0mpleted.

9 pages left t0 complete, but still n0t done.

The last show had been been d0ne yet to0.

Was going to make an0ther book of history,

but the book and sketch book are related.

So ya. Think I would not be slping f0r one day ba.

HAve to rush it all.

My skin is peeling off my face.

Think I'm allergic to smth. But yet I do not know what cause it.

Can't be seafood or prawn. Cos didnt have those recently.

What could I be allergic fr0m.?

Maybe g0ing to see a doctor?

And my back hurts a lot. Think I might injure my back. Also have to consult a doctor about this.

After chalet, I'm going to apply for job officially.

Good luck to me..=)

Utterly hurting and disappointed.

Quite unhappy these days, sick of my life and everything.

This is the game i had been playing when I bored and can't find anyone to just crap with me.

Seriously I can't wait for school to start.

At least I wil have smth meaningful to do.

Looking forward to poly school life with enthusiasm.

It's been a miracle.

Eng maths suppose to be harder than normal secondary school maths, but yet I still have a pass.

No more failure in maths.

Absolutely no cravings of laksa already.

Chawamushi ok ok, waiting to eat with juan hui and verdell.

I don't expect msg from dar when he's out with his friends anymore. Happen countless of times

Now I don't wish to wait for his msg or reply anymore. I'm really tired of it.

No expectations, isn't that good. He has the freedom alrdy.

And he did not even make the effort to call.

First priority, should I have believed it?

If I'm the first priority, upon reachng anywhere should have msg me at least. So as not to let me worry if in the first place he had that in mind.

But for that 4 hours plus, I doubt so.

No matter whr I go, I would at least take the initiative to msg my whereabouts, even if I'm busy, or am with my friends, or my hands are occupied.

Even if I am standing on the bus,

once raining heavily and Bus 3 was crowded, my onli support was the railing of the ticket machine. And dar was still sleeping.

And I have laptop in my hand, I still msg to let him know that I'm on the bus, already on my way..

Upon reaching , I msg him again to let him know that I have reached my destination.

All this are just easy task, why can't he do it.

I'm not making a big fuss.

He nvr msg me, but does he know what I was feeling back then?

What if I did the same thing, will he feel what am i feeling now.?

If yes, then why he just can't msg me.

Such a baisc courtesy.

Im bored again

The first picture was taken in the morning when I am having insomia. Nice view. But shortly after I took the picture, I quickly close my window.

You know why? Cause I saw an incoming HUGE BEE!! Maybe it's going to plant its egg onto the pot of plant placed on the rails of my window.

It happened countless of times. I still rmb there was this time, I asked my father to get rid of the nest.

And saw a lot of larvae. Omg. Imagine a puny lil life, throw down 8th flr. Omg. I really wonder will the puny life fly to the heaven.

And the other two, this is the consequence of itch on my leg. Actually I'm quite disgusted by the picture. Lolx.

I wanna watch jurassic 3, but my sis want to watch S pop.

It's like so boring.

Starving In Process

I think my left view is much nicer.hmm

These are the effects after trying on the web cam. Not bad. But I'm just acting so stupidly.

KInda weird though, taking pictures.

I'm hungry now. I have nothing to eat. I'm famished

I'm still yearning for my laksa and chawamushi..

use my light spear and kill time

Boredom totally kill time.. Wasting my time staring at the latop.

Nothing much to do. Already read few chapters of manga played with the web cam. and I still dunno what I should do next..

Sis playing psp. I want to play, but I can't.

Lvl 33 alrdy.

Spend so many hours training my character, doing quest yet I still can't catch up with sis.

What a disappointment.

Tried capturing pictures using web cam, but ya the feeling still the same.

Though exploring is an interest for me.

I still rmb there are quite a lot of frames, but how come mine a lil?

Have to save cost fo my hp bill... can't msg much.

So peeps if i nvr reply, you know what I mean.

Not mia-ing.

I'm so bored!!

Got a bruise unknowningly. And it's kinda hurts now.

and my arm seems mild swollen.

My dad bought N81 8gb for my mom.

And he's gonna sponsor my sis for her japan trip and expenses.

Well, here come saturday again.

Wanna ask somebody out to slack with, but juan hui busy working, daryl has yet to reply, dell also.

Dunno whether they had received my msg.

If not, guess I would be out alone for a while to spend my time.

Gideon and some peeps drop by my house to find my bro.

Was woken up by their chuckles and the bickers for games, competing who is the sore loser.

Kinda childish though.

Darren smsed once again. But I alrd expected what he's going to ask me about. Same old thing.

I want my chawamushi!! Dell, you see this?? I want I want. lolx.

Ok, I'm acting like a kid now. -_-. lolx.

I want coca cola oso. lolx.

I'm alright now

Dad bought a new laptop for me. Compact Presario V3000.. Feature and appearance looks fine to me, have nothing against it.

Finally I have a web cam, and a blue tooth setting in my laptop.

But had some trouble configuring along the way, especially with the windows explorer. It's giving me probs. But kinda manage it for now.

I've just ate a lollipop which was in yellow colour when it should be white? Nvm, since it's still edible I suppose?

Those lollipop are given by dar. smile*.

My sister invaded my dad privacy when my parents are out today.

Dad's bonus ard 5 digits.. And he's one of the shareholder of a particular company. Though I don't know what company is that.

Now the truth is revealed, nvr gonna believe them when they claimed that they have no money.

No wonder they always buy 4D when they still said to me that they have no money.

I have this urge to go sakae and eat chawamushi.. Sudden craving of it.. hmm..

nice a not

These top is i choose for dar, but dunno whether he like it a not..

Which one to choose?

Wanna but these 3 tops above, but the first priority is the first one. lolx. then maybe the last one then the second one. lolx.. comments?

I want the top

I want the top in the picture above. Omg, it's just so nice. but still have to save money first. What a pity.. =(

nth much

Feeling better now.. But sleepy.. Played psp, changed job to swordsman, but i want to change to fighter. The speed varies. I now onli lvl 10.

Mcdelivery just now. Now waiting. Results releasing soon in a couple of hours time. Guess my classmate would all be awake? and now my food has arrived.. lolx.

WHATEVER!!!!

Good gracious me.. Oh well, Don't know what's the problem with me. Keep injuring myself for who the hell knows the reason.. And now my toe hurts. I know it's kinda disgusted, and who will post her own toe in a blog, and that person would be me~. Whatever. Still feeling crappy as ever though I ate my supper alrdy.

My mother's up but yet she did not yell as me. Instead asked me and me sis to go to the market. M-A-R-K-E-T! For goodness sake, I would never ever going to let even one strand of hair of mine to enter the grounds of a smelly filthy market. Stench of fishy small. The smell of it just wanna make me throw up.

Watching 'Jumper' now, at least to occupy my mind for a while, to waste my freaking time here. I freaking feel like releasing the strain in me. Like shouting out loud as if nobody cares a dam about me, or punch my pillow, throw my pillow every where, or just clench my fist tight grit my teeth. I don't know what the hell I am feeling right now. So so crappy so annoying so so. Argh, I can't find any more words to describe it. Decided to waste my time watching online movie since I can't slp and I'm feeling crappy. Yeah,that's the way. Long live the movie!!!

Miss Lonely

The one indicated in purple is the mark that dar had pinched me. And it still hurts. And he pinch my nose till now it also still left a mark. And the blue one, is the injury that I just got electricuted by a minimal voltage, so it's ok, but tend to get itchy and I scratched it.

And dad as usual nagging me, asking abt my results. What if I fail? How to do break out the news to my parents? Will they let me finish schooling or they will forbid me to go to school and start with my working life?

Utterly moodless, feeling that I should find somebody to deserve scolding from me in order to ease my frustrations. But who should be my target..? In the end, I chose myself, but of course how could i scold myself except to mumble to myself like BAKA!!

Awfully lonely tonight, crickets are creaking as if it's going to rain soon, fluttering of the leaves to join in the party. I'm feeling totally crappy!! Argh. So frustrating, so irritated and I don't know what's wrong with me.. Don't feel like smsing dar, cause I don't want to be the one always waiting for replys when he is playing game.. Yes, I'm complaining.. Sobx.. There's no difference with compared to lonely saturday.

I msg dar just one 'ya'. He replied me that he can ease his mind, then off he went to play his game. Just one ya, and he nvr notice anyth wrong with me. What's more to say.. Sigh..

baka..=(

Went out with ray and grace today. Ray thought that we were meeting at somerset but actually is orchard mrt. So while me and grace walked over to somerset we were laughing and chatting. Chanced upon a blind lady, took notice of her not because of her disability But her vocals. She sang real well. It was marvellous. I was totally captivated by her singing.

Then when we reached we went to buy tickets for the movie first, and we watched Step Up 2 The Streets. Then we walked ard at cine, then to star buck. Then slowly went back to the cinema. Totally awesome the movie. Was much bette watching online. Was tapping my feet to the beat, shooking my head. Lolx.

Next class gathering we will be watching a comedy call ?? and Kumar. Lolx. Saw the sneak preview and we were laughing our head off. lolx.

After watching, we went to heeren to walk, then we went to forum mall to check out the price of the cake and omg $45 for the regular one for secret receipe. Then we were trying our luck to go to taka to see whether there is any polar outlet. But no.. =(. But we saw famous amos, though the price is reasonable, but bbq plus cookie, the next day we will get a pressie= sore throat. lolx. Went walking ard, till we hungry went back cine to eat hk cafe. Cos ray work there b4, so he have the recommendations. I ate cheesebaked mushroom rice. lolx.

Chatted then left, then i went to meet dar, he had his dinner at compass. lolx. after eating jiu went home le.. lolx..

baka bro, help him dl psp game le, he went to play then don want let me play. baka baka..!!! Now i have nth to do. And dar out with his friends toning.. Lonely!!! baka baka baka!!! Moodless!!!!

Deep deep down

Today, cancelled the decision of gg camp thru some circumstances. In the end, was going out to catch a movie with ray and grace. And to have further discussion about chalet. Two days to release of semester result. Feeling utterly moodless. Because to think of it, brooding over a spilled milk is totally a waste of time, why not look at the result and choose the next step.

There's alot stuff I would want to do, but I dunno which one to start with. It's sure frustrating. Maybe first i have to complete the sketch book?

Sky Of Love

Just so artistic..

My mickey mouse toy figurine

Limited ed coca cola figurine

Limited ed coco cola key chain

Sky of love:Hiro and Mika

The movie was very touching, before I collaspe to sleep, my sis asked me to watch this. And I was like crying non stop. And my sister laugh at me. But then the story was really touching and the story line is uniqe i would say. Peeps who haven watch it should go watch now.

Random

9.ooam sharp, but here i am blogging. Some ppl know me definitely can tell that I haven turn in yet. Cause jia hwei would never wake up so early. Even it is, it's been almost a year since I done that. Though I should be having my rest as I'm still feeling drowsy but I can't.. Just have no idea. Drastic year for me I reckon. One that occupies bad memories I supposed? But what abt those good ones? As this saying goes, happiness is not for u to hold it, it's fr u to create it first. But how? The pursuing of happiness seems so complex to me. And my mind in a twirl till sometimes I dont even know what am i thinking abt. What can I do? Praying for a miracle till the time comes along.

I'm just left in a fix, a dead lock situation. It's been rocky, it's been a mess. But what am i going to do? Is it gg to end up like in the past? I just can't help thinking. No one will ever know what am i going through. Cause I've known better myself.

Tmr camp eagles, my last camp, well, i should enjoy myself in this camp like there's no tomorrow since it's going to be the last. Speaking of camp, I have not pack my bag yet. Nor either preparation for the camp.

Guess he's sleeping now? Or is he still playing game? Has he switched on his hp?A lot of questions waiting to be answered. I shall msg him till I really collaspe.

After camp, going for a job interview, maybe it's a good time for me to find something to occupy myself again.

Got scolded again just because of a bag. Am I going to be like a wimp? Been a wimp since young till I know I must get stronger to defend myself, they were never a parents to me. I'm just a punching bag to them. They always never admit that they are wrong, why care so much abt face when they are utterly shameless. Got caned for these 17 years, alrdy immune to it, no longer feel the pain and hurt I once suffered. These 17 years, been despised by them and being called useless and many names, I have learnt a lot, matured in the growing process, cos i know I have been fighting for myself, defending myself, I have to be strong.. One day when I grow up, I become successful in my career, I would want them to know that I am the person that they once knew, they mould me into the person i am nw, i want them to reflect how they treated me these years. And when i have my own kid next time, I would nvr treat them the way my parents treat me..

what next?

Have the sudden urge to blog once again.

Still working on the sketch book itself. Though it's tiring because you have to plan for each page. Have to decide how the layout should be. And what's the content. Also drawing..

Have to add some colour on it, cos black and white aint pretty at all. though sometimes it matches the back ground.

Just receive my camp kit list. Not quite bulky for my bag when the day comes.

when is the weather going to turn good? Drastic weather in singapore now. Zzz

Bro back from spec course.. He's now second sergeant. lolx. He said that he saw anaz. Wonder how he's doing. Though he call our house frequently to ask abt us(me and siblings). lolx.

Dtx mania currently, as i played, i increase the speed. Lolx. Now not a novice anymore, been promoted to beginner. lolx.

Cough, Flu.. What's Next?

I f0und the medical name for my ankle. It's call j0int crack. No w0nder when I shake my ankle, there's this n0ise being pr0duced out. But since it's aint painful, s0 it is n0t g0ing t0 p0se any pr0blem.

Now f0r my knee, haven g0t a scientific name, but I kn0w what cause it. Over aggressive of exercise, which made the small plate of s0ft b0ne being w0rn 0ut. But it d0es n0t p0se a pr0blem to exercising th0ugh. Cos this plate of s0ft b0ne can be repaired by itself using calcium and ir0n.

Just ate my dinner for once without parents urging me to have my dinner. What a surprise. Cos I yearn to drink the s0up that my m0ther b0iled t0day. Not because it's delici0us, but c0s it's piping h0t to drink. Lolx. But if the s0up added in s0me l0tus r0ots, it will taste nicer.

And if added in m0re salt and pepper, it w0uld taste great.

Br0 in spec c0urse, no 0ne to crap t0 at h0me. It's obvi0usly b0ring. And sis out with friends. Nw me left being al0ne with tw0 traditi0nal th0ughts parents, t0tally unbearable. Nagging as usual. What a nightmare.

Speaking of night mare, did not have one recently. That's go0d news. But the one with the g0lden retriever still lingers in my mind. Ph0bia argh!!

reading time

Dunn0 why I just feel like typing and typing..

I want to make a trip d0wn to sengkang library. Its been a l0ng time since I read my favourite book by Stephen King. Some might heard before this author. He wrote marvellous stories. And some was recognised by film makers, and those stories was made into a movie.

He was an author that I really admired most. I admired his works. The content behind those stories are deep, some just left u pondering what he meant. It just so cool.
And by the way I admired those homicide stories that he wrote onli.

Cause I more interested in homicide stories than those fantasies or about love. Love those brutal stories. I remembered one, that the stories describe this fine guy who killed fellow friends as art. Suck out all the spinal juice then use their bones as peices of art. Such violence. But the story really describes very well. Though it's quite disgusted, but i just love the story content..

Random

Let me see what are the things have to do.. Organise one class gathering as requested from Ray during weekday or saturday as said by ray.

Then have to ask grace out to check out secret receipe at forum mall.

Have to wait for my camp kit list to arrive. Then pack my camping bag.

7.30am meet at yck on monday.. It's kinda early..

Slping at the hostel during camp.So cool. Once I drop by cao yu hostel. and its like so freaking small? Wonder how nyp hostel looks like. So looking forward to camp.

I LOVE CAMP!! Since secondary school,being part of guides, wad I like most is camp and the activities caried out during camp. Still rmb the camp at pulau ubin. LOlx.

Night walk with no torch and surrounding was in total pitch darkness. U can only use ur intuition to figure the way. Totally exciting. I love this feeling. lolx. I love camp. Then sitting around the campfire, singing songs admiring the campfire.. Just like old times..

Tot that poly will not have camp since i quitted adventure club. But now its another chance. Camping. But soon this will be ceased, and i can onli imagine the feeling i once gone through.. Though its a pity, but no choice, have to listen to dar..

But one thing that help me to refresh those memories of camp is diary. Really love the feeling of camp. Now i will cherish the moments i have in camp cause thats the only thing i have in the future.. Kudos to that.. Memories which complete my life too..

6 more days to release the results of semester .. been pondering abt that..

flu

Actually quite lazy to bl0g, Because I having a bad cold and I'm feeling terrible.
Why does the weather have to turn bad..
skip some parts of the talk, went outside to chat with zinap(dunn0 h0w to spell),adibah,grace, saiful and dunno who. Chat abt the camp stuff.. Complain that they do n0t have enuf bra and wad they want t0 wear disap0sable undergarments. Was laughing like crazy. Cause its really very funny.
Chalet, decided who was suppose to bring wad all those stuff..
I'm tired, really tiring.. I wish to slp now, but its been a while since i use the lappy. Nice reunion with my lappy..
Fallin aslp..

Having fun with friends

Today will be going to juan hui house to stay overnight with verdell. Going to chiong serial drama tgt.. lolx.. Wonder how juan hui house look like. Onli been to her house outside onli. lolx. Then the next day gg to their school. lolx.

Missing dar now.. But yet i can wait till on the 12th.. Then he will fetch me from school then go out. And he still slping. lolx.

Camp eagles is nearing. And results releasing day is oso nearing. Omg lor!. Wad to do. I'm scare. think i will have a fail module at least. Haiz. Should probably just not to brood over it. Haiz.

I hate copycats just like dar said. Argh!!..

copyright pls

Dar always play game.. Argh!!

Ytd while msging him, I was alrdy on the way to his house, and he doesn't know it.

So when I stood in front of his door step, pressed the bell wait for him to open the door. He peeped through the eye hold. And he was shocked. Surprise aint it?

The other surprise for the day was i wrote a letter for him. Lolx. After all that he went back to ply cabal. Waited for him for several hours before he could end the game to go to bath. Me sitting on the sofa once again, watching tv and getting frustrated at the same time.

Waited for so long, till i keep complaining. Next time I don't want to come over to hiis house when he is playing game!!!

Went to ps, initially gg to catch a movie, but the queue was too long and too crowded so skip that. Then we went walking ard thinking whr to go next. Saw elizabeth. Said hi to her. Then me and dar bought the chicken. We had the same thought to eat the chicken. Lolx. Wad a coincidence. Then we took the train to raffles. We had the same tot of which bubble tea to buy. Another coincidence.

Haven our dinner due to those crowd. Then dar craves to have baked rice. So i think and tink and think. Initially gg pasta mania but don want to take the risk. So think and think again. Then I thought of hk cafe. Msg rp whether there got baked rice, and the crowd so n and fourth. Then bring dar there to eat. Went kovan hk cafe. Queue. Then finally our turn. dar ate of course his baked rice and I eat my RAMEN!!! lolx. Dar ordered milo dinosaur i ordered hot lemon tea, cos i was cold. Then after that we went home. lolx.

Another personality test.
You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you. You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend. You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with. Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side. Your boyfriend thinks that you are a real doll but this is not a totally positive thing. Sometimes you can be a bit too sweet, and come across as being helpless. If you're like this too frequently, your boyfriend and other people are likely to get tired of you having to rely on them all the time.

Its really so true

Need a card reader. My desktop keep turning to sleep mode. It's damn frustrating. How I wish i can work now, and earn the money to buy a printer for the lappy, or best the money to buy a new lappy. It's so damn irritating..

Took this quiz. lolx. and the results are.

Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.
How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

And its really quite true, totally fits in well..hmm.

Tiring day

Lots of stuff need to be done today: Have to pack my room
Tidy my table and shelf
Clean my closet
Take out unwanted clothes
Tidy up shoe rack
Plan stuff
6 Tasks to be done by today. Tough? Nah, just going to be exhausted. Looking forward to shark tales broadcast on tv. The last time i saw this was at the cinema. It was a great show. Had several movies in mind to catch: august rush
water horse
Rule #1
And some serial drama to catch : er zhuo ju 2 wen
And of course anime: Naruto and Zombie Loan

Random

Afternoon went over to dar place. Ordered Mac. Raining, the breeze was chilly. Slacked at dar house. Watched tv, while dar play his game. Slacked till nearly 9. Then went compass eat.. Then went home. Nth much today..

Not much money left in bank. Baka nvr give me pocket money. Onli know how to complain no money when i saw all the money being bet on 4D. Zzz.

M1 called me, whether want to choose a promotion for 10% rebate off my bill for one year or whether a chance to upgrade my hp. Of course I choose the bill one. But need my father to sign on the mailer.

I want to work, I want the job at juan hui there, but dar say what there got sell pad then don want. Zzz. He's shy.. lolx.

Lala

Ytd morning, went over to dar place to wake him up. Initially I tot he was still asleep despite his snoring is cease. The next thing I knew I was frightened by him. Booed me. Argh!! Make me lost ten years of my life span.

After he bath, prepare everything. And he did prepare very long!! Straighten hair inside the room, while me at the living room dozing off and did really doze off. After that we went to meet ray at somerset. We went searching for his black shoes at cine and heeren. Then he saw one at converse. His feet is really small la. Then dar and him talk till nvr notice that the sales girl had been holding ray's shoes for quite a long time and waiting for him for payment. Lolx.

Then we went back cine to seek shelter from the rain. Went Bk to discuss for the chalet. Finally finallised the food. Now left the extras. It's almost been finallised for everything. Now pending forward to that day. And my brother got go. Hahax. but 2nd day jiu go off le. Cos need to prepare for school. lolx. Too bad mostly the girls in my class are taken. lolx. Like a family, me dar(my lao gong) bro(my biological bro of course) and daryl(my son lolx). And I predict they are gg to talk abt game again!!!! Game game and game!! Then after discussion and had our meals at bk, ray left. Then me and dar walked to far east, cos i want to see card holders. Saw heng thye and his gf again, once at the mrt another at far east. Lolx.

Then we walked to ps, went in carefour.. Then settle our dinner at yoshinoya. Dar appetite finally got better after several days of ill..

Then after that we trained back to sengkang took 87 to go punggol park to meet his friends. Seen them b4 except for 2. They had a bbq there. lolx. We didnt eat, cos we just ate. Listen to them talked abt dota, bnet.. Only thing i understand is cabal. Lolx. Me and dar went to punggol prime mart to meet my brother.

My bro bought psp slim 4gb. Then dar helped him see whether he got a fake one or wad. Lucky not fake one.Lolx. We sat down drink beverages chat. Then see dar board the bus then leave. Dar went back to punggol park to find his friends and ton.

dar two days back when we were chatting on the phone said I would neglect him while talking to ray while finding a place to sit down and discuss cause he's not so familiar with ray. But after ytd where got. Lolx. Diao. My classmates are friendly duh. Though ytd got not much to do, but on the 6th, hahax, i got some idea. Watch the water horse. Lolx.


Open beta for cabal open le. Heard from ray, but still open beta will be wipe out.. No point Might as well wait. lolx..

Now gg to watch naruto again. Lolx. Today rest day for me. Hehex.

Random

I'm bored right now.. Hand swollen, leg hurting.. Nightmares these few nights again. When can this nightmares cease. It's giving me the creeps. Though I've quite forgotton abt wad the nightmare abt, but the fear still lies within me.

Finally heading out of episode 90 of naruto. I just love anime. And naruto made me have the craves of Ramen!!!..

My cough came back again. Zzz..This time it really irritates me. Keep coughing non stop. Loads of phlegm..

Raining now, yet I can't feel the breeze. I can't feel the coolness of the weather. So dampening.

I like my new mouse. wee~.. Whr is my white shorts?

Broken ear piece

Been slping all day, headache due to boredness perhaps, i assume..

Tmr another discussion, another step forward to our planning. After we plan the food, and the activities we are gg to do, then we are done. Yep..

New top coming in, just ordered one from ah ma.

Zzz. My ear piece spoil, think i plug it out too fast, till it accidentally short circuit. Im sad now. Now no money to buy a new one. Haiz. Needa save to buy earpiece, those clip on one. Haiz. So sad.

Dunno wad to say alrdy.. Haiz.. everything oso need to save.. No savings = no money to buy things..

c0mbinati0n of creativity

This is the outcome after i match with the long sleeve my ah yi gave me.. Plus i match it with my new jeans. lolx. Quite like it..Wee~ Waiting for my father to call Ah soon for the job! so long keep delaying. Tonight gonna pack my room. Spacious room is what i aim for. Wahaha.. I want ramen, i want cardigan i want long sleeve. I want dar to bring me eat ramen.. Ramen ramen.. hehex

thrifty days has began

Now its 6.10am. Before I turn in, just wanna blog somehow. Sky turning bright in abt one hour time. Just makes me remind that I nvr seen a sunrise b4. How I wish i could witness that spectacular sight.

Sudden craves of tako ball at raffles city, and craves of spicy ramen at Aijisen. Its been a long time since i eat those. One of the days gonna have those.

Needa save money now. Need to save at least $50 in two weeks. No money for my savings alrdy. Have to save save save. Have to pretend that im gg out so that i wld have pocket money. Then once i have a job all the probs will solve. My target for this year to to have $600 at least in my bank acc.

Twirls and Whirls

Ytd went to cut my fringe finally. Once I step into the salon, the conversation start.

Hairstylist:you again ar?
Me:ya.. smile*
Hairstylist:Cut fringe again ar?
Me:ya lor
Hairstylist:why u always cut fringe de ar,nvr see you cut others
Me: I oso dunno. Giggle*
Hairstylist:U learn driving alrdy a not?
Me: No, no money. Haha
Hairstylist:Faster go earn la, then buy our salon de shampoo. Buy 2 get 1 free.
Me:ok lor. =)

First time I interacted so much with a stranger. But to think that she only cut my fringe once, and she still rmb me. Its like been a month plus.

Then went to compass to buy porridge for dar. Went up his house, feed him porridge while he play his games. He ate his medicine,, then i slack at the sofa watch tv. Then he at there keep playing game, nvr talk to me. Make me really rot there falling into slp. I dont like gamers! Make me so sad.Just keep asking what's wrong.At 7 plus went to meet juan hui, chatted a lot of stuff. We are finally gg out. Since her parents are ovreseas. lolx. but need to meet her at the airport on the day.. lolx. Sent her parents off oso. lolx. Went to buy a retractable mouse.. Finally a mouse that's of good quality.

Then slack finish went to meet my bro.. Then go home tgt.. The life of the owl awakens from now on..

Some times i wonder, how do i make correct choices in this world, how am i gg to differentiate? does ppl know wad right or wrong in the first place or is it they encounter a situation then think far ahead to determine? Am i right with this concept of mine. My thinking of mature comes out only in emergency situation. Only then i can make a correct step like i always used do, and the outcome is pleasant. But why now I cant? Am i really hurt that much during the process of growing whereby till now I used escaped realtiy to avoid from everything. to prevent from being hurt since i chose to be happy onli. Is it suppose to be that way when i choose happiness?