Saturday, December 23, 2006

My hands... My Arms..

Yep. My sister got promoted to secondary 5.
On Wednesday, I had my training. Jack was very humorous especially.
I could say that he is the nicest too.
Yesterday, I reported work at 5pm.
Musa said that I'm cute. I nearly wanted to throw up. I am not cute at all pls.
I made new friends. And my in-charge, jin ye and the surene called me xiao mei mei or mei mei. Lol.They all very funny and damn friendly.
With regards to warmth, its remarkable.
But I work from 5pm to 12am. OMG! My hands are so painful now. So weak.
My arms are aching. But I am glad that after holding many glasses of drinks, those glasses did not topple. I was only required to do my service with about 5 tables. But I done my service for the whole entire side.
and then there was this one guy said thanks to me. Lol.
Conclusion, althought this job is very tiring, but it's all worth the sweat.
Okay... Tmr is the dinner. I have decided on my top, which is a tube top.
For the bottom, I have not yet decide.
I realised that darren becomes more humourous.. He said that ting bo like me.
When I heard that I want to laugh man. Laugh till peng..

Monday, December 18, 2006

Gd Luck

Today is the release of the 'N' level results.
And that concern to my sister too.
she is getting her results today.Wish her all the best.
I remebered something yesterday.
HACKEN LEE HAD RELEASED HIS NEW ALBUM.. AND I WANT IT!!!!
YAN ZHOU TING 2...
I want it, I want it, I want it..
. . .
Today my mother gonna alter my work skirt.
I am pending forward to wednesday. But I have a feeling that I might have to work till the following day morning. Oh well, whatever..
I removed my nail polished just as what the rules and regulation stated.
My mother gave me stocking. That will strike it off on the to buy list..
Hair net, wonder if I can borrow it from my sister. As you know, she is from red cross, she might have it with her still now.
I am so damn bored. There is absolutely nothing interesting for me to do.
Except gluing myself to the television or the computer.
Or maybe even better, buliding castles in the air, otherwise stoning.
Great idea to waste time. Rubbish... Loads of rubbish..
Two more days..
My cousins and relatives are going to return to singapore from hai nan dao.
Hooray. Then I can go and swim at their place.
Maybe can go escape, wild wild wet to play.
Maybe eat sakura again. Haha..

Sunday, December 17, 2006

My turn

Ha. I got a call from my work place.
Starting work on wednesday.
So damn happy, what most is my working time is same with my friend.
Lucky me.. Or else if I was to be on my first day of work with no friends except strangers that will be so awkward.
YUp, I bought my work skirt and shoes.
Now last thing on my to buy list is a hair net.
And also two presents for my two cousins.
And just now I went out with my sister and bro.
Accompanied my brother to cut his hair.
Then after that my sister and I went to hougang mall.
I bought a face glitter which suits the theme of xmas.
Ha. I want to wear it to the xmas dinner with my relatives and cousins.
Yesterday I went to cut my hair.
Now it looked shorter and thinner.
The most importantly was that the whole hair was layered.
Now I had strands of spike on top of my head. couple..
My hair also have V shape now. unlike previous, no V shape
I also went out to catch a movie with zx yesterday
He had free movie money, which is fine with me
I merely sms that I had a cough, when I reach the cinemax, he gave me one huge packet of strepsils.
What most he bought for me a huge packet of popcorn and one large coke just for me to consume all by myself.
I was stunned.wth.
The movie that we caught was call midnight sun.
A jap love story which was really heart wrenching
The movie was very touching that I want to cry but I held back the tears.
As you know, I am one who don't weep in front of somebody.
lol
And the lead actress sang heavenly.
I want to buy he sound track which heard from zx that the cd had not been published in spore yet.
Must wait till after xmas.
Never mind, I can wait. Haha.
Now i thin back of the prank call that my cousin played on me.
I think was only yesterday that i was tricked.
He asked ting bo to talk to me.
I was like huh, the deep and manly voice belongs to who.
Oh my god, but the time I realised that he is ting bo, i was turning red.
Not angry but shy... perhaps.
Cause the trip to hai nan dao this yr, I didnt talk much like in the past where i used to talk with him, and of course play with him with the fire crackers.
So i was abit pai seh.
ha. lol.
Who knows the always been cool jh had this unlikely expressions.
Haha. .............
watever..
Now endin here, gotta eat my udon mee before it turns cold.

Friday, December 15, 2006

Shopping spree

I am so happy today. I just went a mini shopping spree.
I bought a watch with 2 faces for my cousin darren.
I bought myself 2 earrings and 1 ear stud.
I also bought myself one tube top.
Daryl bought one skull tag.
He treated me italian soda when I am supposed to treat him instead.
Cos I always late. ha
Yes. I finally have something to wear to x'mas dinner with my relatives.
Going to wear my sunglasses on that day too.
Now left my cousin valerir and vanessa x'mas present.
I wonder what darren bought for me. He won't give me a clue about it.
So excited man..
Going to cut my hair soon.. My mother sponsor me.
I want to cut a total new me..
I don't want the old hairstyle that I used to cut.
I am very excited to work in O.H..
When is the manager going to call..?
Faster call me la..
I want faster work faster get pay.
Muhaha.
One month can earn more than two thousands sia.
Haha.
Tmr morning, I need to go out with my mohter to buy the shoesand the skirt for work.

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

yipee

Firstly, i wanna thank zhi xin and his cousin.

And also sorry that I have to trouble him so much for helping me to contact the boss..

Somemore he was in a meeting at that time yet he still helped me.

Thanks

So now the good news.. I am hired so as daryl.

We are both working at banquet at one particular hotel.

Pay is reasonable.

and I think its worth working.

I wan to find the pleasure of serving people food esp.

lol..

that hotel is definitely not easy to fiind.

And when we reached tere, we had problems with the security

after waiting for few hours, finally got somebody to fetch us thanks to jerry

Then we went up to find jayne.. fill in the application form.

waited for another few more hours for the bosss.

then fill in booking list then off we go.

no need interview.. haha.. cuz we get thru by jerry and boss.

heehee.. easy pissy..


now lets talk about 12th december..

which is sheena b dae

went to play pool at spore centre.

then went n.y.d.c to eat.

damn full..

nice..

stay till 11plus

then nicky jie fetch evryone home

benny went off too by his motorbike.

eye- sair?? dun know how to spell went off after we ate finish..

thanks nicky jie for the ride..

Monday, December 11, 2006

SHopping

Just now, woke up, switch on the tv.

So damn bored.. nothing interesting tv programmes to watch

So in the end i watched barney

Eww..

Now chatting with my darren

He, his family and relatives now shopping ay jiaqi somewhere in hai nan dao.

He asked me wht I want.

Actually I also don't know what i want

So I just say that either earring or bangles.

Dun want so ex.. lol..

at first i want say pants and clothes n bag

But then bu hao yi si.

my sis want the f.duck wallet.

cost hundreds lor.

My sis also not guilty

and darren had really bought it

wa seh siia..

lol.

Tomorrow sheena birthday.. going out to celebrate with her.

Then the day after tomorrow going out with daryl, karen, dell, joey.

But dell n joey haven reply me.

So not sure.

GOing sentosa then go bugis.

I want sun tanning.. lol

I want buy new heels and clothes for new year too.

Next month bo miao coming to spore.. hooray

can see her lo..

yeah yeah yeah..

haha.. maybe she come to spore cuz she miss ah han gu.. lol..

winks**

but too bad ah han gu xin bu ding..

Sunday, December 10, 2006

haha

Haha..

Going to meet up with dudes that i have not seen them for sho long..

excited...

whole afternoon was so boring.. till i decided to go sleep

Then when I woke up, cousin darren and I smsed each other

He said that tml he, doreen ah yi, su going, didi, sing yu, ah gong, popo, yenny, bo lok, bo long, bo miao going to jiaqi to shop again..

or other places

Su gong will be leading them

So good. wished that I come back spore at a later date

Just heard from my bro that ah ji gu told him at hainan island that ask him to go pierce ear.

cause now look fashionable..

haha ah ji gu so funny nia..

humorous...

Saturday, December 09, 2006

cant adapt

I am so bored in Singapore.

HOw I wished I can fly back there to Hai Nan Dao..

Smsed my cousin.

He said that sing yu cry just because ba chor mee touched her.

Nvm.. Sing Yu still small.. She scared, is understandable

I can't adapt siia.

I feel that Spore had become almost a stranger to me

If I continue to stay there, I think I would not even regonise Spore.

One of my friend ask me go out on xmas eve

Then my relatives called my family and I out for celebration at restaurant

Then now I am in a fix.

I don't know which to go

But then if I go to the celebration, I can see all my cousins..

Argh!!!..

Slowly think ba

Now, I am also thinking whether to go lhh party on xmas

Maybe no...

Sian.

sian

Sian

Friday, December 08, 2006

Back...

I am back in Singapore.

But I am not glad about it.

I want to go back to hai nan dao.

I want to see ba chor mee

I want to see ting bo

But then he now still studying ba. Hardly come back

COnclusion is that I want to continue staying in hai nan dao

When I came back, I realised something that worth a celebration

I totally forgotten about someone.

The days at hai nan dao is wonderful.

I got rid of my phobia of dog.

Haha.

And now I own one, but not in spore.

Wonder ba chor mee still got come into the house

or eat my cousins shoes and socks.

But I knew that he chewed on my slipper and eat my socks.

Sian, next year cant goback

my cousin psle.

next next year ba..

thats all...

Thursday, November 16, 2006

I had a wonderful birthday celebration

Haha. I am back. My internet is down. And the worst is my cd is spoilt

Corrupted by the virus in my laptop darn.

Now i cannot play my game already.

I am so happy, alot of ppl wish me happy birthday.

Let me name it all:

Mr Lee-first teacher to ever wish me in my schooling life
Karen
Daryl
Verdell
Shahidah
Uma
Farhana
Gary kor

Russell
Kar Hao
Farhan papa
Sheena
Wenling
Ruo ping
Eugene
Xiao qing
Ah gong
eileen
Benny
wei hong
Pablo
Anaz
Jun Yong
.
.
.
Still got a lot, i cant name it all at one time.

Spend my birthday with daryl, karen, verdell.

They bought me a chocolate cake which caused my cough to be worsen.

BUT!!! It was so delicious. Haha.. Lol.. So who cares if my cough worsen.

If I am dead, I will be dead with chocolate surrounding my mouth. Yeah.

Bought some of my travelling clothes.

Now only few paper to go

Then Is prom night.

Wooh.

Then say goodbye to me. I am going abroad for 1 week and 6 days..

Haha.. Gotta take a lot of pictures there.

Then after when I come back, I will have to start cracking my money.

Friday, November 10, 2006

chaos in the house

Quarrel with my father a few days back.

And now I did not even talk to him and I practically ignore him

And what I hated him most.

Is his attitude to my grandparents

He made my grandparents sleep on the floor at these years.

And finally my grandparents is now moving out

But my father disagree, and even asked money from my grandparents.

He quarrelled with them, scold them

what the hell.

Hated him lots.

He sucks to the core,

Oh ya, now my sister is also ignoring my father

We planning to stay this forever.

cos in our eyes, he is none other than a beast.

What he did to me and my sister, we will never forget.

If we have a chance, we will definitely report his behaviour and bring us justice.

Lets say what if your own father slap you, kick you, and punch your stomach.

I guess you will also can't tolerate his behaviour.

I hop he will get his retribution.

Stop talking about this non sensical stuff

YUp, I bought a silver eyeliner. Karen bought too.

I took a pic of me wearing the eye liner, prom dress and the hairstyle

Daryl say that I look ravishing.. lol.

lol.

Now I left a handbag to match with the dress, eyeshadow.

And of course, my 2006 wishlist ( by ratings )

I want the sling bag that I saw at vivo city***

I want a backpack.***

I want new clothes and pants.***

I want new belt and shoes too.*

here, i want to wish my kor good luck for his racing.. gambate

Saturday, November 04, 2006

I had a great chat

I did not have a wink at all. From day and night to today morning

So when I went to school for Mr Lee consultation, I was quite dead already.

Me, shahidah uma brought some stuff for consultation. Only daryl never.

Lol..

Mr Lee marked my source based. He said that quite gd.

If I am able to maintain the standard, doing well is not a problem.

Mr Lee eat his mee hoon as he consult.

Then daryl keeo taking photos of him while eating.

Lame..

After consultation, we chatted with Mr Lee about the trans thingy and the culture, religion,

Talk about shows, when is he going to marry talk about the cheats of those ppl who ask ppl to donate.

Practically we talked about everything. Chatted for nearly 2 hours.

daryl treated me jolly shandy as part of the bdae..

went home bath and catched some sleep.

So comfy. I entered into my dreamland in a very fast state of mind.

Monday is maths paper one and social studies.

Tuesday is chemistry.

Jia You to shahidah, uma, daryl.. We must strive!!! yeah

Miss ya guys loadsssssss....

Thursday, November 02, 2006

I am turning 16 soon

Okay, I will be finally turning 16 soon in about 10 days.

But I guess not bring any happiness to me.

Duh, of course, Its O lvl peeps.

My sister bought zen v plus.

Envy her.

Yet I am just a broke girl

Received my very first b dae present from daryl. Next is my mother.

Quite unusual present though, she gave me a 50 dollar note.

And I did not expect her to give me anything

Whatever.

With regards to my bio paper.

One word, doom

When I got home I checked for the doubts.

Yeeps. my 10 marks has definitely flew away.

I got 4 question wrong which dont know how much marks it carry

Now, I can only rely on my chemistry.

I spend so much time on chemistry, though I still left the major chapters not touch on.

I hope it will do some help by pulling up the grades.

I want to get at least an A for my combined science.

For my art paper. I am elated that I finished my work.

First time round. No pain no gain

I rushed it till I heard cracks in my finger

Draining my energy.

I was very thirsty at the end of the day.

But I like my final work a lot. Kudos to me

Yesterday I slept nearly to 3.

I was starting my social studies from the basics.

So that I will understand the question well.

I must get an A for my humanities.

Definitely.

Later I am going to continue on my social studies. And after that on maths paper one.

Oh well, good luck to me and all my best budds..

Sunday, October 29, 2006

Do they hate me?

Now a days, I slept at 4 plus and woke up at 7.30am

Then study. I don't know how this arrangement of mine wil last.

Cause Its so damn tiring and a torture on my health.

And today I slept at 6am and woke up at 7am.

One hour of sleep.

I carried that limited amt of energy and head to school for art.

Do you know that I am really going to break down soon.

I guess nobody knows.

Having a stupid damn fever now.

I hope that I wont be in the situation like in pri school whereby I fall sick during psle.

Hope I can recover faster.. better before O lvl start.

Today, another best day of my life, chatted with shahidah about the my chemical romance new release.

Argh.. It make me more eager to buy it.

heehee..

I am also pissed off by this particular ' ' and miss fernadaz.

I came to art early yet I was the last few to go.

And I don't know why, I just sit there and waiting for my name to be called up, but instead I saw my classmates go up one by one.

Hey, why the person who came the latest got to go the earliest.

Damn..

All my friends had been called up, and the cher knew that I was looking at her, but she dont give a damn

Wasting my own time,

ART SUCKS.. I now starting to hate art.

Not because that I dont know how to paint or colur.

Its because it wasting too much time and very tedious.

But I am glad that I did not spend oo much time on art.

I did my art last minute, so i have more time on other subject.

Later going to stay up and study till then next morning again.

Gambate to me.

Oh ya, I am so happy that I bumped into my friend who had already graduated from sec skul.

He is none other than kar hao.

I wonder how had he been doing... hm..

He changed a lot, but his character never change,

He still as sweet and warm as before.

I guess I have to walk back home everyday so that I can bump into my long lost friend.

Saturday, October 28, 2006

Now a days, I slept at 4 plus and woke up at 7.30am

Then study. I don't know how this arrangement of mine wil last.

Cause Its so damn tiring and a torture on my health.

And today I slept at 6am and woke up at 7am.

One hour of sleep.

I carried that limited amt of energy and head to school for art.

Do you know that I am really going to break down soon.

I guess nobody knows.

Having a stupid damn fever now.

I hope that I wont be in the situation like in pri school whereby I fall sick during psle.

Hope I can recover faster.. better before O lvl start.

Today, another best day of my life, chatted with shahidah about the my chemical romance new release.

Argh.. It make me more eager to buy it.

heehee..

I am also pissed off by this particular ' ' and miss fernadaz.

Dont wish to elabrate more.

I bump into my long lost friend today.

He had graduated already from cvss.

He is none other tan kar hao.

wonder how had he been doing.

He still as sweet and warm as before.

LAter going to stay up and study.

Gambate to me

Thursday, October 26, 2006

i starting to feel a little bit of urgency

Today, slept at around 4am. Why? good qns

I was mugging chemistry.

Woke up at 7am. Waited for sms till 9am

Still no sms, thats when I decide to sleep again

Tired you know.

Slept till daryl call me couple of times.

Woke up, washed up, ate read the newspaper

Then headed to daryl house to study.

I did the raffles girls secondary maths prelim paper.

It was not difficult as most of the ppl will think

I did it quite fast,

Then his mother called me and daryl down to eat.

Wow, his mum skills like I said was superb. Delicious.

Psst: better than my mum's cooking.

Haha.

Then after that I studied a bit of chemistry.

daryl gave me all his chinese notes to study,

At around 5 plus, headed to heartland mall to have a walk, then later I went to take a bus home

Bought some chocolates and sweet.

Haha. I have a sweet tooth,

Anyway thats not the real reason. I need these stuff to help me keep awake at night while I am mugging real hard

No coffee. I don't want to have high blood pressure.

Health conscious now a days.

Major exam impending, cannot afford to fall sick.

Today morning at about 1 plus am.

The dj of 987fm says that women mind are easily influenced

YUp, i agree to a large extent. Haha

And also, I read a newspaper couple of days back.

The content says that sleeping too late will make you grow fat.

lol.

My fellow friends, eat more vege and fruits. and don't always coop yourself at home, take some breather.

That will prevent you to fall sick easily.

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

great..aweesome

this video is for my best buddies, daryl, shahidah, uma karen, verdell, joey, pikachu, precious....etc

Happy Hari Raya Puasa!!

Firstly, Happy Hari Raya Puasa !!!

Looking forward to the visit at shahidah house.

Sure gonna have a lot of fun.

The sms that I recieved quite bothers me.

Hm..

Yesterday chatted on the phone till 2 plus,

Then I was ready tp turn in, but once I saw the chemistry ten year series, I can't help but to try to do some questions

So I did like 2 questions before I really turned in.

Off to the television set.

So long dudes..

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

I will dedicate this song to all my friends who are facing the upcoming major exam.

Strive just like the shooting star. Up Up and away.

Never fail, never crashed down.

Only goal is to fly high, higher than what it expected.

Finally I had started revising. Chemistry only though.

I had done revision for the few first chapters.

Gotta strive on and perservere.

Okay, I dreamt of the same particular person again for the fourth time.

Dell also dream the same person but different story though.

Then later daryl call me said that he saw the person that i dream off while walking home.

Then I came to a conclusion, We 3 have an afinity with him.

daryl, if you chanced upon my blog, better take in my advice

Stop watching La Pi Xiao Xin!!!

Study!!!

Haha.. not trying to be naggy here..

Lol.

Off to study.. bb

Monday, October 23, 2006

boring day though the weather look fine

Woke up, and saw my parents leaving the house.

Went to wash up next.

Watched a couple of minutes of tv.

Then I went to do my maths.

Makes me feel sleepy again.

Facing all the maths formulas, complex diagramn

Argh. A torment of torture.

8 more days to O lvl.

Fast arh. Yet I have not revise any other subjects.

Lalala. Haha.

Gonna coop inside my room and study..

Wish me all the best. Hope I don't doze off again..

Haha..

Sunday, October 22, 2006

Happy Deepavavali to all indians..

May you have a good day ahead.

Today I had finally tasted the ambience and atmosphere of deepavavali celebration

Just came back from Uma house.

Had a totally fun day.

Rock my life..

Shahidah, farhana, farhana's sister daryl, uma, uma' sister and I had a lot of laughter here and there

We played sparkles, scaring each other with the slimy earth worm, cockroaches.

Chatted, took photos.. a number of them

And uma mother cooking was superb.

The food was delicious

Not forgetting the snacks that they made themselves.

We watched vasantham channel which was so hilarious.

And we also watched hellsing, loony tunes.

Best day of my life

And what really interest me most is the surprise visit to Mrs yoga

Her house was so spacious and the decorations was fabulous.

Greetings from her and her husband was warm.

We talked like friends not as teacher and student identity.

It was happy to chat with her.

Although it was the 2nd time i went to a teacher house

but this is the first time i ever go to a teacher house to celebrate an occasion

So its a eye opener for me

I will treasure the times we had..

yipeeeeeee....


a confused state of mind

Yesterday was quite a long day.

Headed to school for art paper 2 consultation.

What ironical to mean is that after few mins of consultation, I was told that I could leave?

Ironical thing is that normally art would not be so generous.

I always had to stay for more than 4 hours for art

Yet yesterday was like only a few mins?

Haha..

Then around evening time, daryl asked me to go out to have dinner.

Puay ying tag along too.

But when they heard that I am not eating, they were sort like stunned?

guess what their objective of asking out to have dinner is to make me consume a sumptous meal.

As I always complained that I have nothing to eat

But unfortunately My nother bought take away.

So objective failed.

Now I am having second thought whether to show my face at uma house for deepavavali

She had invited me countless of times and yet i did not turn up for once.

And since this is the last yr, I have to think really hard..

the end

Friday, October 20, 2006

I have received luck from many of my friends.

Although I have their luck, but then what I am lacking of is confidence

Although I studied hard for the practical.

But I have totally no confidence in passing the paper.

Just need to say may god bless me and helped me pass throught this ordeal this obstacle.

I bought TWINS new album. All the songs are in cantonese.

Then I bought my idol, hacken lee cd, a movie.

My laptop internet is down.

Cause I meddle with it, till I don't know how to revert to my own wireless connection

Thinking of it, I am so damn pissed off.

Then my computer cannot log into my hotmail.

Wth. How am I going to print my art.

How am I going to do my observations.

Tomorrow there is art.

What am I going to present to miss ng.

%3

Thursday, October 19, 2006

As time gradually neared










These are part of the snapshots that were taken at the graduation night.

The rest, I had trouble uploading it.

So I iwll uploading it some other time.

Lets think back about yesterday.

Yesterday, I had humanities consultation with Mr Lee.

I felt so dumb, I can't even understand the source.

I think that Mr Lee had explained to me a couple of times, trying to make me understand.

I appreciate his efforts.

I reckon that I had to do something about it?

The only solution is to do more practices.

while consulting, mrs yoga saw me, asked me about my progress in maths

Of course I told her the truth. She then scolded me and asked me to attend her lessons today.

But haha, I did not. I was going to make an appointment with her.. consultation at her house.

daryl and maybe karen too.

But I haven smsed her to asked for her permission.

lol.

Then after that, I went for english consultation.

Miss Yeow told me the essential pointsto be taken note of.

And the mistakes that most of the ppl will made,

She asked me to do some essay for her with the advice she had given me

She said that she will only marked mine.

Opps.. Haha..

I will be seeing her 2 days per week.

I am so fortunate to have such a wonderful teacher.

So I am going to do her as many essay and comprehension for her.

lol.

Then after that karen, daryl and I went to tampines mall to choose daryl tie and shoes.

Daryl is one rich guy.

He bought his shoe at Hush Puppies..

Cost a bomb yet he felt not a thorn in his heart,

Wow.

Then I helped him choose a tie. Quite a match

Initially we were waiting for Mr Lee reply on advice of matching of ties.

But then, to us, he seemed to have forgotten all about it.

Never mind.

Then after that went to daryl house.

His mother cooking skills were superb.

Impressive.

I studied for a few secs.

Lol.

Went home, on bus 83, I did a good deed.

At a certain bus stop, many passengers alighted.

And when I turned my head to look for a seat, I saw a bag.

The first thing in my mind was that somebody had forgotten his or her bag,

So I took the bag and staggered to the bus driver.

Handed him the bag and informed that somebody had left his or her stuff.

Isn't that a good deed.

One should be honest.

ha ha.

Later going to study.... in a couples of minutes time.

Gambate to me



Tuesday, October 17, 2006

Study or Play?

Yesterday got caned again.

This time they had gone too far off.

Why am I born into this unfeeling family?

Where is the love I am suppose to get?

Where is the love they suppose to shower me with..

I feel so lost, I feel abandoned.

They claimed that they understand me.

But the truth is they don't even understand me

Always forcing me to do the thing I detest.

Pressurizing me.

I just hate them lots.

Today went to art, I was very disturbed by yesterday scene.

I can't focused.

I just blast my ear drum with music.

Then later, decided to keep myself occupied by helping others wrapped their boards.

when mrs quek saw my workpiece.

As my art theme is one domestic violence.

She asked me whether I am feeling disturbed

Of course I did not tell them the truth, I lied through my teeth

The class were high esp doug on the coach.

But things changed when we were on the way back to the school

What we saw, made us feel inferior and demoralized.

Our art compared to other schools were just like dung?

I mean like theirs are fabulous, better than ours at least a hundred times?

So on the way back to school, the ambience is so strict

The whole coach was so quiet.

Joey said that she felt crying.

I would also cry, but then I had no tears to drop.

My tears are dry from all the crying for all the caning.

After art, went to meet karen. By the time, I met her, I was famished,

My stomach was growling.

I can't control myself at the sight of food.

So when I reached Kovan , I bought myself Medium fries.

Then heade to daryl house to study and listen to music.

Karen and I had dedications.

Lol
we ate pizza.

ACtually we did not study. all the rewst of the time we were singing to our heart fill

Went home.

Just coop myself in the room

Staying far away from my family.

Tomorrow going to Mr Lee consultations then go for miss yeow.

Then later go far east to choose daryl tie with karen..

LAstly, my words are My heart for my family are dead.

Don't talk to me about kinship ...

They don't place a position in my heart and soul

Monday, October 16, 2006

I had so much fun..

Yesterday which is on the 14th of october

Went to school for art.

Met Shahihdah on the bus..

Walked into the school together.

Hm, not a single car parked at the paking lot.

We both waited at the canteen

Then Miss Ng arrived.. Later we know, that Valerie had the keys and had arrived at 8.00am

Wow.. thats so early.. Hardworking.

Unlike me so lazy.

I was quite focused during art.

Manage to do finished my art. But imperfect though.

I kinda hated my development.

After art, went home then went out again.

Went out with karen and daryl.

First we went to tampines.

Helped daryl chose his prom clothe

But he did not bought his blazer, shoe and tie yet.

Tie we going to helped him choose at far east plaza.

Did not see any prom dress that I desire at tampines mall.

So headed to Bugis.

Walked around.

Did not see my desired dress.

So headed to orchard.

We walked to far east

But later we knew we walked to the worng direction.

When we walked, we saw a whole flock of crows and birds, flying, crowing.

So scary.. A whole flock consisting of maybe more than a hundred.

Did not manage to go far east, so we went to heeren

We went to several shops, finally we went ot the frence what shop.

Dont remember the shop name

The prom dresses are all designed by the famous notch designer, daniel yam

I bought my prom dress there.

The price is reasonable.

Cost me $109.

Then later we walked to plaza singapura.

We went to the yamaha and see the courses for drum, steel or bass guitar and keyboard

Then later we went to find a place where we can settle downand eat

Argh.. Every fast food we went are all packed with customers.

Finally we went to pasta mania and ate

I order ham and sasuage pasta and italian blackcurrant soda.

The soda was humongous. Such a big cup.

But the taste was fantastic.

Delisioso. (in french )

Haha..

Then later daryl treated us to have a snapshot. (neoprint)

Then later we headed home

When I reached home., I was so worn out and having a headache due to the huge intake of haze.

Dumb haze. exterminate you!!!!

Then today woke up quite late.

Drank soya milk for breakfast;.

Now slacking my time off..

Later going to start studying officially