Counting down 720 days.

Thanks meow for noticing me, listen to my woes.
Ytd after night class, went to my bro and his friends.
Bring them around. Joke with them, then paused outside dance room and watch foreign bodies practising for their dance.
Then went home with them, walked home with joshua colin and bro.
Yes, walked home.

Perhaps not now, not in the future that you will notice me, will put your attention and focus on me.
Last time your friends, now your family.
Nvr will be me.
A few more slashes will be nice.
Once I graduate, I will go abroad, I dont want to stay here anymore.
Even one day you find me back, I will not be there anymore.
Counting down 2 years from today. 720 days.

Learn them, manage them.=)

Today I had a constructive tuesday.
I woke up at around 10, and I head to do my story boarding.
Took a snap shot of all the materials.
And I could say I was quite consistent today.
And now I had completed story boarding, I done two story linking to one,
rather than the previous one which I only done 1.
And this time round, I did put in all my efforts, except for the last I did one shortcut.=)
But no harm done. Now I also had done the ppt, I replace the old pictures with the new pictures. I put in some words. Yeah, I am done alright.
Tomorrow I will just hand in my storyboarding to dinosaur to scan into the com and transfer into the ppt itself.

Now, my team just have to focus on the modelling that's all. And there will no be rush or last min work for the ppt itself anymore. Yipee. Hopefully could be done by the week, so that on this coming mon, when we present to the teacher, he could give us some great advice on how to improve it.

Perhaps tomorrow which is wednesday, I would re type my c# lab 09 code.
Hopefully the combo box would drop down some list. Not forgetting to study for my upcoming ecom lab test. Because my schedule is packed on the weekends, so I have no choice but to cramp in some work during weekdays.

I am so excited this coming sat, to see the baby who will call my small aunt. =) She's just so adorable isnt she? Haha.. And today I just realised something, somehow my life is much like the roads on the busy streets. When the dawn break, the road would be crowded with cars, jams everywhere. But when the dusk arrives, the road will gradually quiet down. Just like me, when school starts, or when the day starts, I would be packed with projects or school work, assignment or revision, but when I completed them one by one, gradually I would feel less pressurized because I am not competing with time anymore when I complete them. I just need to remain clear headed and do things step by step, organize my priorities And there, I got them all fixed up, I am on the right track. Isnt that great? Keeping a organizer helps me a lot to keep track on my own schedule, ensuring that all assignment project is on the right track, make sure that they are up to date. =)

Though, busy, but I learnt to manage things well, and manage my time. One example, today I did not waste my time on laptops, I didnt get so distracted by the tv to the extent that I delay my work for one hour or more. Today, I do more work than watching tv. Till the end of the day, then I would have my break at the laptop like now. It feels great really. Its getting late, have to turn in, school tomorrow as usual.=)

Sigh

Again. blogging in school. Time is contraint on my side.

Industrial design ppt to be done.

Ecom, Ecta, Etm lab test is coming up.

Ecta and Maths Equiz to be done by this week.

Maths quiz coming up too.

Ecom project report by wk 15.

I am really working hard. After school when I reach home, I would start doing assignments and project and work.

Like yesterday, I spend my time redrawing and organising the report for ecom. But still yet to be done.

In addition, I have gathering at relatives house at tamp this sat. Where can I take out all the time to do all those school work that is piling up. The only choice, is my free time, my break time. I left sunday then to do, guess I am stuck at home once again. No choice.

But somehow, I am quite glad about it. Because I felt really independent and adult. I organise my own stuff, my work, my schedule. Everything in my future depends on me.

Guess its really my world now.

My arm is aching now, because yesterday right after I reached home, I laid down my bag, I rushed to punggol plaza and buy take aways for my family.

3 packets of fried fish noodles, 1packet of chicken cutlet and 1 packet of fish and chips. Yeah, and I am alone, carrying and buying while my sister watch tv, use her lappy, my ro use lappy playing dota. Sigh what a world

Hoping for a smooth sailing day

Today presentation was okay.
There was no bad comments, but was given some constructive suggestions from the teacher.
There was a good effort implemented by the teacher.
Now we just have to complete our first attempt, paint it. Do the buttons and the screen,
I will have to take a clearer pictures, re do story boarding
However I am still considering whether we should change our design along the way.
Teacher suggested that there would be no key except that there is a function.
But the class was roaring, because the teacher once said that this project doesnt consists of any function.
So I am now pondering whether to change the remote without the key.

Enough about that, talk about what happen in the morn.
I WAS STUCK IN THE JAM AT PUNGGOL FOR MORE THAN 30 MINS!!!.
Time was ticking by the time the bus reach sengkang interchange, It was already 8.50am.
My class start at 9am. Thus I have no choice but to on call for a cab. Yes, on call, because the taxi stand was so empty, and I dont wish to waste my time waiting and hailing for one.

I didnt know cab fare was so expensive nowadays. Surchange when I step into the cab, $4.50 plus normal charge $2.80.
By the time I reach school the fare was $11.85!!! Can you believe it? The fare ate my pocket money. Lucky recently I just bank in my savings thus i have pocket money once I just withdraw from the atm machine. Sometimes it really made me wonder, is a recession a bad thing or good thing. At first I thought its a good thing because my parents would cut down on 4D, but now, I think its a bad thing, surcharge for everything increases.
Omg!!. I am just a student who is relying parents for pocket money, but hell the taxi company just ate it all. Gosh~..

Oh ya, when my bro had the laptop, we tried explaining to my dad about the cons. One example, we told our dad that maybe bro will spent the whole day inside the room watching porn. And my dad replied, if he wants to watch, we cant stop him. It all depends on himself. . Zzz. I think my whole family is quite open about these stuff perhaps.Since the day my dad diagnose with ____, our family had been eating healthily, we had been eating salmon, many herbal soups, herbal drink. Actually its quite tasty, just that when I reach home, most probably the food is gone anyway, eaten by my family.Lolx

DAMN IT!!!

I am seriously infuriating now!!! I so so damn pissed off by my industrial design team mates.
I gave him an easy task. Scanning all the coloured pics into the ppt. He could also do a little bit help by cutting out the pictures. Yet he didnt. And he didnt put the pictures in the ppt. What an easy task, yet he cant even do. Is he dumb or what. Just go to the ppt press enter for a new slide and just insert the pictures into the ppt. Is that so fucking difficult?

I am seriously piss off by his laziness, and his self proclaimed mr know it all. Dont he dare to order me around when he is the one who contribute the littlest! I was right to tell him off. I was already being lenient by doing the ppt. Story borading, I came up with the story and I drew it. However no one assist me, by suggesting what would the story would be, so that I could draw it out. NOONE!! I brainstormed, knowing that I have my own school work to do, I done it by myself. No one even bother giving me suggestions. Even now, the dinosaur said sorry to me, and ask me whether I need help, wouldn't it be too late. If he got the heart to even help and assist, he would do that in the first place already, and not after I tell him off. Even ming yuan is my bf, I still will tell him off. He never give me suggestions too, he didnt even bother to help. I bet he is sleeping soundly now. While I am the only oneworking hard for industrial design. Are guys all lazy and useless? It really made me wonder. Perhaps I am the one unfortunate to meet such guys.

Seriously if tmr ppt is not done, I wont bother myself to step into the classroom one step. I already done my part now is theirs. I won't bother myself again. My c# alrdy got prob, i dont know why the combo box doesnt have the names of the items. I haven studied for my ecom lab test. I haven figure the codes for my xml and xsl.

This world is absolutely not fair to me.I didnt get a break at all, I am consistenly doing work for others. Why am I such a fool, yet I cant let them pull down my grades. It's so not worth it.

Peace out

I was just being random and bored at night two days back when I cant get to sleep. I just re-register my C# because I was getting prepared to start typing my code for the lab. But guess, I will do that later, because I want to relax when I have peace at home.

I got C for maths, I got B for ecom. I am quite disappointed for my maths. I know I made careless mistakes;. Sigh, guess now left my sem exam to buck up on. Cheer for it, punk'd.

It's been such a long time since I had a picture taken with baby. Because well, he doesnt initiate it, and I always forgetting about it. So blew the chances away. I am finally going to admit that robert pattinson is perhaps hot in a way. I know baby going to get jealous. But its just purely thinking only,so shouldnt bother about it.

Not forgetting I am so into paramore's songs. Its so rock and groovy. Perhaps now paramore is now on my top fav list.=). I am a fan.

I am having bad flu now because of the dust. Peace out.

Worries

Its going to be 3am. And I got to wake up at 7.45am. Hmm. Guess it would be a few hours of sleep to last me through the night, because I've got night classes on today as usual.
However I am quite excited about it, because there might be a possibility that I am getting my ecom results. And I got a feeling that I didnt do very well. Well, all the best to me.

Gamers _____

I am now doing the colour scheme for industrial design. Perhaps going to skip one episode of little nonya.
Needless to say, school work is the priority. Finally we got our materials bought, all ready to do the modelling.
Baby had already saw and file the shape out of the rectangular block of mdf. Left the carving, which is my part.

Left the hinch, the key. At the same time, the ppt to be edited. Once there is lesser work to do, I will start on my Object Oriented Programming project. Perhaps I will start on the weekend itself. But I've yet to settle the lab I would want to work on. Lab 9 or lab 10? Hmm. Then I need to ponder which exercise I would want to start on.

Seriously I need to plan, keep it organized. Ytd when I reached home, I realised that my dad bought a new laptop for my bro. Wonder where he got all those money to splurge on someone who is not worth it. My bro has been asking for money day and night to go out. He's been treating his home as a hotel. Now I guess he would use the electricity day and night, costing a hell out of the utilities. Because it diesnt matter if the battery meter is still full, the plug is always attached to the laptop and switched on. It's infuriating. Its really non-necessary for a secondary school kid to own a laptop. They need not do any presentations. Or do any research for projects. Because what I see now, is my bro has ben playing dota day and night, whole day long since ytd night.

This is why I hate gamers. Because they only know how to add burden to their parents for the utilities bill. And seem useless to me, because as a student, we should focus on our studies more rather than spending the time on games. Plus, my bro is having O levels this year. I hope he dont regret when he fail english or maths or had a lousy score.