I Believe In Miracle

Woke up early, and watch tv.

Bro went out with his dream girl.

Going to study accounts soon enough I had blogged.

Going on to the next chapter soon after I revise all the exercises.

Progress is fine.

Didn't go over to baby house today, because had to study.

And can't go down with him and his mum.

Yep, tmr then.

After exam I want to work, to help baby and his mum.

Even it takes away my own time.

Even if ppl say I not steady, never go out,

Even if ppl say I fly aeroplane,

I don't care.

Because they don't know what is responsibility.

Wait till they faced the same thing, they will understand.

Think in ppl's shoes for goodness sake.

If you need someone who care for you

if you feeling sad your heart gets colder

Yes I will show you what love can do.

Cry on my shoulder.

I will always stay by your side.

I promise you I will never hide.

No more, cowardly Jia Hwei.

I will face everything with you.

I will be by your side whenever you need me.

No more Jia Hwei the Lamer.

Because I want to face my life.

No more virtual reality.

Now it's reality the reality.

The Light

Finally blog after so many days.

So much things happen in a row and its affecting me.

Regardless of physical and emotion.

What can I do now? Encourages? Pray?

Ytd went to visit baby's dad.

My eyes were wet, but i held back.

Though he's nt my real dad, but somehow I just feel remorse.

seeing baby cried when he mention about his dad makes me feel sad.

He going thru the pain that some of us have never been thru.

One example, Me. I dont know how baby feeling now. But I sure he's sad and worried.

Just one notice, God will save him.

He's recovering, he's shown improvement.

Im sure he going to be fine, and back on his feet once again.

Baby is so cute

It's been a long time since I woke up so early.

Me and dar dar went to ahjisen.

Finally got to eat my ramen.

It's so heavenly. The soup taste wonderful.

Weekend is here once again.

And I am not going to let it be a wasteful one.

I gonna start my revision for upcoming quizes and lab test.

But first I needa to enjoy first.

Interior design show interest me a lot.

Making use of the storage space with only limited square feet.

It's just so amazing.

Daryl birthday is just tomorrow.

Lolx.

I had the craving of eating chilli crab.

It's been a long time.

Watching all those variety shows that broadcast seafood.

It just make mouth watery. Lolx.

stress

Donuts
The girls
This is mine..
Alina Hand
Old chang kee curry puff

Desmond bought donuts for the class ytd.

I am sure its a usrprise. Lolx.

But then, thanks anyway/

And curry puff from old chang kee just remind me of precious.

In the past we would always buy curry puff. Reminiscing the fun we had.

and that baby of mine, now sleeping.

I bet he's sleeping on the sofa again.

many upcoming lab test.

Common test coming too.

Then the sem exam.

Nervous and stress..

Killing time in progress

Faint*
Remind me of a song my bor used to perfrom.
Did this internet protocol and ftp .
I would not want to suck it
Wonder does this "shoe" has smelly feet stench
I love this just like power ranger
I would cry out for mummy I guess



Applied html code on my own similar to blogger.
Url: http://172.16.223.56/hello.html
for win2K prof

Sending a email using tentel. Tedious.

One mistake and bang you are dead, have to redo.

Learn a lot today.

And the teacher crap with me.

Because he said that if anybody done the lab early can go have his or her breakfast.

I done already and was smiling real happy for no reason.

And teacher came to me and said

"why are you so happy today?, is it because you can go eat your breakfast?"

I was like Zzz. I replied "no, but i am really hungry"

So contradicting.

But I really like today lab because its programming but not like c sharp or c.

Its something like hosting your own webpage if you could do more research on it.

Networking. I love it.

But I dont want to take the specialisation with networking

Because it also mean that there is programming module.

Aerospace. I needa get in.

My interest grew everyday.

Yeah, my father was influential.

I love planes since I am young.

I was always amazed by how my dad told me about the planes that soar in the sky.

And always told me and my siblings about the new air vehicle releasing in the army.

It was totally awesome.

But as I mentioned somewhere,

competition is fierce. Students from AA and other classes are fighting for aerospace.

And I know there might be a low chance I could get into this specialisation.

To get a 3 in this sem, I must get 3.57 .

Then add into my current gpa to get a 3.

Final results.

Maths : A

Microprocessor Technology: B

Cost Accounting: B

Industrial Electronic Automation: C

Data and Networking: C

It is like damn disappointing to have 2cs.

The only module that I am satisfied is maths.

Mp I know I did a lot of careless mistake. I can do better.

Accounts, defeated by calculations.

Indec weak in diagrams.

Dnc I dunno what happen to it.

Aaron came to stay over at my house.

He's my bro friend.

Aaron, zhi huan, gideon, joshua and one more guy now a days like come my house party.

Joke to them.

When they are leavin, they only bid farewell to my mohter,

Then I say mei you ren gen wo jiang bye bye.

Then immediately they bid farewell.

Lolx. My bro and sis claim that joshua voice resemble me. Because HE HAVEN BREAK HIS VOICE!!!

Sec 3 alrdy, so slow. zzz.

Boredom took it chances to find me.

Been staring at a blank screen for more than 3 hours.

Nothing to do. Because baby went to ton.

I suddenly miss all my friends. Esp daryl.

Long time never go out with him. I know its my fault.

I didnt initiate to meet up with him. Partly because studies had taken much of my time.

But glad he still will call and msg and come find me in school.

What a great friend I have.

Yes, friends does nt need to contact always.

Because a real friendship will still exists even time does nt allow them.

What about baby?

Could only say that nothing interesting happening.

Cause its only school school and school.

back to fretting some stuff. Not to reveal.

You are not fit to be

Took it in class out of boredom on monday.

I freaking hate the comm skill teacher today.

His questions were retarded.

Perhpas to him, some things is impossible.

But there is a will, there is a way.

Was going to make amendments pinpointing from what he had said,

but he just keep blah blah blah.

In the end for my own individual comment I got C+

And he dont get what i meant.

For thr bag i meant a big one which can store up to hundreds, but he!

keep saying use many numerous bag to store, unrealistic.

If i was to use a bug bag which can contain hundred why not?

Damn irritated, almost irritant till to clench my fist.

And his remarks were too sacarstic..

Didnt like what he said to alina.

Ask intelligent question.

Questions are meant to clear doubt there is no intelligent or not.

Just that whether you understnad it or not.

I think he shld be the one retarded?

Just ranting all the frustrations here.

To hell with bald head.

I wanna work hard

Just got my indec, maths and microp.

The modules that I will think I will fail, maths and micro

But yet I got A for maths and B for micro p.

Indec despite memorising all the formulas, but I was defeated by diagrams.

Nvm, this coming lab test I would study hard and score. Gambate.

Plus the quiz too.

I have to work hard. Pull up my gpa.

If I can sustain the A and pull up the B to A and pull up the C to B.

Carousel

Good afternoon Peeps

Woke up with absolute energy.

Soon, In a while, I would be doing my homework.

And today the whole house would be mine.

Freedom. I just love that feeling so much.

I would have some peace, no nags to do and focus on my work.

And I wanna pack my whole room.

Isn't that great news.

I want to urge my mum and dad to buy me a new shelf.

My shelf is giving way already, and there is no more room for more knowledge.

And I think mum threw away the encyclopedia.

Cost more than a hundred bucks.

And I like it very much, but now i have no reference.

Some how i wish to swim with all the sea creatures.

Such freedom such scenery.

Another career prospect? Marine biology?

Let's take one step at a time, now aim for a 3 pointer this sem.

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Went out with baby today, first we went to bugis to walk ard.

Then headed to town,

Was crowded in town today because its a weekend.

Baby complained that wanted would not be a nice show.

But still in the end we went to catch wanted.. Zzz.

Why? Cause other movies, the seats are filling fast.

So is a no choice option.. Zzz.

As there is still time, initially wanted to eat pepper lunch,

But that lazy bum of baby dont want to walk from cine to ngee ann city,

thus we had hong kong cafe in the end.

Then we head to the cinema.

The movie was action packed, thrilling.

Some times it got on my nerves, because I was really looking forward to each ending for each actions they did.

Parts of it are hilarious too.

The ending was great, and funny.

After that we went back home, on the way to the mrt saw baby classmate,

funny thing is ms hail a cab in the middle of the road filled with crowds.

Went back compass, had my mr bean ice cream,

went to the night market for baby snack.

Then went to the mama shop, bought seaweed and biscuit.

Then went home le..

But now Im missing baby hug now..

On the phone with baby now.

He is so cute.

I miss he cushion on his stomach.. Lolx..=x

I love that ben dan!!

Always in my heart.

Finally wish for some light colour after the craze of vibrant colour.

Now is 4.16am. Was catching an online movie,

P.S. I Love You.

Was touching, I was like crying and laughing at the same time.

Till my sis said I was insane.

Finally accounts report down. left the comm skill presentation.

And I had to clarify that my discussion forum was done this coming wed.

Because I was determined that my assignment was done.

All the stupid nyp system fault.

Bernard, kk and mine name did appear in the forum.

I reckon perhaps Mr Puru had a falling eyesight.

Oh well, cant really blame him for that poor eyesight.

I am being sacarstic, because it really caused mea hassle.

And of course initially a shock and worry.

Predicted that all the common test results would be released next week.

Accounts for grp A2 was said that a better class in terms of grade.

30% A students.

1 failure only.

Thats good news, because I am sure I not the one who fail.

But I hope I could get an A. =)

Heading out with baby tmr, I know he wants his pepper lunch.

I want to catch a movie, and shop ard for a belt at least.

23 days counting down to our 1 year ani.

How glad I am to be looking forward to it.

I just feel so blissful.

Baby I love you.. =)

I want a lot of things, how? baby~?

Formal wear for later on presentation
My brother, USM
And that's me.

Currently havinf insomia, so took the chance to blog.

So that I will feel tired after a while.

I want to go shopping.

I want to buy a hoodie.

I want to buy about 2 belts? Brown, and perhaps white.

I want the mango tank top which I haven receive from esther mei.

I want a orange long sleeve tee.

I still want a black cardigan.

I want a halter neck vest.

I want a black short,

I want a bag.

Sling one or a tote bag.

I want new studs

I want a white three quarter from mango.

I want to eat ice cream, I want it to be green tea flavour.

I want to eat ramen from ajisen.

I want baby to buy that nice spec everyday.

I want baby to hug me everyday.

I want baby to bring me eat ice cream and ajisen.

I want baby to shop with me.

I want baby to give me pressie. =x

Lolx.

I want my pillow to smell so nice everyday.

A lot of wants. Just to ease that boredom.

Baby gave me a lil surprise.

He bought me a lollpop. =)

If he could give me a very big lollipop, grape flavour heart shape,

that would be nicer.

I suddenly feel like going to candy empire.