I am so high

People, let me share my joy with u esp dell and karen. I went to fahrenheit signature session. They also performed. I managed to take a video of them performing and I took a lot of photos. When I went up the stage. Oh my god. I just blurted out to wu zun that he is handsome. Omg. He smiled and said thank you to me. Shook my hand. Then the next one is ya lun, his eyes is so big and watery. He is so cute and he smiles so charming. He shook my hand TWICE!!!! And he kept smiling to me. Omg. The next one is JIRO!!! Oh my god, he kept looking at me and the way he held my hand is like he is proposing to me. He also stroked my fingers. He smiled to me for 2 mins plus. Oh my god. When he held my hand, I felt a burning sensation in my body. My heart melted. Oh my god. I was smiling as i never smiled before. Then next one is yi ru, sun shine boy. All these are paid with some price, i went to queue up with my sister and her friends at 11plus in the morning. and I waited in the stuffy corridor till 6pm. Then everybody stood up so as i. And those fans just pushed and squeezed us. And they are all sweating. Imagine other people sweat touched u. Ew. BUT ALL THESE IS ALL WORTH IT!!!!! I LOVE FAHRENHEIT ESP JIRO AND WU CHUN!! not forgetting the cheers i have heard today. I heard one fan saying ( xiu yi ge ge, wo chu gui le, wo ai ni) Haha..

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Yesterday I went compass point to meet verdell. YOu know how verdell able to recognise me? Here the conversation goes.
Me: dell, where u?
Dell: At the mrt platform lor.
Me: where?
Dell: are u wearing a red and white shoe?
Me: How u know..
Then I saw verdell. Haha. I did not know my shoe was so eye catching. Then we went to dhoby gaut to take a transfer train to somerset to meet karen. We saw jian hao. And I kept mentioning bak gua. Haha. We are the bak gua team. Lol.
We chatted till we dont know that our train had arrived. Luckily jian hao informed us, or else we have to wait another train. When we reach somerset, we waited outside hang ten at centre point. Have to wait for damn long fro karen. Cause she and her other colleage have stock audit. After tht athe auditor sent us to nyp. It was a posh car. I like her car man. She drove with one hand and at a certain road, she sped. It was thirlling journey indeed. Wonder how much an auditor earned a year. Lol.. Saw many juniors from cvss, pei rong, jessica and her bf, li jun. After the touring the school, went ot meet zhi xin. we went tampinese to find doug for the job application form. Who knows he never work. Embarrassing scene. Then we went plaza sing to play arcade. Went to the top floor and wen to play zone x. PLay para. I layed basket ball too. Saw PAPA, shalyn, faizal, jia hui, jing xuan and another gal.Papa keep calling us to shake our butt. Haha. sha keep touching karen butt to ask her move her butt. Lol. Fun..Then played till quite late. Verdell went home while i accompanied karen to hang ten again as she had to take the shop key. Saw one cool guy wearing in green jersey. Cool man. They have stock take. wait till 11 plus.. Then finally can close shop. Then walked back to ps to take mrt, my ez link no money. Take mrt. Then karen say that the guy in front of me work at bodynits which is beside hang ten.Universtity student leh. Next time ask him to coach me maths. Lol. Reach home, got fed up with my mother. She asked me not to revert to my old ways which is going out till 2am-3am plus. The problem is its already in the past. what she want me to do. Still linger on to the past for what. Some more i this year will be 17 yrs old. I should get some freedom right. argh..

Heard from sha when she went back to school that the O level results is on the 2nd of feb. PLus the news is accurate. but for now, just go to the govt website and check on it. a better peace of mind.

Rejoice

TOday while packing., my mother found something that i wrote in my journal when i was in secondary one. It was absolutely silly. I felt really stupid when i was reading that. Something to do with santa claus. Will blog it once i find where my mother had now kept the book. So let's look forward to my next entry. Watch another episode of fei tian xi shi. Hana kimi fans let's rejoice. Cause it will be on air on channel U soOn. OMG!! Haha.. I hope forensic heroes will be on air soon toO. Fei Tian Xi Shi also. All the hong kong serial drama. I just love it. 28th is fahrenheit signature session at IMM, 29th is hana kimi autograph session at TM.Feb 10th is alan luO zhi xiang autograph session at j8. Many events are happening. Now I am also planning what to bake for my friends on valentine day. Have some ideas in my mind already. But don't know what will the outcome be like. I never bake for a long time. Somemore now i have to bake for 18 people. And the last time i bake was cheese bites and its 2 years ago since i touch the oven. Haha. Take one step at a time. Here a msg to Nicholas : Eu really forgotten what is on, on the 23th of jan? Sms if u remember ba..

Glum again

Pack some stuff again. Another boring day. Yearn to go out again. Thursday.. Going back to cvss first then go nyp.. Don't know want to go cvss on friday with gary and his friends. I realised that I am becoming more and more undecisive. And I can't feel my own emotions. Am I dead? watch finish wei xiao pasta. I felt so envious. How i wish the scenario will happen to me. except that I know its impossible. Can anyone tell be the exact date of the release of the result? is it on the 5th of feb or the 9th of feb. Argh!!

the unreveal

The truth will be revealing on 5th of feb. Will I able to pass this obstacle, this ordeal? The answer will be revealed. Valentine is also coming. Sigh.. Got nothing to be happy about. But at least got friends to be here for me.. Will these fairy tales be realised just like the wei xiao pasta or fei tian xi shi. All the sweet talks, initiation,.. blah blah.. Oh ya, must rmb to burn cd for dell, kum weng and also burn th mid night sun sound track.. A lot of burn to do.. burn burn burn.. burn the whole house down aso never mind.. what a short post..

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My shoulder are swollen

I want to complain. My shoulders are bruised from all that weight that I was carrying yesterday.
Thats all about complaining. Let me talk about yesterday.
I woke up at 6 plus in the morning. Get ready. Wore my sunglasses and then step out of the house. Met karen at my bus stop. When I am boarding the bus, i realised that when i tapped the ez link card, there was only one beep instead of the usual 2. Then heard from karen, that i now considered as adult fare. What the hell. Went to cvss econ there to wait for verdell. Saw willis and xue ying while waiting. Finally the princess had arrived. We went inside the school. Saw many familiar faces. Then went to the library de small room. verdell chatted with mdm wee, while me and karen listen to their conversation. spent quite a long time in there, then we left the library. We went to the canteen and eat. Saw mrs tan, mrs yong, mrs ang. Ate fishball noodles. It was so delicious. Then we set off to ngee ann. Quite a long journey. Reached there, smsed jun yong but he haven reach school yet. On the way down the stairs, saw my pri school mate, hong wei. As a really nice greeting gift, he gave me 7 sets of newspaper. HAHAHAHA.. After going to ngee ann, we went to tp. then zhi xin meet us, he treated us to eat sakura family restaurant,. delicious man. Then we went to the arcade. Karen and I saw two fucking ppl who thought that they are cool. Their impression did not give me the impression they initially want to give., It makes us feel that u both are arrogant, childish, stupid, dumb, cretin and of course cheap. Stare us, then hope that all the staring will make yor eyeball fall out, or better get cancer. And if u like bumping into ppl so much, why dont i give u a better choice, bump yourself into the lamp post, dumbo.

Too early perhaps.

Woke up at 4.28am. Early uh. It's too early. Just now I counted the stars in the sky. I am too bored. Yesterday watched forensic heroes acted by bobby au yeung zheng hwa. I love him loads. The show is damn nice and interesting. I addicted to it. What am i going to do today? Gotta sort out my sec 2 books for my brother. Watch forensic heroes. I want to go out. But nobody pei. My friend either is schooling or working. Cousin aso schooling. I cant possibly go out with my mother. Utterly bored it will be with no common topics. Even if there is, i also wont go out with her. Conventional mind set. What ever. This fri going to ngee ann and temasek poly for open house. I must thank jy. He say he can bring me n friends ard ngee ann poly. Thanks dude. Tp can find roderick or wei han. Lol. I am so looking forward man. Hoorays.

New language

Now I still have not turn in yet. Yup. I learnt portugese today. I now know how to speak a little of portugese, but i still can't pen down those spellings. Haha. I am going to fahrenheit signature concert on the 28th. My sister friend will pass me her disc, and i substitue her to go have the cd signd and of course meeting those suave guys. Oh my god. I am pending forward to have a look of Jiro and chun in person. Gonna faint any minute. They are just so cool. And Hana Kim part 9 is out on you tube. And I have watched finished it. Now I am waiting for part ten. Oh yes. I also watched toyko & Juliet. And also some part of Zhuan Jiao Yu Dao Ai acted by xiao zhu. Ou xiao Ju craze is on and it's getting hotter every minute. Ending here, cause i want to sleep. Haha..

Another Boring Day

Another boring day for me. I woke up at 5.47am. Ate bread with icy sugar and almond on it and blueberry filling. Then ate medicine fo headache. I think I did not sleep well, thus causing a spilt headache. Greet my grandmother and grandfather. Decide to change my blog skin. I hosted my own picture. It is a picture I took of hainan dao, near the place where i stay. It's all rural life. I put the song that i am trying to remember the lyrics. My sister bought hana kim vcd. Later after she releases from school, she is going to get fei ren hai cd from sebawang. Now 8 plus in the morning. The whole house felt empty. It as if I am the only person in the house. Of course, i did not see my father for many days already. My grandparents are out. My borther and sister schooling. My mother sleeping. Of course the house is quiet. Blasting music in the living room.
Yesterday doreen ah yi brought zui kway from po po house. Made by po po personally. Yum. The chai pok also made by her. Since now i am so free, maybe I can ask her to teach me chinese cuisine and how to make kway cause i sucks at chinese cuisine. I only know how to cook western cuisine. Really sucks right. As a chinese, yet I odn't know how to cook chinese cuisin. What a letdown. I can observe that my nail is growing. But of course i am not so stupid to use a ruler and measure it everyday. Haha. Jh's instinct. LOl. Glibberish here. Cause i am really bored. I am bored till i can read couple of newspaper. I read the strait time and the new paper. Then famished, so i went to read cook magazine which is all stated i chinese, so don't bother to read, Just see the picture of the food. I hate reading chinese, will only give me a headache, and maybe if i read, i think i will take about 45mins to read just one recipe.Duh! Sian, a great weather seemed today. I yearn to go out. But not shopping. I want to go cycling. Although i desire to play roller blade, but wait till my nail is fully grown. East coast beach, sentosa, pasir ris beach, siloso beach, pulau ubin. Argh.. Stopping here, or else i will be going bonkers already. berserk mode. But before that, let me tell you a damn lame joke. I was asked by sister, so i decide to blog it. here it goes. Why singapore is having downpour and rain now a days.?
Answer: because rain is coming. Get it? No offence to rain's fans. I was just staing what my sister asked me.

Will it grow back?

Today don't know what's wromg with me. I woke up at 5.30am. Since I came back from overseas, this is the first time i ever wake up so early. But it also shows one sign. I am kicking the habit of waking up late. Initially, I intended to go k with dell and lao da. But my huang hou don't want me to go. She even asked me to go to the regional library. Plus, my leg injured. One of my toe nail had been plucked up. Since that time after the training. But toe nail had been in pain. Then slowly thepain subsided. I thought my nail had recovered. Who knows beyond the nail, internal bleeding occurred. It was found out by my sister when she asked me why that one of my toe nail became brown colour and had no feeling at all. so in the morning about 8 plus, i went to pluck it out. So that a new nail will grow and also get rid of the harden blood. But surprisingly when I pluck it out, i did not feel any pain and there wasn't any bleeding when it supposed to have. Weird ar. Now I have to change the dressing about 5-6 hours interval. Hopefully the nail will grow fast. or else i cannot wear shoe for a long period of time.

Tired. Yawn

Today woke up at 6.30am. And I am not awaken by any din or alarm clock. Although it's good news that i wake up early. But it's also draining my energy sooner. Now I feel tired already. Read the newspaper, drink tea from hai nan dao, ate can macaroni soup. Then watch channel 8, then canged to channel 5 for the interior design tv programme , ten to a cooking show. Then after that i switched off the tv, and watch vcd. Smsed with dell, karen, manfred, nicholas and my cousin. Manfred said thaat i am an owl an a office gurl. Haha. Lol. Now looking out from the window, i could only see mist. Cold weather. I would love to have a bowl of hot piping PUMPKIN SOUP. That will be great. I think I will be dozing off an minute soon, My eyelids are heavy. Yawn..

A minor change

Once again I slept at 8 plus in the morning and woke up at 6 plus. Watch tv, bath, eat. But today not going to sleep at 8 plus or 9 plus in the morning already. Today I am going to sleep early. I am going to do some research early in the morning. Hope tomorrow there will be a downpour. That will make me feel more ease to do my things in a cooling weather. wosh. Thinking of that, I feel like I'm in heaven. Haha. Just went to browse through some taiwan celebrity blog like Rainie, Xiao Zhu and Linichen. Interesting blog indeed. My sister going to fei lun hai autograph session. i want to go too. I want to go see wang dong cheng and wu zun. They all absolutely cool. But of course the whole band is awesome. I'm waiting for the release of hua yang shao nian shao nu's vcd in singapore. Going to change my blogskin soon. This time, I decided not to choose those with navigation. Sometimes a minor change will be nice. Thats all for today. Going to continue surf the net. Hooked up on the internet.. haha

I am a Owl

I am really becoming a owl too. A real one. I mean not having all those feathers, just the characteristic. I watched Hua Yang Shao Nian Shao Nu show from 11 plus at night till yesterday morning 8 plus. Then I turned in at 9 am in the morning. Slept till 6 plus in the evening again. But I kinda like this kind of life. Except that it is unhealthy kind of way. I received my cousin cd. But i yet to send him the hacken lee movie vcd. Still waiting for my friend to return me. And I als still haven reply my god sister letter. A lot of letters to send indeed. Didn't go for the intervew yesterday. So, I am now still jobless. I think it is not possible to find a job now already. Too late already. So **** up now. Luckily my dad working night shift, wont be seeing for the whole week. Which means for one week, I have one less person to scold me. Yesterday had a couple of dreams, one of them is the same person, no need me to elaborate. the other is totally a nightmare. It stil give me the chill till now. He asked me to go back O.H to work, But i don't know. I asked him to give me three days to think. Tomorrow I have to tell him my answer. A lot factors that I need to consider carefully. This desperation for money and the toleration for the hard work. Argh!!! I don't know. I hope he won't remember what he had asked me. Thats the end.. Gonna return back to my vcd..

travelling

I don't know what with me today. I 6 plus in the evening then wake up. My cousin just smsed me that he going with ah gong to hai nan dao during the june holidays for one week. I also want to go, but have to ask permission first. So damn it. Read the newspaper just now. The content include thta singapore poly is offering 2 diploma degree course. That's great cause now it popular in university. thats what i read from the newspaper. I just thought of many things. There are several things that I want to do.
1) Travel to Rome
2) Travel to Hong Kong.
3) Travel to Hai Nan Dao
4) Travel to Austrialia
I kind like travelling a lot. maybe when i grow up, and earn lots of money, i want to travel around the world.

Memoirs..

Got my dress already. My cousin send me a letter with 2 disc inside. lol.
Actually today my mother buying me a new bag. But then I felt that it is a waste of money. Okay, got help from zhi xin again. His cousin helping me find another job. I hope I get a reply soon. And hope by the time I get a job, it would not be too late to work and earn enough money before school starts. Revised my cantonese lately. Learn new pronounciations. I learn to construct sentences. Now I am learning korean. I watch many korean vcds, trying to obtain more pronounciations. Gotta buy lonely planet books on the lanuage korean. I yearn to go ajisen and eat again. Miss the chewy noodles and the delicious gravy. It's so mouth-watery.. Just went down to meet doreen ah yi. To my surprise, I saw ah hua yi on the car too. Long time never see her. Ah hua yi is just like my sister like that. Took care of me since young, watch me grow up. I also watch her to grow up to a adult and married. Su po and Su gong also just like her took care of me. I remember su po took me to the austrailian international school to fetch those students home. That time su po is the bus auntie, so I got the priviledge to go visit the school. I will always remember that outing.. Gotta end her efor the day..

Hm.. interesting..

Yesterday chatted the whole night with shan yuan. Talka bout a lot of things.
Going out with him on saturday. But haven confirmed yet. See what time I go retrieve my dress.
Read the newspaper just now. There are a lot new courses under the category hospitality, design, digital-media. Under the category Hospitality, there are 1) Diploma In Customer Service Relationship And Service Management: RP.. 2) Diploma In Hospitality And Resort Management: NYP.. 3) Diploma In Retail and Hospitality Design: TP.. 4) Diploma In Integrated Events and Project Management: SP.
Under the category Design, there are 1) Diploma In Experience Design(Interaction and Product): SP.. 2) Diploma In Environment Design: TP.. 3) Diploma In Space And Interior Design And In Visual Communication: NYP.. 5) Diploma In Design For Interactivity: RP
Under the category Digital-media, there are 1) Diploma in Audio-Visual Technology And In Digital Visual Effect: NGP.. 2) Diploma In Motion Graphics And Broadcast Design:NYP.. 3) Diploma In Interactive and Digital Media: RP.
Thats all.. Typing all these indicate one thing. I am very free..
Going to nag again. I want to work.. So damn it..
Shall I consider the job? daily pay some more. Purple mrt line.. Convenient. hm..
Yepp. I will take it.. Don't care about my friend's reply liao. Wait till so long..
Hai me being call by my father a beggar, say why I never work.. Say what I don't dare to work. what the hell. Go to hell with him..
the good news of me found a job, the first person i will tell is my ...., ........ Tan.
Lol.. Now goin to surf the internet.. Then later going to burn cd for my friend..

Finally. yes man

Horray to me.. I just repaired my laptop internet by myself.. Kudos to me.
This holiday I almost have been staying at my cousin house.. Then my cousin took turns ti stay at my house.
Almost everyday go white sand and sakae sushi to eat.
Then one of the days, uncle bernard and doreen ah yi brought my cousins, my siblings and I to marina clu for dinner.
Sumptous man.. eat till veru full.
Got to see many boats and I took pictures of my cousin beside a speed boat. Awesome right.
Went shopping couple of days ago. Total I bough one pants, 2 tops and one dress. The dress had been reserved. Gonna retrieved it on staurday.
I want to get a job quickly. I hate waiting. Especially when I tried to call the person the whole day, the person never even pick. So piss off with that.
I found several jobs but I haven call yet cause I still waiting for somebody's reply.
Douglas video call me this afternoon, just now also.. He bought a new hp and want to test it.
This few weeks had been sleeping at 5am and waking up at 3 plus in the afternoon.
I think I should really declared myself as an owl already. I live like a owl.
This sunday going to po po house to see sing yu.. She so cute and adorable..
Got hacken lee new release album, thanks to zhi xin.. My christmas present..
Got a necklace with diamonds on it from my cousin.
Got a leather wallet from my another cousin.
Got a skin moisturizer which my aunt bought from korea.
Got chocolates from my gu po.
Christmas gathering with all my releatives from my maternak side at Allson Hotel.
That place sure is hard to locate. Been looking out for the hotel while my ah yi drove. Gave her directions.
This year actually going to japan with my relatives but in the end cannot. My sister having O level this year.
But never mind I still go tmy cousin. He this year also cannot go. HE got PSLE.
lol.. Maybe after my cousin PSLE finish, my ah yi maybe bringing us to malaysia..
Bo miao comin singapore lo.. She will be staying with my po po.. But staying in singapore only for 2 weeks then have to head back to hai nan dao.
I wonder if he will take the initiative to sms me.. hm.. wonder will he read my blog entry.. hm..