stressing up again..

At the food court waiting for dar to come back.

Dar wrote on my hand de.

Dar wore my slipper and I wore his. See the difference? lolx

I love this pic.. lolx.

Ytd was me and dar de 6 months. So long le.. But i want it to be longer.. Hehex. Ytd after school, dar pei me go home then i switched bag then we head to bugis. Walked ard, dar shop for one shirt at bugis. Then we walked to city hall. Lolx. Bought my shoe and slipper there. Dar choose de.. My mummy say he has a good taste. Lolx. Then we headed to penisula. While walking, saw a hamster tht look like dar dar so cute!! hehex.. lolx.. dar bought his shoe at penisula, levis de but the price weird weird de.. All the price there like anyhow put one. Then went to raffles shopping centre outside, dar eat med, we saw a lot of posh and expensive car. lolx. Then we walked to marina square, cos i miss the kimchi ramen. Hehex. lolx. Then dar wen to eat med again ,then we went compass take bus home.. very happy ytd.. long time nvr go out with dar.. lolx.

Then today after school went home, then go out with sis, she paid for my stuff, only i paid one. Bought vest, tee shirt, dress. Now i have enuf clothes for my chinese new year. This yr mother side having a buffet at doreen ah yi condo..

Haven study for my creative and innovation, getting stress up.. stress stress stress..

I have waken up

Made up my mind to study hard, all the thinking I've sorted out perhaps work. Now I just want to have one last bit of fun then back to my studies, full time mugging. I want to get a good gpa, I want to get into a good speciallisation, I want to go to a good uni. A good future awaits if everything is going smoothly and well. And I'm going to achieve that.

Dar u must work hard too, I really dont want us to get separated into different schools. Get what I mean? Though I'm naggy but its for your own sake, for our sake. And sry for throwing my temper at you ytd, I know I shldn't but yet uncontrollable, I will learn to tame this temper of mine. And thanks for encouraging me.

Alina, if you really changed to your desired course, don't forget me hor. =).. Friends would be friends forever.. Need help, I'm always available. =) And let jia you for our exams. Meet out some day ya? study tgt?

From now on, owl would be serious about studies, no more slacking. Alrdy did my first step: not to slp in class.. I would now move up another step. Success is within my grip if I persevere, with determination and commitment, I know if we believe in faith we can do it. Let us work hard together and work towards our goals. Strike off the phrase give up in your own perspective your own mindset.. Replace it with success with only nvr ending hardwork. Believe in yourself, you can do it. Just do your best, with results you will be satisfied and worth while. Let this paragraph leave an impact on those who had the same mindset as mine once before, promise to let go of the past, atone for the mistake you once make, use this chance to let this refreshes your mind and find a new way of light.

working hard

Another setback, once I am strong but imagine when failure become a routine in my life, all those impact all those negative mindset, would I able to take it once more? No.. I break down, I surrender to the fate, I surrender to my stupid brain. I always tell myself that I can do it, but after all, reality just makes me woken up, all the spirit that I was suppose to have just vanished at the sight of it. Pls, stop this crap. This is hard for me to accept it.

What my future lies for me.? Im a person who cares abt pride much as my future. Seriously I dont want to fail any modules. I cant take it when I lost.. Yes, I have high expectations of myself, I want to score higher than everyone. I am obstinate, I have a high sense of pride. I dont like to lose. This is me. And had nvr been changed..

Ytd what had happened affected me a lot, though I still have another chance,the mini proj to help me but would i able to get at least a A or a B? I dont wan to jut get a pass or D, I want higher than that. Why I didnt try harder, why didnt I put my heart in studies, Why I did not honour my words. How am I gg to face myself, till with only hatred and regrets? Now I just feel so useless..

But I will study hard, study my way up to uni to pursue my dreams.

想你

你这个大傻瓜，不要sad!! 有，我有想你。我天天都在想你呀。

own thoughts

Kinda having twirls in my mind, but yet Im not sure what Im thinking. Mixed feelings is what i felt now. My mind holds nothing but blankness. hmm.. Maybe it just a shock to me.. Let me go over it, give me time.. Cos im lost.

Darn, my maths left one try, those 2 tries i failed, one even by one mark. Why cant let me pass, but im sure i did it right.. Whatever.

Morning bump into juan hui and her friend, nice meeting them, found another bb mate. =).. Must meet out someday again.. My friend..

I want to be 18 fast, so that i can take up driving lessons, promise my bro when i turn 21 and i have a car i will drive him to school. That will be a promise.. But 18 let me have one fear, i scared i have the urge to smoke again. Cos 18 i will have a free will to buy cigarette, since its was suppose to be a legal age. Tell me how, what am I gg to do? Can someone hold me back?

3.35am.. Watching the clock hand ticks, staring at the space with no thoughts in my head. Why am i still up? No answer, cause I dont know what i am doing except blogging.. Been thinking abt whether im soft hearted.. I told my son that I dont care about it, but deep down inside my heart, i still care abt the friendship. But now just let it be. Dont wish to brood much over it, cos my studies are more impt..

Have not been talking to my sis, for couple of days alrdy. Its peaceful, though some criticism here and there. I learnt to speak nicely. Anger management.. No thoughts of slashing myself or what so ever.

Don't look on the surface, Jia Hwei has her own emo times, though she always put a smile on her face, joking ard, but beneath the smiles, she is suffering.. She just putting on a bravefront..She likes to hide her feelings cause its in her character, she does not like ppl to know how she feels, cos she wants everything good for her and her friends. When you saw her on the streets alone, you may see a different personaluty, a person who is cool and anti social, non approachable. But she holds one promise, she will try not to show a sad face to her friends and loved ones..

Been thinking of the past when i was in pri school.. Teacher complained about me always bottoming myself, even my parents said so. I was never active in class participation. Im just a very quiet kid, who hardly speaks.. A very timid but sporting gurl. From that moment i know i have to change.. =).. My thinking had been maturing along the way of overcoming obstacles.. I'm not afraid of teachers anymore..=) Gt to end here, and turn in. lolx.. nightx..

One Down and 7 Ups

One Down and 7 Ups.. One de proj down, upcoming will be creativity & innovation proj, maths cms, maths equiz, c# sharp equiz, c# lab test, c# miniproj, engineering drawing lab test. I doom for..

Good Luck to me ba..

Chiko chalet, dunno want to go a not lehx... cos im really pack with the upcoming stuff above and still got things to settle oso..

I need to sleep early from monday onwards.. so that i will have more energy and when i get home i wont sleep. This allows me to have more time to start revising for my sem exam.. lolx.. this will be the first step im gg to take.. lolx.

Dar ar must study hard ar, and must eat more.. eat more good.. lolx..

gtg and do my stuff.. ciaos..

i neglecting my dar le, hw?

时间好紧迫。压力一直往上升。考试也将来临了。时间由我自由控制。但不懂该如何开始。因为我的一些固执，我的烦恼，让我的心情好低落。甚至把脾气发在dardar身上。真的真的很对不起. 这几天也忽略了他。这个时候我觉得我很坏，不是一个很好的女朋友，但我会理补的。dar, sry.. I will make it up to u de.. These few days had a been disappointment to you, cos of proj and deadline, i been a lil cold to u, u are right, i really have nt been showing much care to u.. But from now on, your dear dear will shower u with a lot of care.. k?

Today morning went to bugis to buy components, then head to cck to meet alina, then go her house do proj.. Our circuit work! Credits to alina and han liang.. Now we left the casing. Though maybe mistakes had occur due to my blunder, but im glad it work out after all..

gg dar hse

Just came home nt long ago from dar house.. lolx.. His parents a bit funny dunno why.. lolx. Dar took strepsils from his father and give me.. lolx.. Watched tv at dar hse.. lolx.. 12 plus jiu head for home.. lolx.. Now dar fishing prawn at dunno whr. lolx. -_-

Today school was ok. Today had DE lab test, hahax, i am darn happy for that cos within mins i connect finish and the circuit was working all the output was all there.. hahax.. lolx.. yeah. lolx. and i got to know my DE results for common test, i fail but not badly. have to buck up during sem exam.. lolx. I can de.. lolx. AND dar u oso have to work hard. lolx.. i was quite tempted to buy psp, but on second thought dunno whether its worth it, but I want to play whenever im outside and have nothing to do. Hmm, think after i work and have sufficient money ba. Lolx., But new hi fi set first.. more impt. lolx.. And roller chair, i want to upgrade my room. lolx.. But can say my room is near for my side.. lolx..

Now putting my cds songs back into lappy.. hahax.. lolx.. then later gg to watch movie, then plan for proj stuff.. Tmr gg buddy buddy alina house for creative proj.. lolx.. Tmr have to continue pack my room.. lolx.. Now waiting for my vest and slogan tee... lolx.. got my dress already... lolx.. cant wair forward to my vest..

I want to watch the movie One Miss Call!! Lolx.. Seems like a nice movie.. lolx.. great story content..!! lolx..

boring lecture

hahax, now in lecture hall using lappy. Its just feel s great to have my lappy back with me.. Welcome back lappy, though you are just ibm.. hahax.. lolx.. Brought wrong lecture notes so dont intend to listen to the lecture, and since i brought my lappy why not make full use to it.. hahax. lolx.

finally english project is done, and quite agood grade. Now can concentrate to do other stuff, and i oso just got my de proj from qing gui, after i pass it up, i can concentrate on other stuff again. lesser stuff to do and stress about.. hahax. lolx. Now im just happy.. lolx.. no need a morning call from juan hui though she say if i need a morning call can call her.. But now no need. thanks anyway. hahax. lolx. Today nyp open house.. lolx.. not much crowd though.

My class gg to organise chalet.. yipee.. finally another nice good gathering, hope everybody can makke it of course.,,The more the merrier.. hahax,. lolx.. yay.

Today after my eng, went to find dar for a while, keep biting me oh. very pain de nor.. sobx.. lolx.. hahax.. then after head for creative, then i ask jack tan one lame qestion.. I ask him whether he change his hairstyle,the funny part i sthta he still reply me say that cos of chinese new year then want to change a new hairstyle.. dots. hahax. ate kit kat from grace.. yummy,. thnks.. hahax.. lolx.. then qing gui come to class outside pass me proj.. lolx.. then everybody head to mac.. Dunno why suddenly mac service so good, my class just sat down onli, one of the crew came to us personally to take our order then after tht still deliver our order straight to us. LOlx. The best part is that we no need to pay for service charge.. hahax..lolx.. After that went to de lecturehall which is now de lesson, outside the lecture ppl giving free popcorn, i took one and give to dar.. hahax.. lol. sweet ma.. hahx.. lol..

Hahax, i know dar can see me from behind wad i doing.. just dun wan tell him.. let him xin yang yang.. hahx.. dar ur xin got yang yang a not.. hahax... lolx..

projj craze

Decide to take a little break from all the rushing of the eng proj game show.. My eyes are tired, closing.. but yet have to force them to be open wide.. Now i left the answers, then im done and i can go have a relaxng shower to ease myself and soothe my whole body.. Aching all over.. Lolx.. My hand in pain. Got a deep cut, and became more swollen, my thumb is swollen, my index finger is swollen. And its darn painful.. Put plaster oso no use.. Zzz.. Dar, u nvr sayang my finger.. =(

Me chan ning and sin nee stayed in school till ard 8pm plus.. Then i took the model home and do the rest.. So here i am.. Managed to rush, that's great news.. Sin nee switched on hokkien song then we are there singing.. lolx.. chan ning very funny la, the sin nee.. All of us are very lame.. lolx.. But still quite glad we managed to do finish it with some touches left to do.. Group work, though kee lin not with us today, but he oso did contribute much to the proj itself.. Kudos.. =)

Tmr nyp open house, sure gg to be a big event in the school, which means i might bump into my friends from secondary school. lolx.. Hope to see them actually. hahax.. lolx..

My lappy is repaired.. After the whole thing rushed to compass to take my lappy. On the bus gt one gal abt 2 yrs ba, keep calling me jie jie.. hehex.. so cute.. maybe 10 yrs later i will oso have my own one.. lolx..

got to continue my proj then install my nokia stuff then reload all my files.. jia you ar owl.. lolx..

another bad day

Now in school using chan ning lappy, while waiting for sin nee to come back.. Ytd cut the boards till i accidentally cut my hand, and my hand is bruised.. all red.. very painful. din get enuf slp, some more still feeling stress up due to the tight schedule.. Some how my attitude affect dar, make him hmm how to say, shld be frustrating ba.. Haiz, sry ar dar.. A bit down lately.. Hope today can finish then i have lesser thing to do.. Kee lin sick went home.. Then now me and sin nee need to wait for chan ning to release then do.. Later after sinnee print the backgrd, then i can type the questionaire.. All choing ar.. Let Jia You man!!



Tmr gg HL house to do proj also, but will be staying in skul for a while for my c# proj. Stress, why got a lot of proj.. Sian.. Saw my sem exam timetable already.. 3 papers.. Haiz.. Stress ar, have to start revising now already.. My schedule will be packed no time to buy or shop for new year clothes already.. Maybe just buy online.. Now waiting for my vest, the person replied already.. hahax.. lolx.. so excited.. halter neck one.. been longing for it..



My dad today morning 2 plus am reach home then go out again to airport.. Gg overseas to play golf.. Dots.. Hope i know how to configure.. lolx.. later when taking my lappy need to ask abt internet stuff and the warranty..

Me and sin nee got one common point, is we hate gambling and hate our parents hogging on 4D.. I totally abhor it.. Argh..

Sin nee let see me the video on mc king.. So sad..haiz..

too stress up, at wits end

Today i just had a very bad day, had a foul mood, too stress up with stuff, uptight abt my proj. Seriously im at loss.. These made me feel so darn irritated.. Then after skul meet juan hui, then settle thing made me flare up again, i was there scolding very loudly at compass point.. Argh!! When me and juan hui take pic, we both came to a conclusion, we both are really tired.. Thats true, im quite tired with my life.. So stress, studies making me all so worn out.. Luckily juan hui there for me..

Gg to get my sem exam time table soon, and loads of lab test and quiz coming up.. Deadlines for many proj are here, have to rush all.. Darn.. Wad a life really.. Rmb wad juan hui just told me, later i chiong everything till i collaspe.. That quite true, im afraid of that too. All these stuff make me no appetite.. Whole day din eat smth, or sometimes just finger food.. But hey, im a strong gurl, wont collaspe so easily.. if really i collaspe, i know there will be dar and my best friends to catch me.. =)

Cold war ahead

Darn.. Lappy spoil cos i smash it.. Duh, of course it will spoil, imagine the impact.. wadeva.. My desktop cant install my c#.. Zzz.. Gonna stay at dar hse to do my project, since i dont have a lappy now. All my songs, al my pictures all gone just like that. Only pictures left are in my mp3 and hp.. So few.. And the songs left are also in my mp3.. At leas still got some left..

Have to save money alrdy, to save for a new lappy, and my new year clothes.. Order one from ah ma.. lolx.. Getting it on monday.. and a vest from online..



Manage to clear my wardrobe a bit, discard 3 pieces of top, 2 pair of jeans.. Later gg to pack my room, my shelf, and then plan some stuff..

Few more hrs have to go eat med again.. So sian, today did not speak to anyone at all.. Having cold war with my parents.. They nvr come tok to me, then i nvr talk to them lor. Veyr easy..

Doctor

Ytd after skul dar pei me go see doctor.. Got many doubts, why my flu cum allergy cum running nose de med onli eat during night, is it cos i said that onli at night then will have or cos they scared it might trigger asthma.. Really wish to find a medical practioner and ask.. Then my allergy the doctor at first thought that i kena beaten up by ppl.. hahax.. lolx.. Then after that initially we want go pp eat, but no space so we went compass then the food court also no space then we went to yoshinoya eat.. Dar eat de shi hou so cute.. lolx.. After that go cold storage then drag him to the library, borrowed books then go home le.. lolx.. dar gt sore throat le.. must take care..
Got to end here go bath then slp again.. the med making me drowsy alrdy.

lot of thoughts

Im sick, yeah.. i got a sexy voice these few days since i come back from genting all thanks to the daily consumption of tom yam. Have not yet to visit the doctor.. My nose prob came back too and have to eat the yucky pill for nose decongestant.. Eww.. totally gross.. And all becos of the prawn, my allergy acted up again and cos an irritant at the side of the mouth. Argh.. It just look hideous to me..

Few more weeks to sem exams, it like too fast alrdy. and next week is my oral presentation.. And my group haven done with it.. Omg.. Just got to know one of my modules grade for common test.. I passed.. Thats a great news though but im sure i can improve on it.. Definitely.. lolx.. Now i just want to know how much i got for my maths..

I suddenly feel like eating a lot of stuff, but i cant.. so sick of it.. How i wish its the holidays now.. lolx.

New year coming, got to go buy my new year clothes with bro and i still want the grey skinny.. lolx.. rmb i catch my eye on one at bugis area.. lolx..

Wanna congrats my bro for having a leadership position as a unit sergeant major for NCC(Land).. Hahax.. And hope he nvr forget that he is blajaning me to shop.. lolx..

How i spend my new year.. Lolx.. I got to ton outside with dar,his mei and friends.. I had fun really.. Though i dunno them well, its like the first time meeting them except for serene.. lolx.. but they really friendly.. lolx..

hope 2008 would be a better year than 2007, let all the bad and unhappy memories be gone with the wind.. It gonna be a new year for me. Few more months it gonna be holiday and im in my second year of my 3 years in poly.. Time pass so fast, then soon dar gg into ns, then i will be out carving a career then to further studies, wait for dar to come out ns..

Been thinking a lot, for my studies, im trying not to fal alsp in class alrdy.. I know wad i am aiming for.. my dreams my goals everything its like so clear to me, waiting for me to reach.. I want to study in imperial college of london, if chances allow me, i want to study neurology overseas, or any science field career aspect.. even i cant, biomed is fine for me which regards to nano tech, cos im working in the RnD field too.. I just want smth related to science and research..

For my love, i know i make a right decision, cos having dar really make me so xing fu.. He taught me a lot of sensible stuff, make me more mature, and not as obstinate as before. He gave me the security i have been looking for..took care of me a lot, always making me smile,. I just love to see him smile too.. Just think that he got a lot of charm when he smile, so cute.. Ben ben de xiao lian.. lolx..Though we quarrel upteen times, but it all resolve.. It make me understand him more. Once a friend of mine told me i have change, last tym i was a person who dont like ppl to take control of my lifes and like to do things my way.. But to think i was a hypocrite in the past, doig things my own way without caring wad ppl think, and always thinking im right, that why i make a lot of wrong decision in my life, some till now filled with regrets.. Im always stubborn to take in advice,when problems arises the first thing i wanna do is to fight or confront the person But since i met dar, i realised my own flaws, if nto for him, i would be continuing smoking like nobody care, drinking everyday, mouth full of vulgarities which is boorish, facing the dreadful consequences of my own actions.. I want to thank dar for enlightening me and treating me so nice.. We been tgt almost 6mths now.. The longest i had, and the one i know its the right one, the one i would really cherish and nvr let it go..

As for my friends, had been losing contact with some alrdy, trying to contact them again, sometimes i know im not a gd friend, not by their side supporting them when they are down. but from now on, i will try to support them, i want to be a good friend. Some memories the ones i treasure wil be always kept in my mind, i would notforget the good times we had tgt.. doug bro who had been giving me great advice and a great listener, verdell who always the lamer nvr fail to make me laugh and always the one who is crazy, juan hui the ones who always been supporting me, sharing problem with, giving me great advice too, one who is like a guide to me a great example, daryl the one who always crap with me always there for me when i need him, precious the ones who i hd fun hanging out with always giving me new experience gg to new places and discovering new stuff, lastly the one i lose, though i alrdy lose confidence in this friendship,but i will keep all th good memories in my mind.. Thanks these peeps for being my good friend..

and for my family, nth to say.. lolx.. just no more feng shui and 4D pls.. lolx..
a long post today, hahax.. lolx.. time for me to end here and continue to do my stuff..

28,29,30th dec 07 genting trip.

At the hotel room

Its a lucky horse shoe bench:Ripley Believe It Or Not

At the food centre

Mine and bro

Nice view from 14th Flr

Taken by my cousin darren

Bitter lemon and blackcurrant

At my cousin val and darren hse

At the hotel waiting area

Cousin Valerie,Cousin Vanessa and me, and my bro extra hand

Piggy back and Im strong

Valerie turn to piggy back..lolx.

After showering

While heading to ah kim room to play with cousin xin yu

Cousin darren and me, red nose after snow city..-5degrees

We are the red nose reindeer

Nerds!!!

Love.. hahax..

They are aint muscular in the first place.. lolx.

Resemble a scene in batman

While queueing up to play coaster ride

eerie effect,taken by cousin darren

Bro and darren call me the next jay chou..lolx

After we play finish gg to head to shop

Just woken up, heading to xin yu room

Valerie and vanessa, on the way to outdoor theme park

Dinosaur land

A path leading to nowhere

They call this the hanging bridge

Two headed lamb:Ripley Believe it or not

Two headed deer:Ripley Believe It Or Not

Tracks of indoor roller coaster

Let us hang our wishes tgt with those

Valerie and me in doreen ah yi room

Model of motorcycle made of recycled metal

Finally saw the resemblance btw me and my mother

Darren with his long long head

Unbalance figure

World biggest pincer:Ripley Believe it or not

The chinese emperor with two pupil

The guy with a horn growing out of his head

The world's tallest man's hand

His hand is really big

Mini cooper made of coins

While waiting for others

Taken by darren

Actually i dunno this person

The world biggest shoe which belong to the world tallest man

The guy who have shark teeth as his dentures

Taken by bro

darren, bro, shu hui, xin yu, valerie and po po

Me and vanessa while waiting for doreen ah yi

Just a reflection.. lolx.

heaven of fun and excitment i will say

A bit of xmas atmosphere

Its so beautiful

Me and darren again

See that small lil gurl carry by valerie? she's xin yu.. so cute

Stupid bro dee siao me

On the coach on the way to gombak for breakfast at malaysia

mememe

im zi lian

me and valerie on the coach

peace everyone

at golden mile

I look nerd la

Beyond the depth of the sea

I love the sky

Empty rd at malaysia

Playing magic tricks..

We aint gambling

dar dar oh, i know you love me de.. lolx.

Wonder whose sms made my bro face look so cheeky


Today morning reach singapore from genting, a bumpy ride, cos i was sick. lolx.. And there was a lot of spot check while driving along the roads of malaysia. And xin yu keep shouting.. lolx. I manage to ride all the coaster rides, all the thrill rides.. All the speed and the heights making me excited and craving for more challenging ones.. hahax.. finally got my wish to play the roller coaster, it aint scary at all, it so shuang..lolx.. But all the fun did nt make me forget my responsibility, have to take care of my other cousins excluding darren and bro.. cos they know how to take care of themselves.. Hahax.. then just now heard from my mother that po po praise me and bro cos we got behave of ourselves and got take great care of our cousins.. hahax.. dar dar you proud ma, i got behave myself lehx.. hehex.. lolx.. B4 the day have to set off, i went to meet dar, and he waste money!! He bought chocolate for me cos he scared i wilol get hungry at night and will anyhow run and buy food to eat.. lolx.. so sweet of him.. lolx.. Then after that doreen ah yi came and fetch me and bro.. At their house, darren teach me magic tricks taught by tingbo(hainan dao neighbour), oso same age as me.. lolx.. first day at genting, we went indoor to play.. lolx.. at night when gg slp, eat cup noodles, then rest of cousin came to play in my room for a while.. then me bro and darren slp in one room, and i slp in the middle.. Jia lat la.. Two of them snoring, then i cannot get to slp, then darren snatch my pillow then his leg kick my leg.. my bro head knocked into mine. jia lat.. 2nd day went to play outdoor.. lolx, di a lil of shopping but i nvr buy anything, i buy for dar dar.. hehex.. lolx.. play snow city oso.. took pictures.. lolx.. di di veyr naughty keep have to hold onto him.. Then 2nd night at genting, cousins gathering at my room, hahax.. lolx., we chatted lame crap, put coin into xin yu diapers inside.. lolx.. hahax.. Yuan lai my relatives all know i got dar dar.. lolx.. hahax.. and they say that dar dar treat me very good after they saw my msg from dar dar.. lolx.. And doreern ah yi saw how dar dar look like.. lolx.. darren oso.. lolx.. dunno whether is it i long time nvr carry any cousins, after i carry xin yu almost the whole day, i got hand ache the next morning.. lolx.. And she use her smelly wet pillow case and smear on my leg!! and she bend my fingernails.. then she also got bend doreen ah yi one.. lolx.. I cant wait to go overseas again, esp next yr.. got new dog at hai nan dao de hse.. and guess wad bar chor mee nvr die, bo lok they all bluff us.. the dog is given away le, just nvr die.. dots.. During the 3days and 2 night, miss dar a lot de lohx.. cannot mag him to much cos scared his bill boom.. want to call him and hear his voice but cannot.. Very xin ku.. Now very tired cos slp onli for a few hrs.. Later go meet dar le, reach home jiu will go slp..lolx..