Happy 2nd Month Anniversary

Finally got tym to blog.. Hehex. Today I very happy, cos why? I dun wan tell u.. Lol. Haha.I hope atika pass her test for the eye brow thingy. Lol. Ah bu say i look nicer in the trim eye brow. Dar dar i last tym de eye brow like la bi xiao xin thick thick de..lol. Dots.. Tmr is ah han gu wedding lo. My mummy is the mei po.. And tmr 9am jiu need go ah gu hse le den go back home, then rest change to another set of clothes then head for the wedding dinner. Lol. Yeah, my fav ah gu gg married le.. Lol..I tmr see my cousin i want ask him ka jiao him, got gf nvr tell me.. haha. Lol. Who ask them come into my working outlet, then i saw.. Hehex. Lol. bleahx..

why did i saw him

So tired now, eyes closin, but I don want to slp yet, i wan tok to dar dar, i wan hear his voice.. =).. Today wrk morning, wake up early to prepare, but almost late. First few hrs of work, I kp yawning, cos I was too bored, till fony came and she gave wrk, then more customer come in.Finally got some stuff to do. lol. Then viven come, not bored any more le, chatted with her. Haha. Was so fun chatting with her.. Again, break I was alone, lucky not paragon, at least got place for me to sit down eat. Whereas in paragon, sit at the smoking area, cos dere only the place got staircase, can sit down, some more near7 eleven.. Lol. Hate paragon, only old chang kee, why no food junc or fast food. Damn it..
After wrk, went to paragon outlet wait for ah bu, then go ngee ann de outlet. Lol. Then head for compass, saw kc and chiko. Lol. chatted. Then saw joey, chatted with her also. Then saw chocolate, my pri skul classmates. haha. lol.
Saw the shoe i want to buy le, but i like to see into other choices first, maybe there a better one. Still nt sure wad clothe to buy for my bro. Hmm.
I wan faster get my pay, then get hold of tat bag, and mp3 and oso perhaps tat wallet. lol. But have to save some money oso.
Tmr off day.. can wake up late. lol. ciao..

tweety bird lao gong

Back working at city hall, but today later on gg paragon again. Freaking paragon, have to wear the court sho again. No plaster, gg to staggered there.. =(.. Today had fun working with viven. We keep laughing and talking, nvr really care about customer all these.. Oops.. hehex.. lol. Went party city but cannot find tweety bird de sweet. Hai. Miss him so much lo. 3 Days ar!!!! But later on can see him le.. Hehex.. lol.. No tweety bird sweet for him, but i bought lao shu de sweet for him.. Lol.. Wonder whr got sell tweety bird de.. Hmm. When got time, i will search for the sweet.. Ytd bought one necklace frm accessorize. Wore it just nw to let my bro see. He said its nice. Think I gg to wear that on the wedding day. Next week cannot change shift, the supervisor go malaysia liao. Sobx.. Then think cannot take off also. Tuesday after work go celebrate kc b dae.. Next week is busy de lo.. Today gg to close alone. Hai.. Ah bu maybe not working tmr. Think I gg home alone le? hai.. Just hope tat gg home tat tym, leg will be better. All the injuries freaking irritating. Ciaos. Lol..

I love ur hug and kisses

Went to meet ah bu and ah pa at mrt platform initially, but haha, wad a coincidence bump into them at the bus. Today work was okay, sales was better, quite busy, but still can sms cos mei zhen or fony not there. But who knows the fony drop by my outlet then tell me next week i dont have any off day. i was like wth. Then she explained. Sobx. Cannot off. Hai.. Tired ar.. But still like the job. I like retail. haha. lol. Tmr gg to work at paragon. lol. Tmr cannot see dar dar.. =(. Cannot hug him.. =(

Does he know that i miss him loads?

Today morning when my daddy came back home, he passed me the letter and ask me go sign on for navy. I was like huh? Dots.. Today must rest more and have more fun.. Tmr afternoon shift again at my usual outlet.. The skin of my nose and the skin of my shoulder is peeling off.. Damn irritating.. On the 7th getting my pay le, though not full pay. Lol. But i hope its more than 300, so that i can buy my stuff. I think i gg ask permission to change one of my leave day to other day. Time table for sem 2 is release, got eng for my elective.

u changed me into a better person

Today finally got off.. Ytd work was not bad, nice working with mee cheng.. She also hainese, same as my mummy. lol. She's my superior, she taught me a lot fo stuff, very patient.. She also quite funny. Went to eat lunch with her at bugis, she show me the way from city hall to bugis. Haha. Lol. Then reached ah bu outlet. Haha. Lol. She surprise i go her outlet. Hehex. Lol. I just accompany my superior go pass all the schedule list to other outlet ppl.. Lol. Sat working at paragon, sad sia, cannot bring hp inside.. Monday actually is at raffles city, then my colleage change with me, den i go to ngee ann afternoon shift, lol. Tat means i will be working alone.Have to close the shop alone also.. lol.. Then 27th also change from rfc to pa, promised ex colleage of the shop to be her model. Pluck eye brow.. No choice. but mee cheng ask me go aso. Then change to paragon.. so confused.. Lol. but i quite like this job.. lol. =).. When working listen to some songs played in the shop will keep thinking of dar dar.. Miss him a lot though we had only been few hrs apart.. I want hug him.. =(.. Dar dar ni zai na li ar.. Lol.

retail nt bad..

17th is my first day of work.. First day of work, i was not scared or nervous til i handle the cashier.. I dunno why i very scared of handling tat. I scared later lose money or do wrong transaction. But 2nd day of work which is ytd, got a lil of confidence only. But still will forget to press some of the buttons. Work with ah bu diff oulet, but our shift is nearly the same timing. Retail actually not bad, i made new friens.. hehex.. lol.. bt work also means less time to see dar dar.. =(.. though he will send me to work, and sometimes fetch me from work.. But really so lil time to see him.. =(.. hai.. hai.. hai..

Toning with my peeps but missing dar dar

2 plus am at pasir ris mac..

After a game of po0l, mee kia n ah pa gt hungry lol

This is my ah bu.. lol..

Omg, My t0ngue bec0me char siew

Whr am I lo0king?

Nah, Im nt em0. lol.

My s0n n me at serangoon garden
behind tat so scary, ask me try his chilli

Almond, mango and strawberry milk curd

PEACE*

We ordered this many, in the end I settled 2 bowls of it. Lol.

We l0ve taking pics in the t0ilet. Bleahx

u noe why ah bu smiling so happy? Cos fd on the way.. hehex

Its bigger than pasta mania italian soda. Wa piang

Satay.. Yum

ONION!! EWW!!!!

Ah Bu n Ah Pa..

Same pattern of slippers..

Me.. lol..I come for peace*

I look fatter than last tym.

Lol..

Ah Pa n Ah Bu again. Dey so loving..

At siloso toilet.. lol..

The two contrast of expression. Lol.

On the way back to punggol to put down stuff

I look so idiotic..

My feet just got bitten away by the man eating ants.. Lol..

Cant help it to squint my eyes, the sun was glaring

After we had shower finish. Lol.

BleahXx

The day without hair dryer is a goner

Mee kia is too shy,, lol..

Erm.. dots..

They claim tat i have bisceps. Lol.

from palawan beach to siloso beach

My lids is back to its old way

In the bus to punggol mrt station

Slping?

Testing out the camera func.. haha..lol..

Random pictures I've taken. haha. lol.. Ytd went to sentosa with mee kia and ah bu. Upon reaching, first thing in our mind is to grab some finger food. We are famished. Lol. Stayed at palawan a while then head to siloso beach. saw a celebrity ah ben. lol. Got 2 jap gals asked us to help them take photo, i cant stand up cos my feet being buried. So ah bu help them. One of the girls so kawai lo.. After we stayed there for few hrs we decide to go have a shower then head back to punggol to put our stuff. Lol. I was the first to come out. Normally i bath very long one, haha. But ah bu cannot compete she had to wait very long for the next shower rm. Lol. Lol.

Took mrt back to punggol. Went ah bu hse first then punggol plaza to grab some food and drink again. Lol. Then went my hse, grab hot dog hehex. Then went to take bus to kovan, went mee kia hse, helped him style his hair, then eat again. Then went to meet ah pa.

Took bus to serangoon garden to eat. Ordered sting ray, satay, sugar cane drink, chicken wing, and 5 bowls of milk curd. Mee kia settled 3 bowls of milk curd then me settled 2 bowls of milk curd. lol Then went hougang play pool.

Then cab down to pasir ris. We wanted to book chalet for one night, but in the end we wre told tat we are nt 18. Then we went mac think of solution while i eat. lol. Then we decide to send ah pa to ask ppl who had chalet to help ask book. Thank god, got this man called mr chua willing to help us book. One night for 85 dollars, mee kia use nets to pay. We were happy, cos we all quite tired. I wathced tv till i want slp. But i no space. In the end i slp on the flr while ah pa ah bu mee kia slp on the mattress.. Sobx. Nvm, still quite shu fu also, just that the lizard nvr find me can liao. Slp for few hrs wake up, want to see who haven slp yet, wa piang.. see liao i quickly close my eyes go slp till morning.

Then ah bu and ah pa say that mee kia was talking and laughin while alsp. Haha So funny lo. Say wad want to eat big breakfast in the dream. Lol. Then they tease me i slp like prawn, cuddle myself tgt de. Lol.

Check out, when to eat mac. i nvr eat i just drink green tea, then think of dar dar... Miss him a lot ytd, so i keep drinking green tea. Then went to play pool again, saw han liang with his poly friends. Lol. Then saw 4F class de ppl. A lot of secondary skool mates siia. Lol. Me and ah bu go play arcade. lol. Then at dunno wad tym me and ah bu go hm, mee kia and ah pa nvr, They had their class bbq till the next day. Haha. Me and ah bu get to slp till shuang, they cannot.. Lol..

Monday first day of work lo. Working at metro. either working at bugis, city hall, taka or paragon. Lol. Mon then will know. One month jiu have 900 sia.

And finally tmr got to meet dar dar le.. Tmr gg to orchard, he oso gg to apply for metro. Hehex. Hope we work tgt.. =).. Miss him a lot siia. Miss hugging him.. hehex.. Tmr oso gg out with mummy to buy black top for work and pants too. Lol. hope can brain wash her to go bugis see my black jeans. Lol.

I think my sister and I are both insane, We are just side by side, yet we use her blog tag board to chat with each other. So ridiculous actually. but who cares. Haha. Today finally step out of the hse, but walk few steps no energy, felt a bit giddy. I hate myself for being so weak.

Bought a short pants with jumper. But I still want to buy a black colour jeans, i want buy a top. I need a new shoe.. My mummy still haven bring me go buy clothes for ah han gu wedding..

Bump into dar dar, but cos of tat .Sigh.. =(.. See him so lil while.. Miss him a lot.. b
Bump into doug when me, ah bu, ah pa, irwandi, farhana, xl, waiting for 86. Only like less than a week since i saw doug, he said that I grown prettier. I was like dots.. I want buy bread, then i want choco de.. Ah bu dun let me buy. Sobx. She say no choco for me. =(.. See ah pa buy fries for ah bu. I want buy also. But cannot, but ah bu give me eat few fries. Hehex, with mayo.. Hehex. Lol.

Can't go to the chalet. Daddy scold me for ceasing eating med.. But the days I had been sick, I realised my family care for me after all. last time when i sick, they will scold me for being sick. But now I dunno why, is it becos i mature so they let things be, know that i can be independent. But now i come for peace, I listen to them. These few days nvr quarrel with any of my family members.. =). I'm glad my attitude change. =). Cos I got some inspiration from dar dar.. Hehex.. lol..

I miss dar dar a lot

I seriously hate being sick. Some more its the holidays. My mummy forbid me to go out. Even the nearest place also cannot go. Sigh. I am so bored at home. A normal bungy me, imagined had to be cope at home, is a serious torture for me.
Let me recover soon pls.. And I dun want to eat any of those big big tablets, so bitter and big.. Eww.. I hate drinking plain water oso. I want eat prata!! Ah Bu nvr use fedex send prata to me.. =( Cannot go out also means cannot see dar dar.. Sigh.. I want go crazy liao.. =(..

mastering temperature

My brother came back hm jus nw jus to take hmw den jiu go back to his friend hse.. No one pei me play xbox 360.. Sobx. I will only vomit bld if i play with my sister. Like tat tym i play with her the halo 2.. She keep dun wan go infront kill, jump ard also.. I only will jump ard if i fight the zombie that will kill me with one slash or those holding the sword.. Wa, tat one is one hit k.o de. Lol.
Today borrowed 4 bks. One on medical ethics, the other a inspirational bk, the rest i dun now hw to say.. lol.
Now i trying to master the lyrics for the song temperature. Kekex. I sure can de.. Haha.. Today dun know wad wrong with my sister. She so peaceful today, nvr scold me or anything. Some more cook for me fried rice siia. And is auto say want cook for me. Scary siia. My mother oso sot sot today. Suddenly say I love you to me.. I see her now I kua tio gui. Lol.
I jus now ah pok gu oso noe how to make jelly. lol. I tot he only noe how to make jap food since he open one jap restaurant at sembawang.. YuaN lai ru ci.. But i abit dun dare eat he make de jelly..Cos is very de watery lo.. Where got jelly like water de.. Want cheat my feeling.. lol.. I let my family eat first, if nth happen then i eat. Not eat is drink. Lol. Haha..

YOu are special..

Now is a job hunting period for me.. Got to find one soon, earn some cash, then I will have money to pay my daddy for my phone bill jus in case he keep niam me. lol. Then the remaining money I wil spilt into 2 portion, one into the saving acc, the other haha, buy wad i wanted to buy. Lol.
Bought my hair treatment stuff ytd, it smells quite nice. Lol. Just hope it works for my hair. Lol.
My brother jus came back from camp, but he gonna stay overnight at his friend hse, i can use his rm again. Muhaha. Alone in the rm, can do wad i wanna do, can sing out loud also nobody care whether i got off pitch a not. Haha. Lol.
Family outing soon, my mummy ytd tell my sister tat she gonna bring me sis and bro out to buy for my ah gu wedding. Although i bought already, since she suggest, better dun disappoint her, spend her money. Lol. Bu yong ke qi. kekex. lol.
Nvr did I realise my sister also quite concern about me. Lol. These few days had been a tough one, but i'm glad it's over. Wo Hui Guai Guai De*. I will not say or even touch cigarettes or beer liao.. I will nt have the stupid thinking of being bang by a car to die. Wo Bu Hui Le..=) A Promise Is A Promise.. =)..
Nw I'm trying to get rid of the bad habit of saying vulgarities, and also trying to improve my temper. U noe why? Cos I come for peace. Haha. Tats the sentence I had been saying these few days. Lol.
Ciaos, got to go take a short short nap. Haha. Lol. Hehex

i had only memories of you in my mind. you fill them all

Early in the morning, went to meet karen, then head to meet esther. Da bao go hwee li hse eat. Then was already like dozing off at hwee li hse, then karen found her wallet missing, then we went back to rivervale plaza to search for the wallet. Lucky the stall auntie keep it, or else it might have been taken by strangers. Then me and karen went home, I went back home to lighten the load of my bag then head to karen hse. Was raining heavily, got drenched, I called karen to prepare towel for me. Lol. reached her door step, droplets of water keep dripping. lol. Then went to her bro room to watch video, then play with her cousin. then ate lunch went to her mother rm to watch tv. Lol. Slack till 6 plus like tat then head to compass, then drink bubble tea sat at the stair case there, then wait for daryl to come, then we went to eat. eat slack, then go home. had fun today. lol. hehex. Now quite tired but i cannot go sleep, i want to chat with dar dar on the phone..=)

im scared of losing you

Just got back from compass with karen. Lol. Went to her house meet her, then went to have lunch then search for jobs.. Lol. Ytd finally had a mini gathering with my peeps, though some did nt make it, went to sing k. I was exceptionally high, I keep saying huat ar, then sing the hokkien song. Got influenced by the 881 show. Lol. Then come to this freaking song which made me off pitch, then karen burst out in to laughter. For the last few songs, we chose those with extremely high pitch, then we were like screaming our voice outi nstead of singing.. Lol. We sang for 4 hours. Lol. So after we left the place, our voice was coarse. Losing my voice. Lol. Then after tat we went to search for jobs. Last stop at compass, went to eat mac, and was there eating while watching anime on dell lappy.. lol. Nice anime. Lol. Reached home, knock out. Slept till 11 plus, got a bad dream, which really give me the scare. Hope it dont come true.. Went down to prime mart buy some snacks and drinks. Some times I really wish I would grow, mature in the sense of thinking or appearance. Got to cherish wad i have now. Did some reflecting after I read a piece of article which really give me the thought of life is fragile, time doesnt wait for one, its only matter how to make full use of it, to live the life with no regrets. Then I relate to my cousin friend. It really sounds logical..