Am i really in love??

karen said that I am in love. Then i was stunned at first. I threw back a question to her.. Really meh? Dont bluff me. Then she said yes, really. Actually I don't quite know myself either. Cos really even if i like somebody, i will have no faith in myself. Cus once hurt=no confidence. But whenever daryl speak of his name on the phone, my heart was racing fast. Is it because it's night time, and it just the habit of an owl? He got my no already, why he just dun want sms me.. Hai.. Now i getting quite puzzled with the advanced A maths. Forget to revise.. The AE i had problems already. Then I consult my friend, he said that I copied the wrong solution. Then I was like am i pa jiao? Cus i was sitting on the left hand side, 2nd row already. Next AE lesson have to borrow solution from friend and recopy liao. Then engsc, i am now trying to understand also. Really to be honest, i never been so hardworking before. Even my brother tease me, say wa, ni ji si pian de zhe men yong gong.. Lol. Tuesday is EC0705 gathering. Going to watch spiderman3 together. Lol. first time oging for aclas gathering, i am so looking forward to it. Lol. But a pity, not the whole class going. The vikinesh, when jan already book the ticket. when the group hear liao, we all like wth.. so fast book. Then one of my friend said that typical singaporean, kaisu ma.. Haha.. lol.. June holiday, hear the word holiday already sad liao. My siblings and cousin going genting.. Me? cannot go.. The dates of the holiday are different. when they having holiday, i just ended my holiday. WTH!!! genting leh. I wan go play the flying chair one..Sad!! Lol. Jessebelle and jocandy joining adventure club.. Yipee, more friends to come.. Lol.

jeffrey..

My audition for hip hop sucks to the core.. I forget my dance steps. Sigh, Maybe i should just stick to my adventure club. Or maybe signing up for another. Had a tiff with my mother. I already told her that i will be late for home. And anyway it's not the first time any way. Get so paranoid for what. Poly is like that especia;lly when days you have ccas. And some more i am already seventeen. She always controlled me, even what time i must sleep, also control me. This kind of life, I'm sick of it. Since beginning of Jan, I promised myself not to argue with my parents, but now is they made me flare up. DONT TREAT ME LIKE A KID!! Called me so many, but she never did think, i am carrying one file, one thick maths textbook and one tool box, how am i going to answer her call. I told her this reason, she said dont make excuses. It's already the truth, whats more you want me to say. Now this house, i can no longer tolerate. I wil leave this house soone ror later, to get any from this miserable life. Always despise me. I wont forget how you insult me. Always gamble gamble, still say i waste money. If 4D is so easy to win, then in this world, everybody will be rich. Why dont they use the money for 4D to use on useful stuff instead of this stupid dumb 4D thingy. And always believing in feng shui, If feng shui can change one life, people will live in luxurious life already lo. In the past, my mother did not pray one. Now she pray , But to pray to win 4D. What the heck is this. it's an insult to god. I made a decision, from now onwards, i will not come home before 10pm. And i will made the house rule change to a more unbiased rules. Enough of the ranting, i very hungry now. Friends had asked me to consider him.. Hm.. ???

Today I late due to the traffic jam at the punggol road. And because the weather was awful, traffic wree slowed on further.. Slept on the bus as usual, all to blame for the cca orientation yesterday. Now my bum still hurt from the fall. Lol. Went to meet alina, ray, grace and adibah at the mrt station there. Was late for class for dun know how many minutes. Luckily the ki siao teacher never go amd again. But the people who were later than us, got eaten by the mad lecturer. Lol. I was dozing off on the lecture, so i played some music. and it really helped.. Lol. but sooner or later i wil go deaf by all the music. Lol. Bought my tool kit. Then i carry one file, one maths textbook. My hand want to break again. Mornuing i still thinking whether i still want to bring the textbook. Wa kao , damn man. Then during com lab lesson, msn kena blocked, then later internet explorer kena block. Very f***ing.. Why block. Msn not illegal what. Lol. Then at elep pract lesson.. cao yu thought that jeffrey was coming, so she like etase me like that. lol. Later going to have the hip hop audition lo. Yesterday watched the news, It said that 80% of singaporeans know that its illegal to download music, but they cannot do it. And now they investigating other website like lime wire, and another one start with teddy what one..

Actually J is not bad

Today went to meet ting li at the bus stop, then go to school together. Then we sort of catch up our past time. Lol. then reach school, separated. Commskill was okay. Ray brought his controller then he played king of fighter on the laptop. Yesterday i told him that i got sore throat ma, then he today give me a whole packet of woods sweet. Lol. After that, is AE lecture.. Cao yu snap a pic of adriano, and he saw it, he immediately use notes to cover his face. Then cao yu was embarrassed. Then at AE lesson, alina and ping yuan they all talked about me and jeffrey. Then cause we also stay in punggol, then alina said "ni men liang ge yi qi hui jia la" Then alina asked me and jeffrey to introduce to each other. lol. Then after that cao yu knew what is going on, then she asked me. "jiu shi ne ge shuo jiahwei hao ke ai de ne ke ma?" I was like blushing already lor.. Lo. then 10 mins break, went out of the classroom with alina they all. Then went returning back to lecture room. Bump into jeffrey they all. Then cao yu start making the ehem sound. Then say she got sore throat. But i know she is actually hinting smth. Lol. Then alina looked at me. Then i walked very fast.. then dun dare to turn back. Loll. During lecture, desmond and jeffrey was discussing about me very loud, till i can hear them. Then I heard desmond saying :" a pity u now can only see her back view". Then later brenda and alina said that i am compaitable with adriano. I was like haha.. lol.. I was like DIAO!! then after class, A5 and jeffrey outside the lecture room. Then cao yu ehem again. Then alina looked at me. I looked at jeffrey then turn away. Then jeffrey looked at me, then also turned away. My face very numb from all the blushing.. Lol. Then alina told me that jeffrey very paiseh to look at me. lol.I also paiseh de wor.. Lol.. After school, me and cao yu send alina off to the mrt. Then alina said to cao yu that very fast she will be alone le. cause soon when walking, infront of her and alina will appear 2 more person which refers to me and jeffrey. Lol. Then indicate that cao yu will be very lonely le. Then say me and jeffrey will be like magnet, always together. Haha.. lol.. Then send finish, went to find the class. Went to the cafe and do maths, chat, play king of fighter. Lol. Then after that slowly become left me, vik and ray.,Then we chatted. Then ray left. Then vik accompanied me, cause i have to wait for ming hong. Chatted till ming hong come back. Then we went to change into our sports attire. rushed to the stadium. Met up with dickson. made a lot of friends. Then played game, then one game is few girls have to be on the guy back. Then ming hong piggy back me for 2 games. Another game is that we have to do 200 chin ups. Ran here and there. But overall very fun. Then adventure club is about 6 months course, then choose our own speciallisation., Then after 6 months we wil have our kayaking certificate A*. Lol. Then the cca thingy end about 10 plus. Went home together with ming hong. Same bus stop but different bus. Lol. Tomorrow meeting alina and cao yu at mrt, then going foriegn bodies hip hop audition. Lol.

hip hop and praises?

Today i was not late for class, in fact i was quite early. Then maths lecture was difficult to understand. especially the half angle. Why A maths must be so difficult. Now i must try to catch up.Lunch, the whole class ate together, then cao yu and ming hong go print notes. Then me and alina go toilet. Then after that bumped into cao yu and ming hong, then we waited for brenda. Then we all go to the class together. Outside the class, we chatted. Laughing all the way, then asked liao yang to teach me and alina hip hop. During AE prac, keep asking help from vikinesh and ray. Thanks to them, all else we are lost in the mid way. lol. After that, me, alina and cao yu went to the library. Cause i want download the tutorial inot thumbdirve, in the end, the only computer that nobody was using was broken down. So in the end, did not use. Then we waited for liao yang. Then we went to cao yu and liao yang hostel at farrer park. Talk all the way, almost miss the stop. Reach there, then we started dancing. Then alina said that jeffery(a guy from year 2 in our AE class) said to her that "jia hwei hen cute ma" I was like eh... lol. i where got cute.. lol. Stayed at the hostel till 7 plus. then i went home.. Veyr tired.. Now i feel like sleeping already. but cannot, still have to revise. So used laptop to aid my energy support. tomorrow have adventure club orientation and hip hop audition. lol..

tissue paper

today was almost late for lecture. But luckily i walked fast enough, or else my scan will be reject. lol. Ming hong they all reserved one space for me. Lol. Then i was supposed to reserve seat for francis, but no space, so he sat other place. Lunch time, went to eat as a class except for francis. He went to smoke. Then still early, everybody went to the library. Then i also went to the library to pass daryl the cartooning notes. Then he suan me about my maths textbook cause it super duper thick. Then after that joined back the class. We all teasing tan yuan about his name. Desmond say his name should be pronounce as "tang yuan". Then nicholas said is "Dan(egg) Yuan. Then desmond pronounce cao yu name as fried fish(translated to eng). Then we all laugh till peng. Lol.Emab lecture was interesting. Although it's my most abhor subject, maths, but i am growing to like maths after all. lol. Maths lecture suppose to reserve seat for francis, but the seats are all occupied, so he have to sit in the first row. After that had physics test. The test was okay. Lol. Then me grace, chin zhi and francis all seat together. Cause in the physics class, only we all are from ec0705. Lol. Then dismissal time, saw the sky already dark, going to rain. Then grace went to meet adibah. Then me, chin zhi and francis walked together to the mrt there. Then we all separate liao. Reach sengkang, raining heavily. The bus stop was flooded. Luckily, my books and my file are not totally wet. Only some pages of my stuff were wet. But dried fast, so no worries. Reach home, tired so sleep for a while. Now going to download my stuff into the thumbdrive. Tomorrow have to bring thumbdrive to school too, to download my tutorial notes for cp1. I guess i have to buy my own thumbdrive. Cause i using my father one. Then my brother using my father another thumbdrive. Wednesday adventure club meeting. haha. maybe going together with ming hong, but haven ask him yet whether he want to go. Then thursday going to hip hop audition with alina. ending here. got to go revise AE, CP1, EMAB, ENGPHY and also help cao yu print another copy of my reserch. Oh ya, now a days my sister teasing me about the tissue paper thingy. I donate $2 to the old lady, but i only intend to use $2 to buy one oacket of tissue, in the end she gave me five tpacket of tissue. Then i am being mocked as "tissue paper girl"

adventure club on the way

Firzen is my senior in yangzheng pri school. And in compassvale sec too. Haha. What a coincidence. But a pity now different poly. Or else he can be my senior again. And i can be his junior again. Lol. Today i was awaken by the call from adventure club. So early call me. I still sleeping siia.. Lol. Monday physics quiz!!!!!!! ARGH!!! Jia lat, Although yesterday got revise a bit, but still a bit dun understand. Lol. My brain want to burst already. Thats what my brain told me. It said: "info overload, self destruct in 5 mins. Evacuate!" Lol.. But i did to manage to do finish my maths and cs1 hmw. Lol. Later going to my po po house to EAT. Lol. Thats what i am interested not forgetting my cute cute cousins. Lol. then after that maybe going with my brother and darren to north point to buy clothes. That time I went there de Espirit, saw some nice clothes. Been wanting to buy, but i no $. Now after several days of pocket money, i managed to save some. Haha. After my brother heard that I got a call from the adventure club, i could hear his voice ringing in my ears, saying "join hip hop, don't join adventure club" Lol. maybe i should tell him he can already dance hip hop, by wearing HIP jeans, and then HOP around. There you go, hip hop. Lol. But i prefer adventure club really, i want to experience more adventure, do the things i never done before..

what to join?

Today school was interesting. Especially when my friend and I were trying to figure out whether the lecturer is wearing a wig. Cause his hair look so fake. Then during break, i mass ordering siia. I ordered one mcspicy meal, 2 filet o fish, one of the fries no salt, one apple pie. Mcspicy must upsize. Then I had to carry these orders to the table. Lol. Haha. I am strong, don't look down on me. Then during practical, nyp called me. They called me down for the hip hop+jazz audition. Lol. Should I go?? My brother want me to join hip hop. My sister want me join adventure club. Adventure club got kayaking, abseiling, overnight cycling etc. So what should I join? Today had an one hour earlier dismissal.Reach home, my sister ask me go out again. Then I dropped my bag then rushed out. Hitched a cab to compass point. My sister had to rush to compass point to pass up homework. Then I also went to do my tertiary card. TomorrOw finally my rest day. The whole week was hectic. Now i can finally take a break, even for a few hours, i am contented. Tomorrow I have to start studying for my physics test, and also do my homework, do tutorial. Luckily this week no need hand in report. Lol.

blogging rush.

This is how wen ling look like when she is fullbb

This is how i look like when i am full

Kc

Thats me




he first few rounds of sakae sushi



Wen ling, Kc, sheena

kc, me and wl



us again lol..

Our fav dish





Me and wen ling

EC0705 + OGL Alvin and June ROCKS!!!





















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Let me start from my first day of school. First day of school was quite fun., Especially one of the lecturer. When it's only 8am, he released us already. Then later when a student informed him that the class had not end, the lecturer say "oh, I thought it's already 11 o'clock." we like what the hell. Lol. First day of school was released early. 2nd day, i cant quite remember. But mostly i had fun. My class was very bonded. We go eat our lunch together, go to class together. Then we interact very well. The class rep is really one responsible guy. He took care of the class very well. Lol. Today the EMAB lecturer treated the class beverages. He rock!!lol. Then now i am studying very hard. I currently mugging for physics, A maths and AE. Those are the module that i must work very hard. Cause these modules are quite difficult. But i will perservere. Lol. I sign up for adventure club, foriegn bodies hip hop and dance inc. Then some time later i will confirm which cca to take. Both dance group must go throught audition. Lol. I like wednesday the best, cause i am released at 12. I quite don't like friday. Cause i from 10am study till 6pm. Lol. I find that the differences between secondary school and poly is that, usually teachers in secondary school feed us with information. Whereas poly lecturer requires us to do our own research, self learning. Is more to the independent basis. But doing research is quite interesting. CS1 year 2 requires laptop. So next year gonna ask my father to buy me a personal laptop. Lol. Cause the laptop i using now, i have to share with my sister. Next, i will post pictures for these few days or weeks.

strong

I'm lost in time. A tingly feeling of loneliness. Realising that time passed so slow, so slow that I began to lose myself. Thoughts of negative statements flood my mind. Why am I doing here, what am I in the world waiting for. This is what I feel when I was waiting for time to pass. I walked around nyp, walked to coffeshops, stand at the bus stop for the entire 3 hours. From that moment, i felt that I don't belong here. I have to grow up and adapt to this independent life. A new beginning on Monday, will be declared JH's independence Day. With friends on separate ways, I'm on my own. I must stay strong. Yesterday must thank to ming hong and dickson for leading me to collect my book list. BUt in the end, we never buy any book, cause we still have a lot of doubts. Just realised that my class are going to be separated into different classes for tutorial. Now I still struggling on A maths and physics. The division of polynomials, i still figuring out one question. Then Differentiation quite easy. I have no problem with that. I have to work hard. These few days I had been doing A maths, my brother saw me, the he made a comment. He said "when had you been so hardworking, first time see you so hardworking sia". I was like quite true. I dont want any regrets from now on. I don't want history to repeat itself. I have to work hard. No matter how miserable my life is, I am going to be committed and determined and not give up.

Orientation rocks.

It had been days since i surf the internet. Although yesterday i did surf, but i just surf to log in my account to print my time table. These few days had been a hectic one. Orientation, maths. Initially I was terrified about the orientation, imagine yourself in a unfamiliar environment with no body that you know. But after the whole orientation, i realised that it ain't terrifying after all. On 10th of April, the first day of orientation. I arrived at the atrium there. Register. Then I went to the auditorium. Sat down. Then i turned my head to the left, OMG. I saw Adriano from Superstar. Then there was a performance by the hip hop club and the malay cultural club. After the talk, everybody went to the atrium and went into the respective group. I was transfered to another group cause the person write my orientation group number wrongly. Saw kar hao. Lol. Made a friend from china. Then we chatted about the differences between china and singapore education system etc. We were lead to explore the school. My OGL is Alvin and June. But my class called them papa and mama. At 12 plus, the whole class and OGL wen to have our lunch. The food is supplied by the school. Then we had a lecture about the system of the school. Then i saw faizal. When we were leaving, i called out to him. Then he shouted my name. Lol. Then we proceed to meet out PEM. Our class's PEM hp keep ringing. One minute ring more than 3 times sia. Then Mr Lee asked us what our hobby and interest. Then got one guy say sleeping lor. Then Mr Lee asked him do he have another interest. He replied waking up lor. Our class laughed. Then Mr Lee asked us why are we here. Then got many people said that they also don't know why they are here. Haha. Lol. Then 2nd day of orienation, i had to proceed to LTN3. Then i was lost luckily i saw khairil and vicknesh, they lead me. Lol. Then cao yu was already there. So fast sia. Then we had maths lecture. I saw those maths question, i want to faint. I had to learn physics and A maths. Oh my oh my. I don't know how can i cope. The lecturer said that those who never study A maths before, must spend 20 hours to do the whole review qns. OMG!!! Then in the mid of the lecture, the lecturer gone. Then about half an hour come back again. Then alvin wanted to ask the lecturer whether we can go off, so he shouted Eh, botak can go a not. Lol. Lucky the lecturer never heard that. Then after that we went to eat. I ate wild mushroom pasta. Shiok sia. Then saw kar hao. We chatted for few mins. After eating we went to the sports hall to play games. My class united sia. Then we were the first team to finish. Lol. Then after that we went to the stadium to play another game. While waiting, we took class photo.Lol. At the end of the day we were given our school tee shirt, goodie bag and ICE CREAM. lol. End of orientation. Then just now i went to school again to buy my maths textbook, But no stock. Then they asked me to come back tomorrow. Then went back to cvss to take cert. Then went home.

There goes again..

There goes again. I am left alone in the house again. Just being attacked by flu virus again. This time more serious. Keep having a blocked nose. Daryl had been bugging me to eat supper so that i will grow fat. But now supper is not for me. Cause i now sleep at 9plus pm. Something is terribly wrong with me. daryl can't believe that i signed up for the maths lesson at nyp. I also can't believe myself. It's maths. Oh my god. Watched extreme makeover home edition. The story behind this family is tragic. But their family bond was strong. The story was really touching even myself was touched. How i wished i can fly to canada and be part of the extreme makeover team. And thye is totally awesome. Kudos to him and his team. Yesterday watched artificial intelligence. The story is about a robot boy called david who yearn to be a real life boy so that he can go home and his mother wil love him. He encountered many close shave. But due to his looks that really made him look like a real boy, made him manage to escape from the crutches of the people who want to destroy artificial intelligence. He went to search the blue fairy which turned pinochio into a real boy. He saw the blue fairy at the bottom of the water and stayed there for 2000 years. And all the way he kept staring at the blue fairy statue. Until the aliens came and revive him. And looked through all his memory. etc.. etc.. Overall it was a good story. Touching one. Sigh..

I am so down

Nobody at home again. Why am i always the one who will be left alone in the house? My parents will ask my siblings to go out with them but not me. Why? If only my grandparents are still here in the house, then i won't be feeling so abandoned. I want my grandparents to move back here. But can I? I can't. This house seems just like a shelter to me rather than a home. I pondering if something happen to me, i will want only my friends to be there for me rather than my family. Cause i know they will only care about the hospital bill first. Example, like when i was in primary 4 i fractured my elbow. They scolded me. Then they took me to see a chinese sehsei only a few days after i fractured my elbow. Do you know how painful it is, still i have to endure the pain for few days. Then when i am in primary 5, i twisted my wrist.I have to go operation. When i twisted my wrist, they scolded me again. They complained to me that why am i always spending their money on those you de mei de. When i fall sick, they will not care for me. They will say i deserve it. Although that is in the past, but it do make an impact on my childhood. Who will want a childhood to be so pathetic. I dont want too. But i have no choice. God says its fated. I must be strong to overcome these.

what ever it isl

What ever it is. What ever that cretin who named herself or himself 'enraged' say about me, i dont care. Why should i be bothered with those idiotic comments. This type of people always talk bad about people but in the end, he or she never take a look at themselves. They are so pathetic. I should pity them. They dont have a proper name. Wonder if they are a wimp not to use their name. Or their name will be mocked if they reveal their name.
Yesterday went st pauls for the good friday celebration. First is the living waters who performed many songs. Their performance are great. After the performance, we ate food. Then nicky jie looked very surprised to see me. He said to his gf that they once used to call me morphin. Lol. After eating went back to the goodness hall. Then joseph perform solo. Quite an entertainment. Everybody was having fun. took a lot of pics, tomorrow then blog them up. Took mrt with wen ling.Reached home, bathed and sleep already. Cause its already 12plus mid night, and very tired.

Mr Bean

Yesterday did not have a wink, the whole night to morning i was playing game and chatting on msn. Then went out. I felt that this thing was so damn ridiculous. But still i saved my money. Then i went to hougang mall alone, walked around, before one good friend came down and accompany me. We went to vivo city. We chatted about orientation and a lot of stuff. Shared a lot of stuff. We went to the pet shop, saw schnauzier and maltese. So damn cute. Especailly the maltese keep biting the towel. So cute. I wished i can have that dog. We went to the book store. Saw a lot of movie disc and a lot of books. I wan to buy the rachel debut album. Then finally i found my career guidance book. But i did not buy it. Then we thought of gong to watch a movie. So we bought the movie tickets for Mr bean movie. My good friend treated me to the movie. Thanks. Then walked walked walked. We went to sit down. I looked at the movie tickets again, i realised that the person printed the wrong tickets. Then we went back. Luckily can change, but the person said that the seats he gave us is the ******** seats. So cannot leak this info out. Or else die.. Then walked before we buy slurpy into the cinema. When we were queueing up, we saw a celebrity. His surname is also my surname. Lol. He looked tall siia. He was with his family. We found out seat, it is the third last row form the back. What a nice view man. Haha. The show very funny and nice too. Especially when mr bean grabbed the black cloth put on his head and mouthed the opera. Then act like he is the mother and his son want to die liao. Then got another part, is the boy act pityful and trying to get some money from the lady. The boy said that can i have some money to call my papa. Then he cried. Then the lady give him money. Then mr bean also try, but before he even cry to act pitiful, the lady ran off. Haha. Mr bean very suay. Lol. Really a nice show. Then after that we went home. On the way home at the lrt, i saw a judge from the show so you think you can dance. Alight at the same stop as me. Lol. But he was so weird. It is already dark , and he still wear a sunglasses. Lol. I reached home alomst 8pm. Then i bath and i went to sleep. Cause i very tired.

damn fcuked up..

I am so damn fcuk up. Why everytime always made last minute changes. With a nice plan to move along with, in the end left with no specific directions. If don't want to go to the suggested place, then say earlier. Now totally spoil the mood. I am flaring up. I hate jeremiad type of people.I already said no seoul garden and no expensive dining place, you made me sound like i am always insisting on expensive dining place and food.
Dont want to talk about it anymore, not worth my time.
Went to meet juan hui at 8 plus. Then we ordered drink, then chat till 11 plus. Then accompany her to buy takeaway for her sister. Then went home. Played online game with my sister.

Orange..

Tell you something. I hate orange. Cause before you can eat, you have to peel off the skin. And that made my hand sour. To me, all oranges are sour, they are aint sweet at all. Then after peeling off the skin, i have to peel off those white colour thingy. After peeling off, i can see my orange in a bad state. Like i just smashed it. Sorry la, my peeling skill not good enough. Not like apple, grape. No need to peel at all. Just washed the fruits and pop into your mouth. Done, you have just killed the fruit. Then when i eat it, my whole hand will be soak in orange juice. But one thing i like orange is it help me to cure my block nose for the time being. A bit riduculous. But better than eating pills that can put you drowsy. Today is not that i haven sleep, is i sleep full already. haha. Cause yesterday i from 1plus pm sleep till 10pm. Then 1plus am sleep till 6am. Haha. I am not feeling tired at all. Saw a lot of interesting news and info that will do you good. If you don't know what i am talking, then please READ THE NEWSPAPER!!! Never i will be the good person for now. I will type it here. And those who are in the design or engineering course in nyp, you will be enriched. NYP had just sign 2 memoranda of understanding with Groupe Ecole Superieure d'igenieurs en Electronique et Electrotechnic (group esiee) And Supinfocom and Supinfogame. It will pave the way for collaboration with the 2 french institutes in the areas of engineering and interactive and digital media. Lol. It also means that i will be enriched. Yeah man. Today URBAN taught readers about dining etiquette. Lol. Later at 9.30 am i am going to watch the face lift, then watch 11.30 de extreme make over home edition. Then on sunday i watching cinderalla story. Surprisingly, my mother prepare my breakfast. While eating the rice cake, i thought of the hong kong pui zai kou with red beans. Hope next year my auntie will bring everyone to hong kong. My cousin said that bar chor mee die liao, Miss us till die. He said the dog everyday dont want to eat. Then i asked him who told him de. He said bo lok. Bo lok is my neighbour in hai nan dao. Dont know whether is they go kill the dog and cook dog meat. Cause when we bought the dog, su gong and him keep saying that they want to cook dog meat. Lol. Wait till i go back there, then i will know whether bar chor mee die already a not. All my friends is not awake yet. Sigh.

My sister is a wimp..

Daryl want me to teach him life drawing and those skills. Haha, I am promoted to shi fu. Played GUNZ just now with dell. The game not fun. Cos mine lag. Then my character shoot and move very slow. I disadvantage siia. Today I liang xin fa xian I went to pack my secondary books. For my hardwork, i should get some praise. But the daryl suan me. Said that i this kind of person also will do household chores de ar. Lol. Just now i drew my own anime character. I shall name the character owl. Haven complete drawing though, but it's the best of the world. One more day and i am free. Then i have to countdown to 10th of april. I miss a lot of things? do you know what it is? Haha. I miss my old pillow. Lol. I miss butter crab. I miss tom yam soup. I hungry liao. Lol.

myths about me.

Found something to blog. Now is 7.40am. Now to tell you MYTHS about me. I am amiable. I am anti-social. I like to sleep. I like the sun. . Now unrevealing the TRUTH. I am actually quite anti-social to strangers or those whom i not familiar with. But i am a gregarious type of person. If you dont know what is the meaning of gragerious. It means that i am fond of company. I don't like to sleep, but my body tire easily. But that does not mean i am not unhealthy. Lol. I like the sun when it comes to sun tanning. But when it comes to relax, play, fun, i prefer night time. That's why i always like to sleep in the day and active in the night. By the way, i have reverted to my owl old ways. Now when the sun is up, i sleep. When the sky is dark, i am active. Owl as it is. except that i dont eat mice. Thinking of the white fur, red eyes. Black fur, red eyes. EWWW!!! My mother launched into her usual harangue about the inconvenience of me up so early. She said that when my siblings are awake, i better be asleep. Which means when they are sleeping, i better be awake. Does she means that she support me with my owl character? Seoul garden is replaced by THAI RESTAURANT. Lol. Juan hui not going anymore. She got something on. So sad. I thought we can have a full gathering for maybe the last time?? I am famished now. But there is nothing to eat. My mother every morning never prepare my breakfast. She want me to die of starvation. I so skinny liao, stil dont want give me eat. But then really, these few days, i eat damn lot. But i lose weight. Damn fcuking siia. Maybe i should really starve myself, so i will gain weight. Darn it siia. Verdell introduced one game called gunz. Maybe i should play that to waste my time. Lol. Anyone joining me for breakfast? lol. Surely no one de. daryl went for orientation. Karen bring cousin bb to kk to check up. Verdell think not so early wake up de. Juan hui possible. Sms her now, lol..

Miss you guys.

Verdell said that my blog is dead. No.. My blog will never be dead, cause it already has no life. Bodoh, no life in the first place how to die. Haha. Lol. Gee. Played a prank with karen. She believed it at first, but then later his brother anthony told her that its april fool day. Wa. Then my prank spoil liao. Thanks anthony. Lol. Today is han liang birthday. happy bdae boy. Then 16th april is ru0 ping birthday.=). I miss my fellow friends. If i see them, the first thing i will do is to give them a great big hug. Yesterday my mother bring me to bendemeer to eat breakfast. At the coffee shop, so clean siia. If dirty i rather not step in the coffee shop. Lol. But then very weird. All the ah pek and auntie all stare at me. Very malu siia. Then after that go bugis, then plaza singapura. Go home that time my mother told me a joke, very cold one. Lol. Then reached home, she say next time every morning i bring you to child care centre. Then i say what for? She said bring you there feed baby. I like what the hell. lol..Then the grocery shopping, dont know what's wrong with me and my mother. We bought 5 packets of bread. 5 siia. I want puke already. This friday go out, yeah. Then saturday st pauls.=p.. Then 10th april orientation. I scared i lost my way siia. Cause i well known for my stupid sense of direction. And i like to sleep in the bus, i scared later i miss the bus stop. lol.. Now every morning, my mother will ask where is my egg? Hee, i will say i ate them all. Lol. Egg is nice. But no yolk.. Eww. I want daryl to lend me the cd, zuo yan jian dao gui. But he don't want to lend me, cause he said i watch in tv, already cry till jia lat, if he lend me will hai me cry more. Lame la. Lol. Later at 11am i want to watch extreme makeover, house edition. Then 8.30pm, watch totally hidden extreme magic aka THEM. Must watch, Their magic really superior. Really can jump through glass. Yes, finally tian mu xia de lian ren is being posted on you tube. Zhen jia ying rocks in that show.

weird

this photo is edited by my cousin. My brother and I have become cyclops. We are mutants. Lol.

yesterday i came out from my room, then my mother called me stupid. What the fcuk. Then just now i just talked, my mother just switched off the tv. I conclude that she is suffering from depression. Fcuking asshole. And my parents bought me a packet of fried hokkien mee. And it's all soggy. All i see is the sauce when i open the packet. disgusting. It's inedible. Eww. I will never eat fried hokkien mee again. My sister is back. That means i cannot have the whole room to myself. This time i dont care, whether she going to complain or not. I just want to on music. and listen before i sleep. I dont give a damn how she thinks. I am me, me is myself. Take it who i am, or just scram.