Hm.. I dont know wad to say, perhaps its another point in my life that I should learnt how to be strong, how to keep myself clear-minded instead of being lost. I also dun know why I go slash myself, such a foolish act. I know.. Now I just want to escape in reality live in a viryual world of mine. Although I know that there had been friends and impt person who been cheering me up, now it just a matter of time.. Give me some time to cool it off. Now it the lowest peak. I will be okay, jia hwei will be back soon. she just needed a break.