im scared of losing you

Just got back from compass with karen. Lol. Went to her house meet her, then went to have lunch then search for jobs.. Lol. Ytd finally had a mini gathering with my peeps, though some did nt make it, went to sing k. I was exceptionally high, I keep saying huat ar, then sing the hokkien song. Got influenced by the 881 show. Lol. Then come to this freaking song which made me off pitch, then karen burst out in to laughter. For the last few songs, we chose those with extremely high pitch, then we were like screaming our voice outi nstead of singing.. Lol. We sang for 4 hours. Lol. So after we left the place, our voice was coarse. Losing my voice. Lol. Then after tat we went to search for jobs. Last stop at compass, went to eat mac, and was there eating while watching anime on dell lappy.. lol. Nice anime. Lol. Reached home, knock out. Slept till 11 plus, got a bad dream, which really give me the scare. Hope it dont come true.. Went down to prime mart buy some snacks and drinks. Some times I really wish I would grow, mature in the sense of thinking or appearance. Got to cherish wad i have now. Did some reflecting after I read a piece of article which really give me the thought of life is fragile, time doesnt wait for one, its only matter how to make full use of it, to live the life with no regrets. Then I relate to my cousin friend. It really sounds logical..