abhorrence

Still waiting for a certain msg.

Did it on purpose. But guess he had forgotten alrdy.

Nvm, might as well get used to it.

That person had her guilt in her.

Using money to releashed my hatred for good?

Don't bother, I won't fantasize to a bill of notes.

I'm not the type of person you can buy my character, my pride, my heart with money.

I'm an upright person. Don't bother bribing me.

I'm not the girl she used to know.

I have my own thinking,

I won't be so stupid to put up my hand everytime I wished to speak.

I won't be the girl who left defenseless anymore. I'm strong now.

I still rmb the days I would be the only one left alone in the house when kid like my age was to enjoy themselves outside. ( when i was in primiary school)

I still rmb the days you cane me over smallest reasons.

like for not having a tidy handwriting.

I'm not that little girl who follows blindly behind you,

carrying out your orders though i know it's wrong.

I'm a grown up, i won't be such a fool anymore.

In this great torment growing process, I've grown to be a girl you would nvr expect.

I'm wild, i'm straight forward, i'm outspoken, i know what is right or wrong.

I'm upright, i'm the one who can be relied on, and trusted

I'm the person who trys to keep promises without any hesistation.

You're guilty, and forever is. One drip of my blood, you are black listed.

no matter how much bills you gave me, how much you tried to make it for me, it's all too late.

these 17 years, all the mistreat, misjudgement, all the attitude you gave me, i had enuf.

You are so gonna to lose me, till you apologise with sincere and a apologetic mind.

and nvr gonna interfere with my life, and i need my privacy.

Basic manners which you nvr taught me, yet i still mind.

Knock before you come into my room and stop peeking into my diary.

Stop invading all my privacy which nvr meant for you to interrupt and had your hands on.