Thursday, May 15, 2008

I just want you to understand

His hair is so bouncy
Waiting for alina at the toilet after night class
There she is..
The clouds are magnificant
Guess which is me
I think I look more prettier when i was young

Trying to act ugly.
is there any reason why our mouths are crooked?
Just trying to ease my boredom
I didnt know brenda was in the pic till she told me.=) Am I or am i not turning the knob?
Botak Jones-American Food. Hot Stuff*
An article on how to interpret what a woman said
Tian Xiang's Fish and Chips.
My Chicken Coujan

The hang outs~
The menu..
Pretty Brenda
Stupid one big one small eye
Can see that I look tired from my eyes. Yawn~


late updates.. This is the pictures accomodate from monday til wednesday.
Hectic is all i can describe my life now.
Just like yesterday at EG2163 lab lesson.
Everything started to go wrong. My wave form was incorrect.
And I corrected my 7 segment 7 times and check my wave form one period by a period 7 times too.
I was seriously so irritated and frustrated.
I was like thinking, why the hell this happen to me. For goodness sake.
I was going to break down I guess.
When finally this miracle appeared in front of me. I done it.
Phew~. And when my class were ready to go,
that ben dan rather stay with his friend, than coming back to the class and carry his stuff,
So in the end I carried two laptops. and two bags on my own to the canteen.
Quarrelled, but still no initiative. He realised his mistake but yet he was still with his friend.
Need to stay awhile because his friend and he didnt met for a long time.
I was like what the hell with that logic, am i his gf or what.
Even my classmates were piss off.
But nvm, everything ok now, except i don't this to happen again. It dampens my mood drastically.
After having our lunch, we went to a tutorial room and do the project circuit,
Have to thank dba for helping me to put the components, and raymond for soldering.
and advance thank to you for helping me to wire wrap. He promised me to wire wrap for me.
My team and I have our comm skill discussion.
Divided the job already. So just need to wait then collate together,
and do some last minutes amendment, check whether is there infromation missing so on and forth.
Stressed~.
Next week have to rush my decoder. and now i have yet to complete my EG2120 tutorial 4.
5.05am in the morning, my mother awake and she nag me for not sleeping.
But in fact i slept from 7 to 12. its like more than enough for me.
and that ben dan slept from ard 8 to now like 5am like that. 8hrs, hope he will wake up in time for school.
Had a talk peacefully with ben dan. Told him tliat i want my lifestyle back, just because i have him now doesnt i have to change my lifestyle and my usual routines
Ever day since he ask me to change a lot of stuff, though i listened but in fact deep down i was reluctant and this really make me breathless.
I was really stress out, i feel like im in a cage. the things i like, yet i can't dare to like it.
But this is me, the things i like to do are part of me, my friends everything are part of me.
I enjoy going out with buddies, chill out catch a movie, singing, so on and forth.
Do you know how it feels like when i can't do that anymore?
When i'm telling him all these, i was going to tear i felt really sad even now, im typing.
though everything is settled, but still to think of it, i am really very down.
I know this is a big sacrifice for him, i know the reasons he have to do that, though giving me back my lifestyle, i guess he might be reluctant in the heart too.
He might not be happy,
I just cant find any solution just that i know that i cant breathe anymore.
stop here, ending this tearful post. ciao

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