好痛苦

我好困。但我又睡不着。

我覺得好空虚。

不知为何拥有如此的感受。

可能最近心情好低落吧。

Sigh. Absent minded.

I hate myself for being so forgetful.

I now still considering whether to skip lecture on monday.

Because that is the only lesson i have on monday.

Lecturer had not gone thru finish what he was suppose to teach.

But should I go?

I am in a fix.

I want to go over baby house, but can I?

I don't know how tradition states.

My dad say he will buy me a book on the chinese traditions for any occasion.

I seriously need it.

I miss baby now.

I feel so distracted.

I am now copying notes for baby comm skill, but somehow I just cant concentrate at all.

I had hunger pangs for a few days alrdy.

ytd drink mushroom soup, many cans of drinks and fries.

Today, one slice of pizza, one can of pepsi, and 2 packets of bandung.

I know baby will get mad.

But seriously, though I know i having hunger pangs,

but Im really not hungry at all.

Has my stomach shrink?

Or I have lost the sense of hunger.

I know I'm not myself these days.

Perhaps time. I need time.

Sudden, too sudden.