The Day Is Arriving!!!

Today wake up. Queuing up to bath. Wow. Saw my mother crying. Don't know what happen. Don't bother. My turn to bath. After bathing, Saw my mother there laughing to herself. Then saw me, started scolding me. Are she crazy or what. Is she having depression. Wonder**. Don't care. Then prepare my stuff. Then go meet verdell. Big cow back out last min like she always do. Sian. Beginning to feel Damn irritated. Then me and verdell go look for jeans. Then i bought my ideal jeans. Don't know why when i buy my stuff, i feel happy. Not like last time. Lol. I like the pattern on my jeans. Ya. Yesterday bought a new wallet. So happy. Then me and verdell go library borrow books. Borrow books about forensic and detective stories and also eerie stories. Then go eat Macdonald. Chat with verdell. Then go arcade. that the best part. We play the basketball game for almost half an hour and non stop. Guess what the machine spoil. Me and verdell just keep throwing haha so funny. Then our muscles are all aching. Heng*. Got this one guy come help us. Save us sia!!!. Haha. Then after that go home. Decide what tym to meet tml to go for the court hearing. Scared sia. Die. Yes. He got come tml. But what the use, He is married and got one kid.!!! Cant believe it. !!! He so young!! Heartbroken!!!***Arggggg... But he is really a cool and handsome p.o. Sigh. Realise that bonds is getting further and weaker every minute. But I feel more happier than last time. I feel more relaxed now. Because I know that there is no one to stop my desicion. I live in the fear in the past but now I live in the light.