COmplex mind..

Today, I actually intended to ask Miss Ng, whether she called my parents up.

But then to it, what if the answer is positive.

What am I going to do next.

So I did not asked in the end.

Slacked during english lanuage class,

Chinese lesson was replaced by biology lesson.

Maths was okay.

I did not eat during recess time and also did not buy any beverages.

Was quite worrying and upset.

Then I purposely want to be late for class.

Then the whole history and chemistry lesson, I was listless, no mood.

No voice, cos never drink water, not even a sip.

When going for poa, I did not saw him.

Then I kept brooding.. I am stuck.

Don know what to do, can't help in anyway..

Wonder how is he feeling..

Then after class, saw that Mr Lee was talking to him.

Saw a smile on his face, I began to drop my heavy thoughts and burden.

I talked on the phone, till almost doze off..

Siian, now still got one obstacle in my life..

I don't want thursday to come.

Can any saviour paused the time.

Now listening to the cd by blink 182, borrowed from shahidah.

Thanks dude.

The songs was awesome.

Now doing poa hmw, and its only the starting.

Have to sleep late again.

Argh, till now, haven spoken a word to my father.

COld war is still on.

When Its going to end?

Today, also never spoek to my mother.

Our conversation was only , 3 sentences?

Family problems also add to my burden.

Wish I can leave the house, drop off the burden.

But who got empty lodging to let me stay.

And how about my daily expenses?

Wishing thinking of my own.

Talking lot of craps here..

I finally got the song, catch your wave by click five.

Thanks to verdell..

And also thank to her recommendation of detective/homicide novels.

The book she recommend, was awesome, inspiring.

The book is called Murder she wrote-murder in a minor key.

I want to read the book called drummer.. ah..