Muggling.

Boredom leads to abhorrent..

Now is 2.03am.

Now listening to music namely catch your wave by clickfive

and over a thousand miles.

Later studying social studies.

Maybe I will sleep at 4 plus.

Must at least study a bit, then turn in.

Or else I would feel guilty fo not studying.

Not because of my parents.

Why should I linger on guilt for my parents.

Now worth my emotions.

I do it for myself and not disapppoint the teachers who teach me.

Now a days, I really wonder when are those arguements gonna vanished from my life..

If there is someone to enlighten me, that burden of mine would surely lessen.

And I would feel more relax and focused.

But the problem, there is noone to enlighten me.

A confidant needed desperately. Some one who is willing to lend an listening ear.

I am such a cretin, a dumbo, a nit wit and I am dumb witted..

Feel so childish and silly sometimes.

When I am going to grow up?