No sense of appreciationb

Yesterday, sigh. I cried.

Cause my mother scold me just because I never switch on the channel to Da Chang Jin.

Later called me weak.

My father insulted me

My sister pinched me for no reason. Now bruises all over my hand.

I scram back into my room and cried my heart out.

I scram back into my room, not because I am weak.

Is cuz I rmb someone once said to me that I should not talk back in order to prevent any further trouble

I heeded.

I clenched my fist, trying to control my emotions

I illusioned myself and it somehow helped

If not I would have already smashed the television set.

Sometimes I wonder whether I am really hteir biological daugther

And felt like telling them that they had failed as a parent

Zhi xin said that I changed for ..the worse

My attitude..

The whole day I did not eat.

Today morning 6.34am then I go sleep

Had been making a video for several hours.

Tomorrow is the 3rd of oct.

This day reminded me of the past. the number 3

Sigh.

Taking a step at a time, to forget the past


Just got a scolding for talking in a peaceful manner.

What the hell.

It has been my own style of speaking.

You wanna change me. DREAM ON.

You cannot change me.

Cause I am myself.

I would not change.

I don't care if you cane me or insult me or even throw a chair at me

I don't give a damn. You don't have the rights to change me

You know why. Cause I don't regard you as my parent

Call me unfifilial.

You cause me to be like this.

Cause me to have hatred.

You don't even understand me.

You are just like a total stranger to me in sense.

Just that on the papers you are regarded as my parent.

On the surface.

Stop talking about my parents.

senseless.

Tml after school going compass point to buy cd.

I save enough money to buy only one cd.

Nvm.. i will save more.