I am a Owl

I am really becoming a owl too. A real one. I mean not having all those feathers, just the characteristic. I watched Hua Yang Shao Nian Shao Nu show from 11 plus at night till yesterday morning 8 plus. Then I turned in at 9 am in the morning. Slept till 6 plus in the evening again. But I kinda like this kind of life. Except that it is unhealthy kind of way. I received my cousin cd. But i yet to send him the hacken lee movie vcd. Still waiting for my friend to return me. And I als still haven reply my god sister letter. A lot of letters to send indeed. Didn't go for the intervew yesterday. So, I am now still jobless. I think it is not possible to find a job now already. Too late already. So **** up now. Luckily my dad working night shift, wont be seeing for the whole week. Which means for one week, I have one less person to scold me. Yesterday had a couple of dreams, one of them is the same person, no need me to elaborate. the other is totally a nightmare. It stil give me the chill till now. He asked me to go back O.H to work, But i don't know. I asked him to give me three days to think. Tomorrow I have to tell him my answer. A lot factors that I need to consider carefully. This desperation for money and the toleration for the hard work. Argh!!! I don't know. I hope he won't remember what he had asked me. Thats the end.. Gonna return back to my vcd..