Glum again

Pack some stuff again. Another boring day. Yearn to go out again. Thursday.. Going back to cvss first then go nyp.. Don't know want to go cvss on friday with gary and his friends. I realised that I am becoming more and more undecisive. And I can't feel my own emotions. Am I dead? watch finish wei xiao pasta. I felt so envious. How i wish the scenario will happen to me. except that I know its impossible. Can anyone tell be the exact date of the release of the result? is it on the 5th of feb or the 9th of feb. Argh!!