I Love You

I am now mugging, burning the midnight oil just for ecom. I just started chapter 2. Everything is so rush. But what can I do for last min revision. Just because this sem has no break before the common test , everything is so shag and the modules content are much difficult, I had no choice but to rush everything.Wonder how my common test grades would turn out to be.

Obsession with good grades for common test had just dominated my mind utterly.. I feared I might turned out what ah hui had said. Jia Hwei! Stop thinking about grades, maths and ecta paper was over, no pointing brooding. No point crying over spilled milk. I hope by scolding myself that I would be less obssessed with it. Hope so~. I am trying to take it easy. However expectations. Sigh. SInce young I set high expectations for myself. Yeah, I am just torturing myself. Take it easy girl~.

On a brighter note, I am missing my boyfriend, my da ben dan to give me hug of comfort. However I still dont know what are the plans for today. Its been 5 days since I seen him. I just want a hug from him, cry in his arms, vent on my frustrations by crying. Perhaps it will help me to de-stress.

Currently had been singing to de stress. My classmates should have heard me singing xmas songs in school. I am _____tired.. Sigh. Got to sleep soon after I finished a few more pages. Night everyone, night baby.. I love you though we quarrelled..