I need love

Today paper was freaking difficult.
However I manage to complete almost all of the chosen qns. Just that i lost 5 marks because I left it blank. Others? I am not so sure. Hope i dont get any careless mistakes.
On the way home, I bumped into ah hui. So we walked to pp, she got her takeaway while i got waffle for myself before heading home.

Sometimes, life is unpredictable. Things doesnt go way, neither that it went smooth.
Facing a lot of pressure, stress and unhappiness. I hope I would score a good grade for maths. Let it be at least an A or a B+ or a B. I am more than satisfied.
I am really worried about my grades, my gpa. Would I able to go into a specilisation I desire?
This question has been twirling in my mind since the day i had the briefing for specilisation.
Insufficient sleep, making me drastically worn out. What I receieve are only care and concern from classmates and friends. There is somebody missing. Yes, it is my baby.

Right now, right here, it seems like without his care or concern, doesnt change anyting in my life.
Perhaps because I got used to it since the day he neglected me because of his friends and games.
Now i only want him to make it up for me for all the pain and hurt, the tears i lost for him.
At the very least, make me a happy girl, a girl who feel loved which i dont feel it now.

One more paper left, after that I've got to rush out the improved designs of the remote, and improvise on the drawing which i shaded previously. Got to choose the color scheme for the final design. Plan a date to set off to buy the material for the remote and start planning out.

I really need a break from everything, I anticipate the last day of the common test. However my schedule doesnt allow me to take a good break, outings, assignment project.