jeffrey..

My audition for hip hop sucks to the core.. I forget my dance steps. Sigh, Maybe i should just stick to my adventure club. Or maybe signing up for another. Had a tiff with my mother. I already told her that i will be late for home. And anyway it's not the first time any way. Get so paranoid for what. Poly is like that especia;lly when days you have ccas. And some more i am already seventeen. She always controlled me, even what time i must sleep, also control me. This kind of life, I'm sick of it. Since beginning of Jan, I promised myself not to argue with my parents, but now is they made me flare up. DONT TREAT ME LIKE A KID!! Called me so many, but she never did think, i am carrying one file, one thick maths textbook and one tool box, how am i going to answer her call. I told her this reason, she said dont make excuses. It's already the truth, whats more you want me to say. Now this house, i can no longer tolerate. I wil leave this house soone ror later, to get any from this miserable life. Always despise me. I wont forget how you insult me. Always gamble gamble, still say i waste money. If 4D is so easy to win, then in this world, everybody will be rich. Why dont they use the money for 4D to use on useful stuff instead of this stupid dumb 4D thingy. And always believing in feng shui, If feng shui can change one life, people will live in luxurious life already lo. In the past, my mother did not pray one. Now she pray , But to pray to win 4D. What the heck is this. it's an insult to god. I made a decision, from now onwards, i will not come home before 10pm. And i will made the house rule change to a more unbiased rules. Enough of the ranting, i very hungry now. Friends had asked me to consider him.. Hm.. ???