My house in chaos now. My brother is suspected of contracting chicken pox. Then my mother also paraniod. Then i was on phone with russell, then my mother asked me to see her body got any chicken pox. Then SHE SAID: " MY BRA ON TOP GOT ANY CHICKEN POX?" I was so damn pai seh. If I contracted too, which i might now, cause I having slight fever. Hope I wont contract any. I am afraid tat I wont be able to make it for test. I feel like going pulau ubin and get myself into accident at the steep slope there. I really want to know whether will anybody care for me esp my parents. I know i sound negative. Just quarrrelled with my mother. So damn pissed off. Xi guan jiu hao. Never mind I will tolerate..