slacking

I am just being hounded by many mosqitoes.. My whole body is itching, the itch is so unbearable. No matter how much medicine that is supposed to stop the itch i put, it will still manage to itch. My brother just got a deep cut made by the stupid rusty thingy. Got a big cut and bleeding profusely. And my brother who got study first aid before, dont even know that he should consult a doctor and get a jab. Delayed treatment. His hand is now swollen. As a first aider, yet he dont know how to help himself.
I just got to know one freaking truth. Just mentioning of the name, it brought me many heart ache. The struggle to try to forget him. The pain that i suffered for many months. Now a person who shares a simliar blood relation as him is my friend. My heart feels the pain. Although now i truely had forgotten him, but i still rmb the pain that i had gone through.
On Sunday is verdell birthday, yesterday is joey birthday. May all their wishes come true.I now addicted to the anime ouran high school. A nice anime. All these anime will gonna kill me one day. I think i should stop watching, and get my brain cracking for studies. Common test!!! What the hell. I think all my classmates had started studying. Me? still slacking.. ll..