fuck my parents

Christmas eve is here.. My sister ask me go out to watch movie.. but had to reject her cos is go town.. My bro ask me to go his friend hse for xmas dinner.. Dunno want to go a nt.. Dont even know who randolph, only know that he like to dee siao ppl, still rmb at my bro tagboard.. Just know that i am stuck at home, listening to all the scolding and the vulgarities from my father.my mother and father keep scolding me fo no reason.. still treat me as a kid.. As if i will anyhow loiter ard at malaysia.. Im gg to be 18.. I know wad i shld do and wad i shld nt.. I hate ppl treating me like a kid. I know wad im doing.. and for goodness sake im maturing alrdy.. stop telling me wad to do and wad i shld not do. This is common sense, and do i look like a person who doesnt have one. If i have a choice, i want to change my parents.. I want go out, i scared i cannot take it and just punch or break anything i saw in my way.

These few days having insomia.. Dunno why, maybe too stressful.. Just feel a lot of pressure.. I still thinking within these few days whether i can rush my c n i proj and eng proj.. ytd manage to think of wad clothese to wear to malaysia. and nw its the monsoon season gonna be very cold up the hill. I receive my very first xmas present from my cousins. The windbreaker is quite nice, just that it doesnt have any pocket.. Another xmas present is from my mother.. Gave me money to go shop, but i still did not get the stuff i wanted.. my black cardigan and another vest.

Dar present i haven wrap, and he knew wad i get for him alrdy. not fair.. Shld nt haven taken a photo of it in my hp..
Days to depature: 4 days.. lolx..