jiahwei is emo today..

Today morning went to cck mrt station to meet lynn for my skinnies.. Then went to shopper mall walk walk.. Then msg esther mei want go out a not, but she say she dun wan, then i go her house slack. Reach the bus stop, wait for her and her mei then we go buy take away for ourselves and di.. Then head to mei de house. We ate while we watch the gong zu xiao mei, first time see guy watch ou xiang ju.. lolx. slack and chat till abt 6 like that. I went to take bus back to lakeside then train to bugis walk walk oso. Nothing to buy cos no money. Then wait for bus very long then decided to walk to little india take mrt. While walking a lot of thoughts came to my mind. These few days really has no mood to do anything, no appetite. When I took pic, i just realised i look so shag and thinner. Don bother to ask why i'm like that. Haix..

Ytd met out with buddy buddy juan hui, we chatted and we really got so piss off by those matters. A lot of things. Argh. We both came to conclusion. Great minds think alike. Then after tat went to find her colleage, then pei her colleage go smoke, chatted, then slacked a bit. Chatted with her abt my xin shi and alot. Then she tell me her xin shi.. she's one friend that i can really pour my thoughts to her, cos hmm can say that she know me very well cos 5yrs liao. lolx. and some more she understand me well.. My buddy buddy foreva.. hehex.

Nw rarely hear from him, rarely see him. And i oso dunno wad he doing, all i can do is just imagine. Sometimes i just feel so scared. when i need him, i dun dare to say out to him, cos i dun want to disturb him having fun. I don dare to prompt him further or ask qns, cos i scared he will feel naggy and feel that im just paranoid. I just fear that he will leave me. Bu yao li kai wo hao ma?