lot of thoughts

Im sick, yeah.. i got a sexy voice these few days since i come back from genting all thanks to the daily consumption of tom yam. Have not yet to visit the doctor.. My nose prob came back too and have to eat the yucky pill for nose decongestant.. Eww.. totally gross.. And all becos of the prawn, my allergy acted up again and cos an irritant at the side of the mouth. Argh.. It just look hideous to me..

Few more weeks to sem exams, it like too fast alrdy. and next week is my oral presentation.. And my group haven done with it.. Omg.. Just got to know one of my modules grade for common test.. I passed.. Thats a great news though but im sure i can improve on it.. Definitely.. lolx.. Now i just want to know how much i got for my maths..

I suddenly feel like eating a lot of stuff, but i cant.. so sick of it.. How i wish its the holidays now.. lolx.

New year coming, got to go buy my new year clothes with bro and i still want the grey skinny.. lolx.. rmb i catch my eye on one at bugis area.. lolx..

Wanna congrats my bro for having a leadership position as a unit sergeant major for NCC(Land).. Hahax.. And hope he nvr forget that he is blajaning me to shop.. lolx..

How i spend my new year.. Lolx.. I got to ton outside with dar,his mei and friends.. I had fun really.. Though i dunno them well, its like the first time meeting them except for serene.. lolx.. but they really friendly.. lolx..

hope 2008 would be a better year than 2007, let all the bad and unhappy memories be gone with the wind.. It gonna be a new year for me. Few more months it gonna be holiday and im in my second year of my 3 years in poly.. Time pass so fast, then soon dar gg into ns, then i will be out carving a career then to further studies, wait for dar to come out ns..

Been thinking a lot, for my studies, im trying not to fal alsp in class alrdy.. I know wad i am aiming for.. my dreams my goals everything its like so clear to me, waiting for me to reach.. I want to study in imperial college of london, if chances allow me, i want to study neurology overseas, or any science field career aspect.. even i cant, biomed is fine for me which regards to nano tech, cos im working in the RnD field too.. I just want smth related to science and research..

For my love, i know i make a right decision, cos having dar really make me so xing fu.. He taught me a lot of sensible stuff, make me more mature, and not as obstinate as before. He gave me the security i have been looking for..took care of me a lot, always making me smile,. I just love to see him smile too.. Just think that he got a lot of charm when he smile, so cute.. Ben ben de xiao lian.. lolx..Though we quarrel upteen times, but it all resolve.. It make me understand him more. Once a friend of mine told me i have change, last tym i was a person who dont like ppl to take control of my lifes and like to do things my way.. But to think i was a hypocrite in the past, doig things my own way without caring wad ppl think, and always thinking im right, that why i make a lot of wrong decision in my life, some till now filled with regrets.. Im always stubborn to take in advice,when problems arises the first thing i wanna do is to fight or confront the person But since i met dar, i realised my own flaws, if nto for him, i would be continuing smoking like nobody care, drinking everyday, mouth full of vulgarities which is boorish, facing the dreadful consequences of my own actions.. I want to thank dar for enlightening me and treating me so nice.. We been tgt almost 6mths now.. The longest i had, and the one i know its the right one, the one i would really cherish and nvr let it go..

As for my friends, had been losing contact with some alrdy, trying to contact them again, sometimes i know im not a gd friend, not by their side supporting them when they are down. but from now on, i will try to support them, i want to be a good friend. Some memories the ones i treasure wil be always kept in my mind, i would notforget the good times we had tgt.. doug bro who had been giving me great advice and a great listener, verdell who always the lamer nvr fail to make me laugh and always the one who is crazy, juan hui the ones who always been supporting me, sharing problem with, giving me great advice too, one who is like a guide to me a great example, daryl the one who always crap with me always there for me when i need him, precious the ones who i hd fun hanging out with always giving me new experience gg to new places and discovering new stuff, lastly the one i lose, though i alrdy lose confidence in this friendship,but i will keep all th good memories in my mind.. Thanks these peeps for being my good friend..

and for my family, nth to say.. lolx.. just no more feng shui and 4D pls.. lolx..
a long post today, hahax.. lolx.. time for me to end here and continue to do my stuff..