i am fading away..

Owl is fading away.Owl is falling sick. Now I everyday go school will sleep one.. very tired, but no choice.. Sian. My body immunity getting lower liao.. These days getting emo. But not so bad after all. Now i dont wish to go home so early.. Cus i don't like being at home. I miss my grandparents again. Haven got the time to visit them at uncle house. I also dont feel like joining cca already.. Now i just want to bury myself in books, keep ,myself occupied.. Hopefully tire myself out. I cant cope with the stress i'm having know. I never felt this stress b4.. It too much for me. I feel like dropping out of school already. But kar hao ask me perservere.. I dont think i can do it..