I am happy that my mother like those flowers.. Lol. No more cake but flowers.. Lol. Now have to worry about father day.. lol..
Poly life is so damn hectic. Project!! E quizes.!! Now this coming thursday got maths test. Wonder how am i going to cope.. Some more now I am tutoring my god sis maths.. I am so shag.. Then tomorrow going to my godsis house again to tutor maths paper 2.. How i wish i can just drop dead.. Lucky i never take up any cca already. But vikinesh said that if i want go university, it's better to have a cca to back up the gpa. Unless i can score well, then i can no need join any cca. Darn!! If like that i have to realy study damn damn hard.. I am so stress up.. But can only bottomed myself or just rant in the blog.. Cos I dont want to give my friends another matter to ponder on.. And i will not break down this time, i will be strong. Owl will be strong for her future and her dreams.. She is keeping her dreams alive in her heart and mind.. Just did my physics and maths equiz. And for the first physics, i got 60.. Then the second equiz i got 70. I am slowly improving.. Then for maths i got 70.. I am trying to score better.. I am quite piss off with the ae project teacher, never even tell us how to connect the relay all these, while other group's teacher did.. Lucky vikinesh taught us(6 ppl).. Or else we will be lost some where in the deep deep jungle.. And i finally dare to ask question about studies, and is a lot of qns that type. Last time de me, i think will only ask a few qns, then if i still don know, i wont ask further.. But now i wil ask till i clear my doubts. Although it's a good thing, but i just hope my friend don mind me being irritating.. Now althought i played hard, but i also study hard, not so hard la.. Lol.. but I did revise.. But i guess i will be revising alone at seng kang cc there.. Cause I have no mood to study at home.. Although i will be alone in this path, but i dont mind, as long don ask me to go home and study can le.. I can see all my classmates are working very hard..They are really setting up a good example to me..They are the leaders, while i am the follower.. Wonder how karen did for her napha. hmm.. I have utmost faith in her that she can do it..But heard that she is not back home yet. Now my turn to say bout her..
To:karen:
you asked me to sms if i am going home late so as not to let anybody worry.. But now you switched off your hp.. Then your mother, me and daryl are all worried.. you also cannot like that one.. if you see this, sms me to report that you are safe and sound.. okay? and i am looking forward to this saturday bbq and k box..
Now i really wonder whether he did view my blog.. I am scared but yet... i dont know how to explain.. Mixed feelings..Sigh.. I just hope i dont fall in deeper where by i cant pull myself up.. But actually i now like a dead person with no feelings towards love.. And i dont know what is love anymore.. Really brooding over what alina said to me.. Sigh..