Let fate takes it time

Yesterday after school, went to the library to do the comm skill. Then after that went to tampines to meet karen and daryl, to wish farhana birthday. Then when daryl called me, then i know benny got come. Then i was like sian already. But lucky reach there liao, he left. Then after the celebration actually want go buy beer.. But tampines got a lot of people, so we went compass buy. Then daryl cannot pass. Then never mind lor. Then juan hui came. Then we went around to see which shop can buy. Cause i was very down and moody that day, the only thing i can think of is to drown my sorrows. Then i suggested to go to the kou fu there de prime mart near compassvale primary. Then in the end, keep dragging. Me and juan hui already pek chek, then we buy soft drink. Then i bought 2 cans of pepsi. Karen and daryl went off first. Then left me and juan hui. We went to the bus stop to wait fo bus. Then on the bus, we bump into kar hao. Kar hao treated us beer. Thanks man. I realised it's not only me who is down. Juan hui also down becos of family prob. Then kar hao down becos of relationships. Three sad people drink like hell in the end, as we drink we talked about our sad stuff and the stuff which bothering us. Drink drink, till my face very red. Then they suggested sending me home, but told them no need cos i never drunk.. Just that my face only red. Kar hao said that next time want bring me and juan hui out during holidays. Now i try not to think of the question already. I dont wish to ask my heart already. Cos really my heart had long been dead. I give up already.
Then today very sorry to juan hui, cos last minute everybody cannot make it, then left me. I went to woodland to meet juan hui, went back cvss. But the school almost empty. Juan hui chatted with on teacher then go off le. Then meet out at 6pm. Then i went to hougang mall with juan hui to eat Then walk walk around. I treated her bubble tea. Then we went to seng kang cc to chat. Then intended to set off to take bus at 9.15pm. but who knows we chateed till 9.45pm. Lol. But really we long time never chat for so long already. Its like reunion like that. But really feel guilty. i thought can make her happy, cos she upset about her family. But in the end did not do much.. But hope she gt cheer up by my lame jokes. Lol.