Miss Lonely

The one indicated in purple is the mark that dar had pinched me. And it still hurts. And he pinch my nose till now it also still left a mark. And the blue one, is the injury that I just got electricuted by a minimal voltage, so it's ok, but tend to get itchy and I scratched it.

And dad as usual nagging me, asking abt my results. What if I fail? How to do break out the news to my parents? Will they let me finish schooling or they will forbid me to go to school and start with my working life?

Utterly moodless, feeling that I should find somebody to deserve scolding from me in order to ease my frustrations. But who should be my target..? In the end, I chose myself, but of course how could i scold myself except to mumble to myself like BAKA!!

Awfully lonely tonight, crickets are creaking as if it's going to rain soon, fluttering of the leaves to join in the party. I'm feeling totally crappy!! Argh. So frustrating, so irritated and I don't know what's wrong with me.. Don't feel like smsing dar, cause I don't want to be the one always waiting for replys when he is playing game.. Yes, I'm complaining.. Sobx.. There's no difference with compared to lonely saturday.

I msg dar just one 'ya'. He replied me that he can ease his mind, then off he went to play his game. Just one ya, and he nvr notice anyth wrong with me. What's more to say.. Sigh..