Utterly hurting and disappointed.

Quite unhappy these days, sick of my life and everything.

This is the game i had been playing when I bored and can't find anyone to just crap with me.

Seriously I can't wait for school to start.

At least I wil have smth meaningful to do.

Looking forward to poly school life with enthusiasm.

It's been a miracle.

Eng maths suppose to be harder than normal secondary school maths, but yet I still have a pass.

No more failure in maths.

Absolutely no cravings of laksa already.

Chawamushi ok ok, waiting to eat with juan hui and verdell.

I don't expect msg from dar when he's out with his friends anymore. Happen countless of times

Now I don't wish to wait for his msg or reply anymore. I'm really tired of it.

No expectations, isn't that good. He has the freedom alrdy.

And he did not even make the effort to call.

First priority, should I have believed it?

If I'm the first priority, upon reachng anywhere should have msg me at least. So as not to let me worry if in the first place he had that in mind.

But for that 4 hours plus, I doubt so.

No matter whr I go, I would at least take the initiative to msg my whereabouts, even if I'm busy, or am with my friends, or my hands are occupied.

Even if I am standing on the bus,

once raining heavily and Bus 3 was crowded, my onli support was the railing of the ticket machine. And dar was still sleeping.

And I have laptop in my hand, I still msg to let him know that I'm on the bus, already on my way..

Upon reaching , I msg him again to let him know that I have reached my destination.

All this are just easy task, why can't he do it.

I'm not making a big fuss.

He nvr msg me, but does he know what I was feeling back then?

What if I did the same thing, will he feel what am i feeling now.?

If yes, then why he just can't msg me.

Such a baisc courtesy.