Twirls and Whirls

Ytd went to cut my fringe finally. Once I step into the salon, the conversation start.

Hairstylist:you again ar?
Me:ya.. smile*
Hairstylist:Cut fringe again ar?
Me:ya lor
Hairstylist:why u always cut fringe de ar,nvr see you cut others
Me: I oso dunno. Giggle*
Hairstylist:U learn driving alrdy a not?
Me: No, no money. Haha
Hairstylist:Faster go earn la, then buy our salon de shampoo. Buy 2 get 1 free.
Me:ok lor. =)

First time I interacted so much with a stranger. But to think that she only cut my fringe once, and she still rmb me. Its like been a month plus.

Then went to compass to buy porridge for dar. Went up his house, feed him porridge while he play his games. He ate his medicine,, then i slack at the sofa watch tv. Then he at there keep playing game, nvr talk to me. Make me really rot there falling into slp. I dont like gamers! Make me so sad.Just keep asking what's wrong.At 7 plus went to meet juan hui, chatted a lot of stuff. We are finally gg out. Since her parents are ovreseas. lolx. but need to meet her at the airport on the day.. lolx. Sent her parents off oso. lolx. Went to buy a retractable mouse.. Finally a mouse that's of good quality.

Then slack finish went to meet my bro.. Then go home tgt.. The life of the owl awakens from now on..

Some times i wonder, how do i make correct choices in this world, how am i gg to differentiate? does ppl know wad right or wrong in the first place or is it they encounter a situation then think far ahead to determine? Am i right with this concept of mine. My thinking of mature comes out only in emergency situation. Only then i can make a correct step like i always used do, and the outcome is pleasant. But why now I cant? Am i really hurt that much during the process of growing whereby till now I used escaped realtiy to avoid from everything. to prevent from being hurt since i chose to be happy onli. Is it suppose to be that way when i choose happiness?