I am old??

I am old. Oh my god, i can't believe that i have a niece. And she has to call me "biao yi". Oh my god. If zhuzhu is pregnant, then her child will also call me biao yi too. Argh.. I did not know that i have so many cousins from my father side. Somemore, most of them are ang moh, and one is from hong kong. I go visit my uncle house every year, but tiill this year de chinese new year, then i know i got many cousins. So sudden. Today early early in the morning when i am still awake. Something got me so emotional that i cried. Can't help it. Luckily at that time, my sister was bathing so she did not see me cry. Or else i will be so malu. Some more my voice did not expose me. Lucky man. I want to thank the god of wishes, shooting star, the moon and him for making it happen. Now this wish of mine has fufiled, so now, as i promised, the next 3 years, whatever i wished, will not come true. I know it sounds silly, but i believed in it. Thank you. Thank you Thank you. Today went to tampines with my relative to watch movie together. We watched the show directed by jack neo. The show very funny. But the weird part is that got one part i feel sad, then i cried. But later i asked my sister about that part, she said it's not sad at all. What the.. I think there is something wrong with me. Today i think i can sleep more peacefully, since i no need to think so much already. Although there will be some sadness. Tmr going back to cvss to see guides FOOTDRILL. Thursday is thinking day. I very scared for them.