i will bored someone to death

I think i am a failure in making people happy or making them not bored. I really don't know how to talk. Even my sister say that I can bored some one to death. What am I gonna do with that? Is it that i am too reserved and unapproachable? Why am i such a failure. failure in studies, failure in making people not bored. What exactly is wrong with me? Now because of this, i think i can no need to sleep. Cause i will be lying on the bed thinking why..I want to cry already lah.. I just hope i can just pluck out my nerves.. So that i dont have any feelings. That will be great..