insomia

Once again, congrats to me. I can't get to sleep again. keep thinking about something. I very scared, I don't dare to pick up the phone call. I scared i say wrong thing again, i scared i will cry. I scared i will tremble. I just scared. I scared I don't know what to talk. Maybe I am just thinking too much. My jie jie recently got divorced, just got retrenched without the boss telling the reason. Already got upset me this,now I am scared i lose everthing. I don't how long can i hold much longer.Sigh. Flu virus just attacked me, that's so great.. I messed up my own life..