I am sO blOated

Just came back.

I am feeling bloated.

Today I watch the animal planet at my auntie house.

The animal planet was broadcasting the steve irwin memorial service.

I am so sad.

They did a song call crocodiles are crying.

And a poem.

And so on and forth. very touching.

Ate a lot of stuff.. then later play arcade.

Then sat in the car listening to the car stero.

I was deep in thoughts.

Then I rmb this song.

Heaven Knows-Rick Price

She's always on my mind
From the time I wake up 'till I close my eyes
She's everwhere I go
She's all I know

And though she's so far away
It just keep getting stronger everyday
And even now she's gone
I'm still holding on
So tell me where do I start
Cause it's breaking my heart
Don't want to let her go

Chorus
Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cause heaven knows

My friends keep telling me
That if you really love her
You've gotta set her free
And if she returns in kind
I'll know she's mine
So tell me where do I start
'cause its breaking my heart
Don't wanna let her go

Chorus

Why I live in despair
'Cause wide wake or dreaming
I know she's never there
And all of this time I act so brave
I'm shaking inside
Why does it hurt me so

Chorus

Heaven knows
heaven knows

I quite like this song. It's soothing. and it completely relax one's mind.

I was brooding just now.

Why did I bother to still look out for ... in school.

and why i still keep thinking about

i just cant get off my mind

Just kill me...

So that living in this world wil not prolong my suffering.

with regards to anything.