Tbo think I spent the time fOlding hearts and stars fOr him.
Fold till my hand hurts. My fingers' skin peeled off.
Yet he seemed oblivious of what the occasiOn tOday.
Forget it. I am gOing tO thrOW away
AlthOugh its my hard wOrk.
But nObOdy appreciate it, what fOr I still keep it.
This shOws that this day is nOt impOrtant tO him.
Just a usual bOring day to him perhaps.
He said that I did nOt sms him.
Now I smsed him, yet he did nOt reply
Is waiting fOr my reply an ardOus prOcess?
Then think, hOw many times and hOw lOng in the past that I have tO wait fOr his smses.
Now he shOuld knOw hOw i feels like, tO wait fOr his smses.
Fair enOugh.
He wrOte that he dOnt intend tO give in cOs he dOn't feel wOrth it.
An eye for an eye.
I also dOnt see the reasOn tO give in tO him.
I toO feel that its nOt wOrth it.
He said that I had changed.
But he can't tell me I changed for the goOd or the bad.
I changed, in what sorts of way? character?
I persOnally don't feel that I had changed.
I am still the same.
And hOw dO yOu he knOw I've changed.
He is nOt me
I knOw myself better than he dO.
If i changed, the first persOn tO nOtice it, is myself
So he wants me to feel the pain.
Its an eye opener that a persOn want tO let anOther persOn suffer.
Isnt that shOuld be bringing happiness? Never Mind.
Is there a law that says that one must gO out?
I am ill and he asked me to gO out.
He sure dOn't knOw what is the meaning of sick.
Monday, September 04, 2006
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