Monday, September 04, 2006

I hate you

Tbo think I spent the time fOlding hearts and stars fOr him.

Fold till my hand hurts. My fingers' skin peeled off.

Yet he seemed oblivious of what the occasiOn tOday.

Forget it. I am gOing tO thrOW away

AlthOugh its my hard wOrk.

But nObOdy appreciate it, what fOr I still keep it.

This shOws that this day is nOt impOrtant tO him.

Just a usual bOring day to him perhaps.

He said that I did nOt sms him.

Now I smsed him, yet he did nOt reply

Is waiting fOr my reply an ardOus prOcess?

Then think, hOw many times and hOw lOng in the past that I have tO wait fOr his smses.

Now he shOuld knOw hOw i feels like, tO wait fOr his smses.

Fair enOugh.

He wrOte that he dOnt intend tO give in cOs he dOn't feel wOrth it.

An eye for an eye.

I also dOnt see the reasOn tO give in tO him.

I toO feel that its nOt wOrth it.

He said that I had changed.

But he can't tell me I changed for the goOd or the bad.

I changed, in what sorts of way? character?

I persOnally don't feel that I had changed.

I am still the same.

And hOw dO yOu he knOw I've changed.

He is nOt me

I knOw myself better than he dO.

If i changed, the first persOn tO nOtice it, is myself

So he wants me to feel the pain.

Its an eye opener that a persOn want tO let anOther persOn suffer.

Isnt that shOuld be bringing happiness? Never Mind.

Is there a law that says that one must gO out?

I am ill and he asked me to gO out.

He sure dOn't knOw what is the meaning of sick.

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