Sadded, Distraught.

Its 1.53am. I am sitting alone in one corner, sobbing.

Perhaps you don't even know, your words had left a great impact on my emotions, my heart.

It's so hurting. It shattered my heart.

I cried even when I am typing this entry.

You are the first guy that I had ever cried for.

I felt so foolish to even cry for you.

I felt so stupid, a dumbo, a cretin, a idoit.

I already told myself not to cry.

But those tears of mine,

those foolish tears of mine

just keep flowing,

streaming down my cheeks.

Its just too hurting.

You felt better after voicing it out ur thoughts.

But I felt terrible.

But this sacrifice is worth it if this makes you feel better.

But do you have to be so ruthless.?