Desiring An Independent Life

Slept around 3 plus in the mOrning.

Woke up at 5am tO consumpt my medicine.

Woke up again at 9am to consumpt anOther rOund of medicine.

Then wOke up again at 10am.

Washed up, read the newspaper.

Saw one shOcking news. On regards tO a girl who had cOntracted the flesh-eating disease.

I believed that this is the first case in singapOre.

It sOunds sO deadly.

Really curiOus. How do this occur?

The virus or bacteria of this disease live under what type of condition, what is the optimum temp?

Cracking my head tO find out the answer.

Gonna check on the net later.

Or else I will the urge to irritate ppl tO tell me the answer tO my questiOn.

Then switched on the laptOp. Let my father use.

Then swOp. I went tO my class 4G msn grOup. Press on the histOry fOlder, but nOthing pOp out.

Nothing interesting in particular.

So bOring. My brOther went fOr camping.

My sister in schoOl, having exam.

My mOther and father only keep talking tO themselves.

Here I am sO bOred.

Later gOing fOr art.

Scared that I would be drowsy during art.

Today gOt pOa toO. But I did nOt turn up.

Cos gOt art.

Intending to walk hOme after art.

So as to waste time, delay the time of reaching hOme.

TOmOrrOw gOt chemistry. Wednesday gOt art again.

Not much time left fOr me tO study fOr mOnday's paper.

I am very tired of clinging On.

Why can't I lead a care free life?

I felt like I am being coOped up in small bOx.

In the first place, I thought there was a ray of light

But later to my nOtice, this ray of light vanished.

My hOpes are dashed. Sigh.

I had nO idea on hOw tO salvage this dead-lOck situation.

What am I suppOse tO do?

I admit that I am obstinate, have an atrocious temper.

But hey, I am changing here.

Its take time to make a complete full cOurse.

Had an online friend, he gave me advice on hOw tO manage time.

I am very grateful. His encouragements sOrt of enlighten me.