I miss him

I don't know what am I doing.

I just can't settle myself and start doing my eng hmw.

I felt so lost.

This had never happened to me before, after I lost a loved one.

Why does it had to happened nw.

I felt so hurtful.

I on the verge of breaking into tears.

Is there any remedy that can numb my emotions.

Or get me a blindfold, or a ear plug

Or send me to a virtual world.

So that I can escape from reality.

Verdell where are you ar.. I need a listening ear